Do you feels the Pain? >.<

2011-05-25T09:12:00.000-07:00

what about the day after tomorrow, and forever? will you baby? :'(

i've lost you once again, first was you fainted at home when mum gave you eat some pills. i was so afraid that i will lose you but you get back to me only after days, 3-5 days? sighs.

today, i lose you again.

how many days will i not hear from you? 10? 20? i'm sorry!

it's my bad, really my bad of losing you this time.

i'm at fault, i were to blame when things happen this time.

blame it on me, will you? let me explain, will you? :(

baby, i need you to reply my call/sms can. i really hope you are safe and sound outside because i really have no idea where you are, even your Godmother!

i'm afraid you just fainted outside on the road, while crying so hard. are you baby?

can you actually hear me talking to you, calling for you to come to me? :'(

what i can do is only wait and hope that you'll return to me.

there's nothing i can do.

i miss you. i really do. please be alright, if not i not gonna forgive myself.

i'm really sorry for everything!

I LOVE YOU BABY! :'(

CAN YOU HEAR ME?

2011-05-22T10:02:00.000-07:00

我一点都不开心。

Really, how many ups and downs must one encountered then we were realized what 'LIFE' really is? Sighs.

I've never expect these to happen in my dearest sister life. Sighs. I've always wants her to lead a happy life, but looks like it's difficult now.

Dearest sister,

If you happens to see this, this is for you ok!

Stay strong and be who you are.

I know you've never be strong in your r/s, I know you've got weak heart, but don't give up okay, no matter what, you've us behind you pushing you forward.

Please don't ever do silly things because this is one thing I've never want you to thought of.

I'm sure you wouldn't wants daddy mummy me to be worried ya?

I hoped you can settled now your mind now and decide what you gonna do ok.

It may not be the decision you wants, but my dear girl, whatever your decision is, I'll respect you okay! Just stay strong for who you are.

It hurts when seeing you like this when you're totally change to a different person I met.

I want the old you back! I really wants the old you!

I'm sure you'll overcome all this problems, I believe you can!

If you need someone don't hesitate to give us a call, we are best friends, aren't we?

Approach me if you need help, need someone to talk to, need accompany, I'll be there alright!

You're a big girl, no more tears ok? Love you! Xoxo! Gave you hearts to mend yours! *hugs* ♥♥♥♥♥

2011-05-16T04:49:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm finally blogingggggg already.

exactly 1 more months to my birthdayyyyyyy! HAHAHAHA! I'm not gonna have fun because as usual, I don't intend to celebrate and I don't expect any gifts too, cause I wrote on Twitter if you wanna get me something, "Get me a pair of good leg!" (:

Oh well, anyway I failed my FTT on Friday evening ): Sianxz bodoh, have to go rebook it and retake it all over again. Got 42/50 only cannot have more than 5 wrongs la! Sighsss. After that went to Kbox with the cliques over at amk. And meet up with my little girl! (:

I'm so angry that I wanna rantttttttttttttt about my work! >.<

Damn pissed off at work. Someone who always thinks highly on herself today shows her attitude. Not once not twice, always! -.-" If you aren't happy about me asking you to do any station, then say don't have to slam stuffs okay BITCH -.- Wait till you got certified, see if you ask crew to do things they will listen to you not first? Every time you are so uncooperative, if you dislike me CAN SAY, don't pretend as though you and me are so close okay?

We promoted CL together and I promoted FM earlier than you and you are not happy! C'mon la, what's with all this unhappiness? -.- Ayu promoted to CL you also unhappy, there is really something wrong with you, not us okay! -.-"

When I was a trainee like you, I don't even ask for more. I don't even shows attitude to my senior manager. I don't even fight back for anything they say. I listen to what they wants me to do. Irregardless of stations or not, I don't care I do, because I'm okay with it. But you, promoted already YOU DON'T WANNA DO STATIONS AT ALL! -.- Don't you know you have to verified stations first? Don't you know still under training? I didn't say I'm perfect, but at least I respect all of my managers who are senior than me. Even though, sometimes I say them, but it's all about work stuff. Work is work, play is play, if you really cannot take in the feedback, then I'm sorry, I won't say anymore okay. I will shut up and you do whatever you wants.

If I knows it's wrong and I tell you it's because I want you to learn, don't want you to get wrong. But your thinking is that, you thinks we doesn't respect you as a manager. If I wouldn't care, I will not even tell you what's right what's wrong already, let you wrong and get scolded by other manager. If you thinks that we are all so nasty, then sorry we really need to back-off from you career area. We wished you all the best though!

You claims we don't respect you as a manager, ask yourself, you respect us in the first place? Even you are showing attitude to your 1st Asst and 2nd Asst, don't say me. When you are only a trainee now. Think about your action before you speaks.

C'mon la, I just finish the pathway you are walking now, I was like you, do every single station to verified them one by one, one day each, not anything more than that. But you, rushed thru' 4/5 stations one day at a times, why are you rushing yourself? Rush yourself then you ownself feels stress, who the fuck is pushing you? NOBODY IS YOURSELF -.-"

Maybe service line, is not a good choice for you. Nevertheless, I wished you all the best!

2011-04-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

I'M FUCKING DRAINED OUT FROM ATTACHMENT! :(

PLEASE SAVE ME SOMEONE, SAVE ME PLEASE. URGE OF DROPPING OUT AGAIN!

JUST TWO MORE DAYS ALICE, ENDURE!

MISS MY SWEETIE PIE! :(

I WANNA HAVE ALL THESE OKKKKK.

& JUST FOR YOU! ^^

loves holding your hand when our long walks, can we do that again?

wanna kiss your forehead before I goes to sleep every night.

when you're upset I will hold you tight and never let you go baby!

wanna hear you sing to me to bed :)

pick me up from work someday sometimes, will you?

I will write more notes to you often, because I knows you will read em' before bed.

don't always cut your hair because i always prefer your old hair baby.

just wanna fall asleep in your arms.

if you were to be mad, I'M JUST GONNA KISS YOU DON'T LET YOU TALK hehe :P

one day I'll piggy back you ok? :D

I wanna have a long walk on the beach with you baby!

surprise me, surprise you?

just so you know, I LOVE YOU DEARRRRR! ^^

2011-04-01T10:07:00.000-07:00

I want my everyday to end like this! D:

I'm awake for my last PM shift of my 2nd week posting, 2 more week to go, I'm done with it. It's midway thru' already ;) Can't wait for it to end seriously.

Work been okay these day, not really good not really bad uh. Just being tired I guessed, everyday work like a motherfucker in ward already and getting tired over mcd, this is horrible life of mine! :( if only I was a billionaires, I would've shaking legs at home, and rest probably a couple of months. Meh, okay! I'm thinking way too much okay!

Met my small girl yesterday, and super early okay! Like 0600 woke up already, when having my PM shift, but what to do, wanna see her little cute face ^^ Bloody kuku she, go and cut her hair until not nice ler lohhhhh, hate the fact she loves to shave the side of hair :( Hair, please faster grow on her, hehe! Dotes her more as the passed! ;)

Oh yea. My purpose here today is actually post this, :

GOOD BYE MARCH, HELLO APRIL! :D

& have a GREAT APRIL FOOLS' DAY GUYS! ;)

super alot of birthday celebration invitation I've received siol.

April, May, June all have already!

Faizah, Kesh, Geri! :D Still RSVP-ing my attendance to them la :O

2011-03-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

If only I have such nice figures! It'll be perfect! ;)

HAHA oh well.

I'm done with 1st week of attachment, which was alright, and another 3 weeks to come :( Sighs, THREE BLOODY MORE WEEKS, I'M TIRED ALREADY. Next time THREE MONTHS LEH! :'( Not being paid also, what the _l_!!!!

It was really tiring as because weekend going back to Mac, and I felt like a Zombie.

Screwed my life totally, sighs! Met up with Jenny for dinner on Friday night at S11 over at Jubilee there, great catch up with her too and end my day with my little girl! ;) Suddenly tell me hungry at 2am then say go downstairs wanna makan, crazy girl, so I cooked Maggie for her instead :) HAHA! She's like my little sister lohhhh, looking after her and all the etc ... :D

MONDAY BLUES TODAY!

Because I'm fucking tired la, counting down to another 14more days :(

I WANNA QUIT SCHOOL! :( :( :(

SIGHSSSSS...

2011-03-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

I felt MONDAY BLUES TODAY! :(

Because attachment started, and I'm sick of it. Just only the first day, which I'm having 1months you know! Sighs. How how how. 19more days, counting down already laaaa.

Oh yes, and result will be out tomorrow!

Afraid if I would not do well. Another sighs. God, I hope and pray hard for good result please! Not good but at least I clear this semester module? D: Really hope for the best!

April is approaching in another 10 days, really fast eh?

Want everything to end very soon...

I miss little baby! :(

2011-03-09T07:08:00.001-08:00

:'(

2011-03-09T06:44:00.000-08:00

I'm tired of saying that I'm fine when I'm not :'(

2011-03-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

2011-03-09T06:09:00.000-08:00

2011-03-08T05:45:00.000-08:00

Everything have gets lesser.

Communication barrier (talk/sms/phone call) sighs.

what's the problem lying between, i really don't know. what should i do.

been working these day, off day was burnt due to fetching Icrew. Iman came back to our hub, but wait, he's not really a great crew, kind of lazy and etc ... oh well, but there's no turning back because we can't chose who we actually ones D: i'm getting tired, really tired.

not because of the job, but cause of the people there :(

as what miaowen said, "work for the sake of working" i'm really doing this?

只好一天过一天。。。

3 more days to the little girl birthday.

2011-03-01T10:11:00.000-08:00

Yes, I'm finally having the time to be here in front of the lappy to upload something into the blog.

Firstly, let's bid Goodbye to February and say Hello to March! :)

The 1st day of March today was really omfg because of the McDonald's WOW happening. The Buy One Get One (BOGO) promotion going on and what's more?

The Make it Better, Make it Chicken McGrill is One! This Teppanyaki Chicken McGrill is perfect and definitely awesome, please try it people! ;)

But I'm worn out from work today, like seriously. The crowd is non-stop and I can say I may just like having enough or actually quite tight on shift but still be able to run my shift. But I guessed it went quite smoothly la :) Every single crew of mine did a good job, a pat on our shoulder everyone! From here you can know how many crews I have haha! ^^

From the lobby crew, Ahmad keeping my lobby clean and the table and tray turnover, >

To the counter crew, Sharon & Sharifah, non-stop taking the order and serving them pretty fast despite the crowd kept coming in continuously, >

To the Runner of 2 counter, MeiLing well done! Her pace was really fast doing everything! >

To the fries cum bao ka liao (BKL) crew, Veronica, haha! She helps me everything, the fries, stocking up the sauces, the milo and all! everywhere anywhere! :D, >

To MDS runner Mary Rose, having a lot of orders and down riders but she's coping well without my help, thanks Mahal! >

To the kitchen crew, batch Dian, HAHA he just kept cooking everything basket by basket! Good job because owing product at a very minimal, >

Line 1 & 2 crew, Belinda Maraini & Siew Tin, non-stop packing the order well done people, the speed is getting faster as the order is being stored into the KVS, >

To the grill crew, uncle Rama, not owing any beef product and our delicious McGrill! >

Last but not least, my beanie, Ammerul, did a good job, running McCafe Main Store MDS and a lil' kitchen, he helps me everywhere anywhere too! Well done.

Without all these fellow crew, I couldn't have run my shift well. They are mentally and physically fighting strong against the non-stop crowd. Well done people!

Finally thanks Teena for helping in the kitchen as well.

And lastly, my guinea pig, staying till kind of late with my kitchen assembly, thank you!

I'm sure all of us have fun be it inside the kitchen or outside at the counter area! :D

& also myself, hehe running everywhere wanting to maintain the QSC&V well.

hard work is paid off everyone, *Sweat!*

KUDOS to all! :D

Alright, back on track.

Fuck school for giving me like a seriously last minutes clinical weeks. I was actually going over for my attachment on the 28th Feb but due to the super last minutes notice, and I'm working over at Mcd. I screwed the teacher and school. With some guidance from Miss Dorothy of what should I do and all. I find it ridiculous la, and I'm stupid pissed off! -.-" argh, forget about it, because it's over and I'm back to clinical on the 21st March :(

Work have been terribly tired, idk why la. And, new management team is formed, without any males with us actually. LOL! This is call Girls' Power? D: HAHA! Crapped. Choinging very hard for work before I'm leaving for clinical. Once clinical starts, I'll work only weekends :( Sadded because I earn super less at attachment la, and I'm gonna be hell tired.

Weekdays - clinical. Weekends - mcd.

Imagining it how would it be, FUCKING EXHAUSTED! :O

everyday sending breakfast/lunch to store whenever guinea pig is working, such a good friend I am okay! hahahahaha! :D

Oh yea, I booked my FTT on the 7th May, hehe. Wanna faster get TP before this year leh. Will I be able to? I dragged super long ler loh :( If it wasn't the knee injury, I would have completed my TP? :O

9 more days to my little girl birthday! :)

getting cutter as the day goes by, and I'm missing you more day by day! D:

2011-02-19T04:56:00.000-08:00

Smoking is always a reason people used it to say :

- To relieved stress.

- They are just too bored.

- They just wanna give it a try.

- They would love wanna know how it feels.

and etc ...

It was long long ago I last smoke, oh well...

I wanted to revise on my work when I got home from work. But I just doze off after sending some reports. Zzz, i'm fucking tired. Guessed it's because of the lack of sleep :( And, apparently, I accidentally scalded my hand while pouring the hot water, and it swell like motherfucker bitch. TMD pain like fuck. Sighs. Mind have not been great today.

5th month anniversary today, but ... D:

Wednesday having last paper. And afterwhich it's time to relax maybe? Or maybe not, but to chiong work bah? :) Can chiong until 21st March till attachment starts :/ Sorry knee, I don't meant to hurt you but yea, I wanna earn more $$$ for myself :D

Opening tomorrow. Cui. Tomorrow need to start revision already, if not Wednesday you will see me die in exam room. And, I've only got 1 bloody hour paper you know -.-" after that I will so gonna have fun with my lovelies darlingxzxzxz from SRA3! :)

Angeline Esther Diana Weiyang Adren Teena!

Newly recruit, Jami & Norli :O we'll see on that day yeah!

Management meeting cum dinner. Awesome. Looking forward.

Moving on.

2011-02-11T02:30:00.000-08:00

8 letters ; 3 words ; 1 meanings.

It's all just meant for you! D:

Today, I've completed all my presentation for this Semester.

Research Methods & Pharmacology.

It was a disaster again. Pharmacology is always so omfg -.-" And, I don't understand a single shit in my lessons. Kill me please. How am I supposed to take the coming exam in Mid February? :/

Life's getting bored. And, getting outta control. What's the problem with me? :'( I seriously can't find the actual reason to it. School have been hell these 2 years. I don't deny, I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL! -.-" 1.5 more years to go, how to survive? You tell me!

It's just 3 more days to Happy Valentines' Day.

Okay, I'm working O, what I wished will it be grant? Apparently, there's no plans for myself, but to go to work -.-" And, the next day I've got attachment at HG. Which is a hell place, as I heard from Esther, sighs :'(

Fell sick eventually, after 9 days of chiong-ing with work. Perhaps, hardwork have been paid off? And, some income is coming in real soon. Hope health will be good after which and I'll be fine as soon as possible. I love to work but I guess I'm getting older as the day passes by. Knee is no longer fit enough to endure this 8hours shift anymore, Heart is no longer able to take up the stress that I'm certainly having. I just wanna be a ordinary person in the world! :)

I miss you! & I don't know how to tell you anymore.

Because you've changed to someone I don't know. Giving you time to change.

Yes, I'm still waiting, but how long I still needs to wait? :'(

Life's isn't easy.

2011-02-10T06:43:00.000-08:00

I'm finally done with my straight NINE DAYS OF WORK in Mcd ever since that bloody irresponsible fucker Thomson left MIA on 1st February 2011.

What a good start of the month! -.-"

& I seriously cursed and swear on Twitter that he'll just die somewhere outside on the road or whatsoever. Well, I'm not trying to be mean.

It's because I guessed he deserved this punishment which screwed up everyone schedule this month and all of us are just so HECTIC because of him! -.-"

Off 2 days.

And back to work for another four days of work.

The last day will be attachment to HG, how now brown cow? :( I seriously prayed I won't screwed up man, really really. Sighs.

Everything is being such a bitch recently.

School. Work. Health. Friends. Major :( I needs a runaway, really.

As usual, Chinese New Year is not that awesome this year.

It's always tiring Chinese New Year other than a enjoyable one, because I would be working earning some extra ke-chingggggg! :) Received just a few ang-paos would be enough for me already. Lol. I don't need ang-paos anyway :)

Anyway,

FOUR MORE DAYS TO VALENTINES' DAY!

& i'm working :(

2011-01-31T05:07:00.000-08:00

i miss my old, B :'(

2011-01-31T05:00:00.001-08:00

2011-01-31T04:53:00.000-08:00

2011-01-31T04:51:00.000-08:00

2011-01-29T11:54:00.000-08:00

One word,

C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D!

2011-01-28T00:36:00.000-08:00

damn nice packs!! :)

anyway, cleared both Statistics & Research Methods ICA(2) this week.

Week 15 16 17 gonna be the hell week, like seriously! D:

Lol, 60% of it for this two Individual Component,

though I'm not really satisfied with own result, but at least I thanked God that I'm not gonna repeat for this 2 modules already, it's already partially cleared! ;)

Now, can only prays for the Overall result that gonna appear in the GPA.

Surprisingly, I didn't went down to store like a whole of this weekday!!

I told myself I'm on some "LEAVE -.-" Yaaaa, as if laaaa right?

Just to get some break for myself from work, and I'll be back tomorrow to work already.

Sianzation much, because it's weekends again.

I wonder will I be running like hell yet again? :( :( :( I seriously, hope not!

Till here, xoxo! ;)

2011-01-26T05:43:00.000-08:00

Stats exam tomorrow. Passed/Failed (40%) determined on tomorrow grade!! :(

Hopefully it goes well.

Giving myself from some break away from Store :)

be back soon, Saturday M shift.

2011-01-22T06:51:00.001-08:00

I feels everything mentioned above!

There's one i'm feeling but not inside ... I'M TIRED! :(

Really exhausted from work, like seriously. Cause damn freaking tired because of down crew situation (?) Am I right to say that? Uhm.. Can run laaaa, but damn bloody tight can -.-" Every weekends is like the same routine for me. Last weekend ran like hell with Adren. Just today, ran like hell with Boss and Uma (who doesn't speak a single word, wtf -.- machiam mouth got GOLD sia -.- HOLY SHIT!) Just imagined ah, 1/2 hourly sales 550$-650$ and I'm running like only 11 crews on floor this morning WAH FAINT, Zzz, 14 includes the 3 of us :( It's a killer man. Tomorrow another day, shall see how will it be like uh! :O :O

little dearie still hospitalize :( damn sad to hear from her that, needles is poking onto her body and she's using tube for breathing :( she refused to tell me which hospital she in, she doesn't wants me to see her suffer in this state. Sighs. I blame myself because the previous night I made her upset! still wanna run away from hospital and smoking is running in her mind!! This little rascal never die before de loh, keep wanna risk her life, ARGH! and, everyday still can joke with me -.-" BTH her already laaaa D: Wondering, if I'm able to see her next week?

Next week have got 2 test coming up, Statistics & Research Method, how will it be like? :(

Hopefully it'll be smooth. Prays.

Also, another 2 presentation in Week 16, the following week, HOLY SHIT!

Soon exam will be here and off I go for attachment, I still can't seems to adapt. And, I've been sleeping like a log and never seems to wake up. Looks like I'm gonna be like LATE FOR ALL MY SHIFT FOR ATTACHMENT! (?)

Till here folks...

Missing little baby! :)

2011-01-19T11:03:00.000-08:00

I told myself earlier on,

I wanna blog about my happy life these day.

But seems like I just failed doing it! :(

Because ...

I felt terrible with your ignorance :(

It just seems like you left me far faraway!

There're too many STOP. DON'T. PLEASE. in my own dictionary.

I guessed it's about time to ... move on :'(

2011-01-06T05:40:00.000-08:00

YES. Previous post mentioned I will talk about CHRISTMAS 2010. Sorry for the late post because I wants to upload all the prezzie hehe! ^^

Started my CHRISTMAS EVE with my 3 lovlies below -

@Angeline Quek, @Braveman Toh @Joyce Lim :)

When to visit Joyce at her place also visit baby. Finally out with Braveman like a so long last went out together siol. LOL! But was awesome really. And, so hard to wake the zhar bor in black y'all know. She make noise on the phone only. Ordered Pizza for lunch and then psycho Joyce to come Kbox with us at CCK :) And, her hubby let her join us, hehe! ^^ Had fun in kbox and we are the awesome people man. New family recruit, @Angeline - Aunty LOL! :D

Gift exchange at Joyce house ;)

Lovely 老板！:D

大哥！:D

大姐！:D

***

PREZZIE PREZZIE! ^^

Different gifts from different people! ;)

Gift exchange on the actual dayyyyyyyyyyyyy..

Below this from lovely boss. Massage U-snooze. Though I was out with her like on her whole leave of 5-6 days and gave me a name, Stalker. What the hell right. LOL! It's for leggy, thank you dearest, sucha thoughtful boss I have! ^^

Dear brother Braveman, bought me a LEVIS watch. Oh my tian, damn shocked when I open the gift, cause didn't know he will buy sucha expensive one for me. But it was really nice watch and RED COLOR too! Awesome ^^ Thank you brother!!

Art-piece by Dear little girl! ;) Met her for awhile to pass me the artwork wanna show me. Lovexzxzxzxz ^^

Dearest Mummy, did a handphone chain for us this year ;) Last year she made us a name chop HEHE. And, behind our name, there's SRA3 indicated at the back. YEAH WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY! Awesome! ^^

Boss Alvin (BC) gave each of us a pen from Franklin Covey. First gift, as first year becoming the manager. Crave - AL PMO 2010! Thank you Boss! ;)

Dearest 小辣椒，a handphone chain as well, my lovely color GREEN with MONEY at the side ^^ Thank you my dear 4 year colleague, I'm MISSING YOU in store! :(

Lovely babe Diana, gave each of us a UMBRELLA! ;) HEHE. And, the design is damn cute okay! Really cute horrrr HAHA! JAPANESE, KAWAII! Look at it! Thank you babe! :)

First year, celebrating Christmas with Adren! ;) A Parker pen, with our own name crave on it. Perfect! With some childhood biscuit! Naizeeee. Thank you brother!

The lovely couple, @honeyponies & @yangz1990!!! They are the perfect one because their hard-work really paid off this Christmas, I swear! Look at the cookies below, they bake all by themselves okay! ^^ It's really DELICIOUS, I'm not denying horrr. And, I told them why not try selling earn some profit hehe! ^^ Imagine they did for 10 managers you know, it's really their hard-work. Every thoughts count! And I feel it! Thank you sister & brother! ;)

Same, first time celebrating with TEENA! Our newly gang to SRA3 gang, the SIAO LANG GANG! LOL! ^^ Thanks for your gift too! ;)

Last but not least, I just ask Hidayat for a gift. And, he really did you know!! Omg thank you little brother, Hidayat! He damn cute loh I tell you, though getting out of our hand la, becoming VERY NAUGHTY already LOL! Though after I eat this, it'll be fattening, but Thanks too! ;)

Seeeeeeee, how I spend my CHRISTMAS EVE & CHRISTMAS DAY itself? ;)

Perfect & Awesome. Really have fun this year. Will every year be the same? Hehehehe.

What I've bought for the rest :

@Angeline - Kikki Red Laptop Bag.

@Braveman - Topman sweater.

@Adren - Pull and Bear tee-shirt.

@Wei yang - Pull and Bear tee-shirt.

@ Esther - Royce Dark Chocolate.

@Diana - Royce Nutty Chocolate Bar.

@Teena - Royce Nutty Chocolate Bar.

@Joyce - Crabtree and Evelyn Hand Moisturizer Cream.

@Miao wen - Iphone Portable Charger.

& I LOVEXZXZZX ALL OF YOU! ^^

2011-01-01T06:59:00.000-08:00

FAREWELL TO MY DEAREST LIJIAO 31.12.10 &
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! ^^

2010-12-26T10:39:00.000-08:00

In my previous post, I note that I will Thanks the lovelies friends ;)

Surprise by Peiru, never will I forget this! ^^
Rina, Lina, Qin Yuan visit, with fruits! ^^
Belinda, with the home-cooked from from her mum, bring along Aunty Sharifah! ^^
Coach Jocelyn, with the gummies and green green things in the Christmas bag awesome! ^^ & her home visit too.
Boss Vikki, text me every day asking if I can cope and how's the recovery status! ^^
KS, accompanying me for almost all my doctor's appointment! ^^

Especially SRA3, I thanked them for every single thing, the card, goodies, buying food for me, giving me the HL, helping me not to miss the Bonus period, I've got tonnes to thank these people from SRA3, they are not only my great colleagues, i treat them like my beloved sisters!

Angeline Joyce Esther Diana LiJiao! ^^

Lastly, my dearest family members.

Daddy worried all day that I could not cope at home, and will call me very frequently, afraid I might not have the energy to cook, bought biscuit, and made breakfast for me before leaving for work. Sister worried I might get hungry, cook fried macaroni, or as I requested for me to last me till night time when they are back home. Applying for leave just to bring me see the doctor and etc... Too much to thanks sister!! LOVES! <3

In my next post,

I'll talk more about Christmas HEHEHEHE! ^^

2010-12-07T08:00:00.000-08:00

Been long since I last play netball on court.

Been long since I have all the fitness training, ball training, drills training, etc..

Been long since I run for a full 15minsx4quarters game.

Been long since I stepped into the Center circle.

Been long since I last cheer for a team, *missing Zenith*.

Been long since I last watch a netball games.

Been long since I visit the netball courts, School/TP.

Been long since I last make my way to Kallang Netball Center.

Been long since I meet up with all the netball mates, catching up with them, etc..

...

I miss playing netball.

I miss playing Street netball.

I miss participating in those event, Netballuxion, Leagues, etc..

I miss training. I miss doing ball drills.

I miss having the physical training.

I miss participating in all the netball event being organized.

I miss playing Center, running all over the place.

I miss shooting from the top of the Semi-D, challenging with Eder, KS & Zelin.

I miss all these, I miss training.

BOUNCE PASS. SHOULDER PASS. STRAIGHT PASS. CHEST PASS. LOOP PASS.

oh well. everything happens for a reason, that is why now i am stuck here doing noting but eating everywhere. didn't even look into how i am helping myself to get my knee get well. but just complaining and nagging i misses netball. bullshitting Alice. most of the time i sees no point getting well, because i am torturing knee very badly i guess. sighs.

BUT I DO MISS ALL THE RUNNING! :(

BEEN VERY LONG MY INJURY TILL NOW!

02 December 2009 was the day I got this fucking knee injury :(

i will never forget this particular day.

WHERE. WHEN. WHY. HOW. WHO. i remember every single thing.

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14 April 2010 operation done. the day when i supposed to go Msia with Diana and Esther ended up I am in the Operation room getting my knee fixed.

4-5 hours in the operation room.

and there goes,

Suffering for about 1.5months with both cutches and,

about 0.5month with one crutches and,

total about 3months with the knee brace.

Been thru' all these stages was really not easy. Felt really handicapped for the very first moment when I am out of the Operation Room. I cried and cried. Waking up every hour vomiting. Terrible feeling. Asking for help even with the minimal pain i am having. Asking for jabs to numb all my pain instead of medication syrup/tablet afraid i might vomit = no effect.

Back home. I need help for everything :

Getting up the bus/cab. Shower. Lifting up my knee to put the ice pack. Helping me to get food and etc.. Many many more.

Certainly know it feels. And, i DISLIKE it alot.

words to describe my feeling was : HOPELESS HORRIBLE USELESS.

But I really thanks those who showered me with care and concern. Being there for me when i needed someone, and letting me be strong once again. Those who visited me.

In my next post, I will thank all this people :)

No matter how hard life would be, life moves on........

Isn't it? :)

2010-12-06T07:27:00.000-08:00

The colors of my life = Having the M&M's chocolate ;)

Skipped morning lecture today. Just to went for the U-weekly interview at KAP :) Cause I was afraid I will be late so ya.. But the day before had my Closing shift, and it was too hectic for me to get up for my 0800 lesson actually.

Making my way to KAP was omfg! Because I don't know where to alight, and by the time I know, actually one stop after that already. And then uh, I don't know where's the office la, as in the McDonald's Cooperate Office, as I need to change to POS card and but the Food Voucher for store. I make a roundabout like a car, and I finally found the office lol.

I went for the interview first. Was great, and the flow was smooth too. Hoping to give as much information, and as much joy, laughter and happiness I have from work to this interview ;) To bring myself up in the U-weekly magazine ^^ Had the photo-shoot too, hopefully my face doesn't look round on the magazine :/ LOL! And some group photo, was awesome, damn cool laaaa. Kitchen tour around KAP store, nice really nice, everything was really well organized and the crews there was really discipline and on task. Envy much. I see Crew Leaders everywhere in their store. Ended with a group photo with our interviewer (forgotten her name :/) but she's damn young too la, only like a year older than me can!?! Earning big money already sia.

Can't wait to see all the photos!

The photographer, Yan Yan is sending us the photos thru' email :)

2010-11-30T08:45:00.000-08:00

I AM CRAVING FOR SUSHI! REALLY! :(

Everyday seems to be for the same routine for me.

Morning wake up > Attend school for lessons > Store for my breakfast/lunch/dinner > Home.

But wait, this only happens when Thomson not on shift okay haha! Otherwise, 90% you will see me appearing there lol.

Had Adult Nursing presentation this morning, then pay back my clash timetable in the noon. Nb, early morning tio scolding for not arranging the timetable early, my fault uh! -.-"

" If you were to schedule to do the Time Table then jolly well do a good one luh, why came out with one clashing one another, then what for am I having a Time Table when I have to analyze and go ask for changes. NO LINK ISN'T IT? "

Oh well ... Down to mac wait for Angeline then have lunch. Ended up, we had our dinner and my only meal for the day! Had Din Tai Fung, and awesome chat inside. LOL! I've nevertheless fun whenever I am out with them :) Shop around then back to store.

And this 2 ladies, I told them I wanna buy sushi before going back store, they both walk outside the mall already. Tsk tsk tsk. End up no more sushi for me :(

Slacked in store as it's raining outside. Bought dinner back for sister & daddy then, buy MUFFINS for breakfast tomorrow, hehe ;)

Good bye NOVEMBER,

Welcome DECEMBER! ;)

Last month of Twenty Ten, shall end this month well!!

2010-11-25T05:04:00.000-08:00

This is what I've been feeling.

(Look above status)

School started 1week ago. Not awesome at all. Because I've only got 3 modules with NR0906. Oh well, on the other side, I have lesser module to concentrate this semester, I better do well. Heard there are conflict going round, oh my holy mama! Again and again -.-"

Same, I skipped Adult Nursing lectures like forever since week 1! Lol horrible me. And, heard teacher looking for me on Wednesday lecture, I tapped and I left. Better not strike off my attendance bitch because I went all the way from school to tap this fucking card, if it's not because of attendance I wouldn't be in school too -.-"

Getting really closer to Mcd family LOL! Like always go down after school to find them for lunch, chit-chat or whatsoever. And Adren say I am 损友 because I keep go down there find people for my Breakfast Lunch and Dinner, wth! Lol you need to thanks me for accompany hor. Learnt new burger promotion that day, cool cool. Samurai and McBistro burger, quite nice actually hee, can't wait for it to start, 03 December 2010 ;)

Statistics seem fun. But not the ICA part, same goes to Research Method, seem tough. Looks like I have a hard time with these 2 modules too :( I better cleared off for once.

Till here folks, tired already to type some more.

Tata, xoxo! :D

2010-11-10T08:07:00.000-08:00

My first picture with MeowxzxzxzxzzxWen! ;)

After our steamboat session shopping in Cotton on! Awesome!

Management meeting was cancelled, due to there are 2 absentees and Boss are sick and hardly have the voice, so I guessed there's no point holding the meeting. Which then means that, no on floor for me and have my MDP session with boss. Oh well, anyway schedule my MDP on 10th so yaaaaaa. Got my book signed by Boss awesome. Now I need to run Production, with the Pre-Shift Checklist and bla bla bla ... ... There's more to do.

After work went over to IMM to shopping at the Popular and Daiso. All the way from Serangoon lol. Because the Popular is big, and it doesn't seem so to me actually :/ Had dinner at BK, and poor appetite because of my menses aches. Hurts me fucking whole day, argh. Once again, this person makes irritated again. Fuck you.

SCHOOL OFFICIALLY REOPEN FOR ME NEXT WEEK :(

And, sucks because I HATE SCHOOL A LOT A LOT! REALLY.

I need to pay back my attachment periods. There'll really be lesser working time for me already. Cause my holidays are now all gone except WEEKENDS. Which means when I am back to attachment, it will be like : -

WEEKDAYS hospital life &

WEEKENDS mcdonald's life.

Hectic. Agree with me? I gonna work die me this time round. And trust me, knee will never heal by then. I am fucking serious about it. Really.

Knee have been real bad these day too :( I almost tripped off the stairs this afternoon. Sighs. Thanked God I hold on to the railing fast enough. Seriously FML because i've been real careless these days D: I need to really be alert before I got myself into another injury.

FYI.

If you think that I am what you are thinking, then go ahead and presume ok?

Maybe you would feels better and,

then won't kept asking me the same old question over and over again.

Maybe you are the one spreading rumors but yet pinpointing at others :/

It's kind of irritating you know that?

Stop influencing others to have the same thinking as you.

-----

And, likewise,

I know you have a very weird impression about me ever since we met, haha.

I don't blame you though because you are right.

But don't be like your *cough cough* can?

It's really very annoying too.

WHAT YOU WANNA KNOW ASK!

DON'T INDIRECTLY GOING ONE BIG ROUND! -.-"

After so long, I am writing a long post lol!

2010-11-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

Good bye October, Hello November! ^^

2nd day of the month today, nothing much actually. Have not been updating blog for the past week as I was too busy till I didn't have enough time to catch my beautiful sleep. How on earth do I have the energy to blog, correct? :)

Had my first management meeting last month, was a very very long one man. Lol. And, I didn't even jot down a single words, just remembering what boss mention from her mouth. Super brain (?) Lol oh well because idk must jot it down mah, so ya.. Next month management meeting super early! Falls on 10th, it's like the 2nd week of the month can.

Bosses travel yesterday to our store. Singapore McDonald's Managing Director, Randy Lai came down for her first visit. She took over Alex Yeo position, while Alex himself went to China for his new job scope. Randy Lai, from Hong Kong and have a 12 years working experience with McDonald's from a Crew > Crew Leader > Beanie > Manager > and now Managing Director. Awesome isn't it? She's damn friendly ;)

Beside her, Janitha Steven and one more guy (don't know his name) also here. Only for a about 3mins she is here for the visit and they went over to NEX mall to look around. Overall, the comment by BM, Steven was great! Good Job! Very good! Well done! ;) Our efforts were paid off.

TWENTY ELEVEN IS COMING! And I got myself a Planner already ^^

School is gonna reopen for me on the 15th totally DISLIKE it argh :( It's not awesome at all. It'll be WEEK 5 = Theory Test on that day WTF! Zzzzz -.-"

2010-10-16T09:54:00.000-07:00

(Bold what you’ve done)

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself..
Ran a marathon..
Your parents got divorced..
Cried yourself to sleep..
Spent over $200 in one day..
Flown on a plane..
Cheated on someone..
Been cheated on..
Written a 10 page letter..
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself..
Had a best friend..
Lost someone you loved..
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention..
Skipped school..
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do..
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country..
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies..
Had an online diary..
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play..
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol (x factor.)
Written poetry..
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have..
Wondered about your sexuality..
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi..
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once..
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster..
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair..
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced..
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam..
Started a fire..
Had a party while your parents weren’t home..
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

2010-10-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

Hello, October. Goodbye, September.

Before the story goes on here,

HAPPY CHILDREN'S' DAYYYYYYYYY! :D

September have been a really hectic month I can say. Working hard for like a lot of thing, especially at work. As unfortunately, I am out of attachment so I stuck myself at either home, workplace, outside and spending time with friends :)

And, i fucking need to take Supp paper for Adult Nursing, as expected WTF! -.-" Damn unlucky, I think I have really no luck studying in Nursing, not smooth journey ever since I stepped in. Fucked. But, on the other hand, I always remember what Miss Dorothy tells me,

" Everything Happens For A Reason! "

I always remember this, but it's too much manxzxz seriously. FML.

Disappointed with myself on some other thing, oh well. I guess i got myself to blame and not any other person. At least i am happy in some other way. Even though many a times I feels like backing out. I need to think before I commit in future :X

Last Tuesday, celebrated Gin's Birthday at Serangoon Garden. Met up with Jasmine & Alfred at SRG to do the card preparation. Sixu came along with the board and then went over to the Prata shop to look for them. Yongwei Darryl and Gin. Ivy came afterwards, end up we have our dinner at the Prata shop (not in the plan one haha). After which, lied to Gin that we are heading home, so waiting for bus at the bus stop, then I said I wanna buy something then walk to some other places. End up, dragging time all, Jasmine Alfred & Ivy went to Liquid Kitchen to book place as a surprise for Gin ;) Successful I can say. Drink play cards talk over there, and parted about 2230 hours and headed home. Home sweet home.

Nothing else I missed out I guess. Lol.

OCTOBER IS HERE.

I think this month will be even tiring than September. But whatever it is, I prayed for the best, and hope I can work hard on all my individual work, be it, school, work, or attachment (if I am gonna go, KKH on 18th October) and etc...

Would wanna thanks Angeline for giving me the opportunity for this promotion :D

I will work hard for this, and be good. I've got more to learn from my senior senior managers. Will take this as a stepping stone for me, like what she mentioned.

MDP. SOC. MASTER TRAINING. AREA MANAGEMENT.

* all running after me *

2010-09-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

Okay, i've not been blogging since 1st September lol. That's very long, coming to a month eh, terrible me! Lol. Finally back blogging.

Shan't talk about so many weekxzxzx back laaaa ok.

I'll just tell you what I remember uh ;)

Yesterday went to celebrate JASMINE'S BIRTHDAY, an advanced one ;) Had dinner at Marina Square, Waraku, a Japanese restaurant. Missed the morning pack, surprising her and then ice-skating. But anyway I can't ice-skate also lol. Legs cannot take the stress. So dinner with them, finally met up with ONG JIA PING lol. After dinner then home.

Oh yea, we changed 1st assistant already loh. Lol, to Adren Teng from SKRV. Jerad ex 2nd assistant manager. He's not too bad, quite friendly funny and can talk that type. So i think it's good luh uh? Went kbox with them after their management meeting on Friday not too bad though. And, soon someone is gonna leave us :( :( :(

Uh huh! I remember one more thing. My next Doctor's appointment is TWENTY ELEVEN (2011) laaaa, very long hor. When they tell me then i was like huh? Orh okay. Lol cause I also don't know free not, how i know free not right. Next year leh lol -.-" But anyway, Doctor said that my condition is better already then knee is stabled now :D

Okay till here then.

Can't remember anymore.

TUESDAY is some bloody important day for me. And also a scary day for me. And also a busy day for me. And also a a a a a i don't wanna it to come day for me. Whatever it is, please pray for me okay, WISH ME LUCK! Agrikatoooo. D:

2010-09-01T12:03:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GO TO UNKNOWN PLACES,

SO I CAN START ANEW AND LEARN! :)

Exam started. And it sucks. Started off with Adult Nursing, cracking cracking brain in the examination hall, SAQ was easy I can say, just that I got confused with all the nursing interventions, risk, effects with all the other symptoms ): Sucks. Same goes to Pharmacology, mcq-s was okay but not the saq-s. Saq-s i humtam only laaaa, anyhow do, and 15m confirm gone -.-" Shitxz me laaaa. Too many info in the brain lol.

Oh well. Tomorrow is Mental Health Nursing. I hope for the best man. Tips is given, hopefully the topic I chose, is coming out ;) *PRAY* And, it's at 4pm laaaa, ohmyholymama. So late hor, until six laaaa. Can sleep zzz. After paper giving myself a break before chiong-ing for Biology paper next Tuesday ;) Hope for the best too. Uhm..

Guinea pig forever so cute and silly! :D

I don't know how :(

Why must I fall for you.

Why must I met you in the first place?

I don't wanna hurt you.

I know I Miss You :(

2010-08-29T23:24:00.000-07:00

Been raining lately, sudden downpour, sunny downpour, whichever it is. And, it's only for awhile.

People nowadays are getting a little insane? I don't know why did I say so, but I felt this way. What's the problem with nowadays kids? Happy happy talk, not happy just show attitude, ohmyholymama! Damn irritated. And, hate it when people twisting words around. Many if you, don't wanna mention names here lol. Jolly-well know who you are ;)

Oh well, Year2 Sem1 gonna end very soon. Because the papers are commencing TOMORROW! But, for your info, I am not anxious about the upcoming papers, & I yet to really study okay. What's wrong with me uh. Sick in the brain I think. LOL brain been polluted HAHAHA. Well, the modules are only 2credit. Nursing lab & clinical have 14credit, which I have just skipped due to knee :/ So 2credit is actually very little. But still, I will try my best and study what I can. As long as I am able to pass, happy enough. Not asking for more.

5papers. I am counting down already hehe.

2010-08-26T02:05:00.000-07:00

I already have no idea about what I want :/

SHITTY ME Zzzzzzz,

Anyway, had FHC class yesterday at Coleman College (Beside National Library, near Bugis Justion) around there laaaa huh -.-" Made my way there, reached about 5mins early before we went up the class. While walking and searching for the College, passed by one little cafe at National Library, and know what, I saw guinea pig! Lol, damn coincidence laaaa huh, I know she going there to study but didn't expect to met her. Fated to meet! LOLOLOL :) Luckily saw her, and she tell me which direction to head to, if not i would be late man :/ Stupid College so small only, I thought like a big building, no wonder I couldn't find laaaa Zzz..

Boring class. Because I went alone -.-" BORED LIKE HELL. And so, ended up made friend with one of the girl there. Agnes from Jurong Bowl ;) She's damn cute bi I tell you, and super friendly laaaa. Just know her like few minutes only, she tell me damn a lot of things liao. She's only fifth-teen and a Thai-Chinese. End up we being damn talkative in class. Lol, lunch time, walked over to Food Junction at Bugis Junction to have lunch then back to class. This is when I felt damn sleepy okay (after lunch mah) haha! :D Endure throughout the class and have a 48question mcq-s test -.-" Holy mama. So lame one, cause everyone like copying each other only lol. Class end about 1800hours instead of 1700hours lor -.-" Cheat me only.

Toilet break. While wait for Agnes to change & spike her hair. Even cute bodoh! ^^ Went over to arcade because she wanna play Jubeat. After which, trained back home ;) Dinner over at hougang then went to watch Getai with sister at Blk539. Awesome awesome. Really man. Got mediacorp artist came down to sing, the 郑盈盈 she fucking cute sia! Lol damn funny. I need to catch more getai and laugh real hard. HAHA.

2010-08-24T10:52:00.000-07:00

CURRENTS
current mood – happppppppy because I just had a conversation with guinea pig ^^
current music – not listening to any right now.
current hair style – very messy, because I just shower & yet to comb my hair LOL.
current crush – Myself :)
current thing I ought to be doing - SLEEPING!
current windows open - plurk facebook twitter msn.
current desktop picture – today was a fairytale wallpaper.
current book – Hidden by Cathy Glass.

LOOK AT ME
what colour is your hair – Black.
have any tattoos - None.
straight hair or curly – Straight.
how tall are you – 160cm?

CURRENTLY WEARING
top – SGS burghley pe tshirt.
trousers - SGS pe short.
shoes – Barefoot.
necklaces – None.
rings – None.
bracelets - None.

THE LAST’S
last person you hung out with – Sister over at PS.
last thing you said out loud – *Laughter*
last thing someone said to you – "faster go to bed la you"
last person you called – Daddy.
last person that rang you – Guinea pig! :D
last time you cried – Not sure.

THE DID’S
did you ever get into a fist fight in school - Nope.
did you ever run away from home - Nah, why should I lol.
did you ever want to be a doctor - Yup, when I was young.
did you ever do something you regret – YES, choose NURSING (more or less la) -.-"

THE DO’S
do you know how to swim - Nope :/
do you like roller coasters – Yea.
do you own a bike - Nope.
do you think you’d make a good mum – I think so, hehe :P

THE HAVE’S
have you ever been on a plane - Nah.
have you ever asked someone out – Hell yes.
have you ever been to the ocean – Yup.
have you ever gone fishing - Yup was like bloody ages ago.
have you ever painted your nails – Yup.
have you ever taken drugs – NEVER!

THE WHAT’S
what are you listening to – Making Love Out Of Nothing At All.
what is the temperature outside - Windy.
what was the last restaurant you ate at – Pizza Hut counted as a Restaurant? :)
what was the last thing you bought – Bai bai stuff.
what was the last thing you had to drink – Iced water.
what are you watching on tv - Gao Xiao Xing Dong lol.

THE WHO’S
who was the last person to be kind - Myself hahaha!
who talked to you on the phone - Guinea pig ^^
who is your current celebrity crush – None.
who was the last person you took picture of – Brother.
who was the last person you said i love you to – Ayu I guess, on facebook! :)

CRYING SECTION
ever really cried your heart out – Yes.
ever cried yourself to sleep – YES the feeling sucks ):
ever cried on your friend’s shoulder - Yes.
ever cried over the opposite sex - Surprisingly, no :D
do you cry when you get an injury – I usually laughed after a fall or whatsoever, but for once, I couldn't control my tears over the pain ):
do certain songs make you cry – Yup, memories.
last film that made you cry - Couldn't remember leh, Despicable Me did I? :/

HAPPY SECTION

what can make you happy – A simple text, smile (:

do you wish you were happier - Nah, I am fine :D

is being happy overrated – YES.
can music make you happy - Neither nor.

LOVE SECTION

how many times have you had your heart broken - Once, a very bad one.
has anyone ever loved you so much that they’d die for you – No laaaa -.-"
has anyone ever said ‘i love you’ to you – Yes. But which are the true 'i love you' idk :/

2010-08-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

This coming up month, September is screwing me up ):

Exams, and you this bloody reports. Screwed me totally. Fuckkkkk.

Dislike you. Idiot.

Bold what applies to you.

Someone has called you annoying in the past 24 hours.

You steal things out of your sibling’s room.

You always have trouble falling asleep.

You have fallen down stairs at school.

You have lead someone on just for the fun of it.

You have a daily going-to-bed routine you can’t go to sleep without doing.

You think the ripped-jeans trend is kind of stupid.

You have had a boyfriend or girlfriend stolen from you.

You have had a horrible “meeting the parents” experience.

You know someone who could not go two minutes without swearing.

You plan to move out of your town as soon as possible.

You have been friends with someone who you never thought you would.

You have lived in a house or apartment alone before.

You have been called a fuck up before.

If given the chance, you would kiss the last person you text-ed.

You have had to ask permission to do something from a bf or gf.

You’re tagged in over three hundred pictures on facebook.

You always have to brush your hair before going to sleep.

You have eaten meat in the past six hours.

You know someone who would NEVER leave the house without makeup on.

You met the last person you called at school.

There were other people there during your last kiss.

You have failed the drivers test.

You have gotten a blister from burning your hand on a straightener or curler.

You went trick-or-treating last Halloween.

You would be jealous if your bf or gf’s best friend was the opposite sex.

You have very exciting plans during the next few days.

You have felt like crying in the past week.

You HAVE cried in the past week.

Your best friend has the same color eyes as you.

Your e-mail password has to do with your family.

You have cried on a crush’s shoulder before.

You have kissed someone who had just smoked weed.

You have not gotten along well at all with a bf of gf’s friends.

A bf or gf has not gotten along with your friends at all.

You are home alone right now.

You don’t own a cellphone.

You’re waiting for a call right now.

You've waited for hours for someone to call, but they didn't.

You’ve lost a friend over a member of the opposite sex.

You’re waiting on your first kiss.

You’re embarrassed to be seen in public with your parents.

You find smoking unattractive.

You find drinking unattractive.

You have been given a hickey before.

The last date you went on wasn’t very good.

You have felt like punching someone today.

You have accidentally been way too over dressed on a date before.

At least one of your friends is sick right now.

You own at least one pair of heels.

You’d break your neck if you wore heels outside.

You should probably be getting ready right now.

You have gotten drunk with the last person who called you.

You have had a very unusual pet before.

You’re excited for Christmas already.

You have an account on quizilla.

You’re embarrassed to wear sweatpants in public.

You have your current crush on MSN.

You have had a bf or gf forget your birthday.

You celebrated the one-month in your last relationship.

You plan on dressing up this year for Halloween.

You have dressed up as ‘sexy’ police officer, nurse, cat etc for Halloween.

You delete your internet history.

You have lied to someone before just because you were bored.

You have called the cops on your neighbors for being so loud.

There are at least a couple words you can NEVER spell.

You’re not related to the last person you were in a car with.

You are a perfectionist.

You are addicted to MySpace.

You have at least one brother or sister.

You have been to another country.

You have been told that you’re smart.

You have been told that you have an unusual sense of humor.

You have had a broken bone.

You have killed another person.

You have had your hair cut within the last week.

You have had the cops called on me.

You have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.

You have kissed someone of the same gender.

You have mood swings.

You have rejected someone before.

You have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.

You have watched Sex and the City.

You like Shakespeare.

You own and use a library card.

You think Britney Spears is pretty.

You will try ALMOST anything once.

You can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.

You are currently wearing white socks.

You are tired.

You are currently waiting for someone.

You hate Miley Cyrus.

You think Party In The USA is catchy.

You’d date Harry Potter.

You can name all the past presidents of the United States.

You know who was president before George Bush.

You love pickles.

You need the internet to live.

You prefer vanilla over chocolate.

You watched Star Trek.

You watched all six movies of Star Wars.

You own an Xbox.

You think music is life.

2010-08-21T09:26:00.000-07:00

You are always so busy, isn't it? :(

Oh well. Another week just passed, is VERY FAST if you did realize. And fyi, I haven't even touch on my books. Oh god, fml please. Damn horrible. I have both busy weekdays & weekends. Shucks, I REALLY NEED TO START MUGGING NEXT WEEK!

Too many things happening, till I have no idea where should I start. Very pissed off by your attitude, I am serious. Stop spreading rumors around, and after which, turn around and said that I am spreading it, oh fuck you man young immature man! Zzz... You are just so naive little kid, please grow up for goodness sake. And, I have my patience limit, don't try me ROAR -.-"

Damn irritated by this immature young man. Get a life laaaa!

Another week to EXAM ALICE! Faster nerd before you complain that you didn't study! Understand? Lol. I really need to start studying. Have told myself, next whole week STUDY TIME! MUST! (:

Till here folk, I am lazy and nothing much to update. Byezxzxz.

Oh yes. I need to prepare myself for something :/

Which i owe my dearest silly an answer. Sighs.

I've just cleared one issues previously, but now another one came.

FML laaaa. I wouldn't wanna disappoint and upset dearest.

But i don't know how, sighs..

Can someone teach me how I should do?

Or should I just consider what mummy have said?

C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D! ):

2010-08-14T09:57:00.000-07:00

Had my BBQ session with the lovely netballers earlier on :)

It's AWESOME! Really I swear. the LAUGHTER the JOY the FUN the JOKE. Everything was hilarious! :) from having under a shelter at ECP, we shift ourselves to some under block open space to have our BBQ after being chased away by some big shot police officer, oh my holy godxzxzxz!

A PORTABLE MOBILE (because the portable bbq thingy was in the Giant's trolley, and we left the corn inside to heat) BBQ SESSION! Lol.

So much fun we had.

Geri Kesh Jing Kat Faizah Steph Jessica & Myself. The very first Netball outing we had :) And, it turn out well although a very mini bbq session but I do believed each and everyone of us enjoyed really much ;) We are a bunch of happy kids. Too many foods. But nevertheless we enjoyed the setting up the fire part, everyone seems so engrossed with fanning. One after another. Lol. Especially Jing, HAHA the 2-legged Octopus. FUNNY SIOL! :D

Packed. Cleaned. Cleared. Left the place around 2330.

Home sweet home ;)

Before all this had Overnight Majong Session at Sister-in-laws place. Wahhh tired bodoh. Because I had a very tiring morning, with the wtf, wth & omg attitude laaaa. Seriously, damn tired. I almost died man :/

TOMORROW IS COMING.

ANOTHER VERY AWESOME DAY.

A VERY ROMANTIC SESSION WE GONNA HAVE.

LET'S COME AND WITNESS TOGETHER ;)

STAY TUNED!

Oh yes.

It's already 7month.

So people out there, please better be careful.

1. When you are walking on the street, don't step onto those praying stuff, and ashes that we Chinese people are burning. If you did, please apologize and ask for forgiveness.

2. Please be mindful of what you are saying, especially during night time.

3. If you smell something smelly at night, don't say it's stink!

4. If there is people calling for your name at night, learn how you should manage.

5. Don't pa pa zao. Head home earlier, try to be home by 0000hours.

6. If you need to pray please do so, DO NOT HESITATE.

7. Take care of your health, family & surroundings.

I am saying all this.

Because it shows that THIS YEAR SEVEN MONTH IS A VERY XIONG (BAD/SAD/TERRIBLE).

Things may just happen in a split second and ok in another second. You will never know when it's coming in and when it's gonna stop. So to prevent all this. Do what only you supposed to do, and pray for your safety whereabouts ;) I wish everyone all the best. & God will look after us from the top. It's only a month. Bear with it :)

2010-08-11T02:17:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ON

NINE AUGUST TWENTY TEN!!! :D

Stayed home watch the National Parade. And the fireworks thru' television, so NOT AWESOME laaaa boring ._. LOL decided not to watch as leg is a little immobile, definitely there'll be a lot of people pushing here and there laaaa. So stay home is the better choice for me this year.

However, the parade this year not interesting, not exciting and don't have the WOW FEELING you know. It's not as lively as before, it seems so boring & the singers couldn't even sing & the song this year like omgxzxzx -.-"

Thank you Kit Chan who saved National Song - Home :) :) :)

Ohhhh yea anyway,

IT'S HOLIDAY PERIOD! *actually is Study Break la*

Damn happy because I can have a break from school, & from everything that is happening in school. School is really not awesome okay. Especially Poly life, lol.

Been having insufficient sleep this day ): Damn horrible. Very very very little sleep. Staying up for 36 hours. 24 hours. And sleep for like 5 or 6 hours. Dyingggggg. Holiday yet I am sleeping damn little. There's always reason behind everything, so yeah.

I NEED TO START NERDING BECAUSE EXAM IN THREE WEEKS TIME!

2010-08-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

I need to swallow down the statement above :)

Whatever have happens, it is the past. I should not fret about it anymore. Should not mention about it anymore. Should not feel sad angry or whatsoever anymore. I should put a full-stop at the very end of the day. And start a brand new day everyday :)

Happy moments don't last, it can only be remembered.

It is only 6th August today. Yet so many unhappy ungrateful things happen. For the past 6days, I spend it meaninglessly. Sighs.

For a moment, I don't know why I am on earth studying Nursing.

For a moment, I don't know what been going on.

For a moment, I don't know what my thoughts are running about.

For a moment, I dislike studies v v v v much!
For a moment, I hated myself, be it regarding with work school or whatever.

For a moment, I just felt lost.

Never have I felt so lost before, seriously. I don't know where is my next move ):

Miss Dorothy was right, everything happened for a reason, I agreed. In fact, I agreed with whatever she told me today. It's really all about ourselves, not others.

Had a chat with Miao Wen just now, haha. Sometimes we have the same though about this particular person. Lol. Anyway thank you babe ♥

2010-08-06T04:06:00.000-07:00

Bad luck, bad start. Bad Year 2 Sem 1.

Oh fml. It's horrible ):

Shan't elaborate much. Everything have to an end.Everything is over, forget about it. Don't fucking give a damn now. Because you screwed my life bitchy you. Menopause bitch :)

Whole day have a chat with Miss Dorothy. She been really awesome. She understand why am I frustrated on, and kept telling me to tahan for a few more mins. But I can't because I am tahan-ing her too much okay. So eventually failed myself before she could do anything. Oh well this is life, shall take another step at a time lohhhhhh :/

I need to thanks Miss Dorothy a lot a lot. Nothing but THANK YOU! :D She let me understand what's in life and what I am actually facing. Talking to her makes me feel assurance. It's always blessed to have her around. I've made a promised to her, I will keep my promise :)

2010-08-04T12:40:00.000-07:00

It's now 0342am, yet I am awake doing work :(

Argh, fuck!

FUCK YOU SCHOOL, YOU MADE ME LOST MY FUCKING SLEEP!

FOR THE FIRST TIME, I HATE SCHOOL.

DOWN THE ROAD, I'VE NEVER DISLIKE SCHOOL.

CONGRATULATION NYP! YOU SUCCEEDED MAKING ME DISLIKE SCHOOL :(

NO MORE INTEREST.

Flunked Abnormal Psychology, which is like expected luh -.-" Cause I don't even know how to do the paper, how to pass right? Lol. So I jolly well get a F for it, haha. No disappointment cause I really don't know. Oh well, nursing sucks lol.

We are studying so much in school! -.-" YAWNS, what's the point anyway? And, screwed so many things in Sem2, *shake head* I'm losing focus in studies, I mean really I am. Too many things on my head.

Knee injury been a burden. School. Friends. Lecturer. I just wanna leave this fucking poly and start working. Either I quit or I jolly wait another 1.5year. Oh well, I think I will retain luh, 3.5 or even 4 years in Poly. To think about it, damn shagged, sianxz, sad and fuckup! -.-"

Even elective this bloody subject also making me crazy. 2 nights facing the excel till my eyes went seeing stars please -.-"

MERGE CELLS, HIGHLIGHT BORDER, CUT, COPY, PASTE, ETC ...

Wtf see until I can memories please. Horrible elective, which making me suffer :( Insufficient of sleep y'all know a not? Zzz. Though I got a B for the mcq-s test but wtf I am still stuck with this fucking assignment which is due on FRIDAY! Zzz.

I FUCKING CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY TO COME! LAST DAY OF THE SEMESTER AND HOLIDAY IS HERE. OKAY NOT HOLIDAY, STUDY BREAK ALICE! -.-"

I shall study, oh well, say easy luh, as though I will. (?) I will try loh lol. I just wanna stay away from school for some times, hard to go school anymore. Really.

Shall go NERD now for tomorrow theory paper.

Adios ^^

Poor me, almost 0400 still awake ):

Damn you!

Lol. Make me so worried, so tired.

Wah lau eh, I tell you, you better turn out good ok?

Guinea pig know what I meant :)

I'm praying for the best.

Oh pleaseeee! ):

2010-08-01T07:44:00.000-07:00

The next time you drop your tears,

see whether does it tally okay? Hehe.

Weekend was alright. Went to 2nd home as usual :) But I am sick, so did nothing much other than stay there don't move loh lol. Sneezing and coughing, ohmytian, the feeling was bloody terrible i tell you! Zzz.

Yesterday had dinner with Sister boss de thingy at Chinatown there. Tired siol yet still needa go for dinner. Lol, and they serve so long luh, as usual one luh, expected. Lol but anyway, the food was already luh, eat until damn full okay! -.-" Cabbed home after that.

Oh well, nothing much to write luh. Lol.

& yea saw that silly girl today haha. she-is-always-so-funny! :)

Ohhhhhh yes!

Today's NURSES' DAY! ^^

Here wishing all the NURSES, HAPPY NURSES' DAY! :D

Keep going uh.

*wonder if i can, lol*

2010-07-30T10:06:00.000-07:00

Finally, I fallen sick :( FML.

Really terrible feeling, breathlessness. Shucks.

Give me oxygen therapy please :/

Cough. Flu. Fever. Sore throat. Headache.

What else, hate to fall sick :(

2010-07-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

until sometimes later,

I then realize, I need you more than anything else ):

Tuesday skipped school, was too tired because the day before was very-tired. Had Doctor's appointment at 1205 and met KS there, he was early lol. Waited for like an hour then my turn, always like that one loh, despite my number was the second one -.-" Coach Jo came after which to join us. Seen the doctor, and advice me to STRAIGHTEN my knee, cause if not when I get older, or I drag longer sure harder to recover. So yea I need to listen to Doctor advice (:

Lunched over at Ichiban, birthday treat hehe (: Walk around shop shop, and off to Physio at 1515. More exercises given and was asked to go for ACL class. So yea signed up, which last me for a month, once every week (: Hope it will be a good one eh. (?) After everything home and kunxzxz damn tired, and head was spinning terribly ): Pop panadol and sleep till 2100 wake up watch show. And, I miss guinea pig again.

Wednesday was Nurses Day! Somehow enjoyed, somehow didn't. Because ever since school started, and walking this 1.5years of nursing road, I didn't really enjoyed myself actually. I did, but not to the extend that it was my passion ): Mmm, idk why is it so, but hopefully the mind set of mind will change slowly. (?) So yeah had group meeting and met Sister over at Chijmes there for Japanese buffet dinner > Frolicks at The Cathy > Shop around PS > home.

Last presentation today, oh well, turn out to be a average one ): With very little information inside, yes I admit really little cause all are direct to the question we are given. It's over now, argh, shall work harder in the semester exam papers. If not this GPA will be a very cui one :/ Can't wait for the group to change members, cause I DON'T WANT TO HAVE NARVIN IN MY GROUP, I am getting tired, getting sick of his lies and everything. I future, please lie smartly ok? If not then keep your mouth shutzxzxzx! -.-"

I've always enjoyed talking to Miss Dorothy because she's someone who actually makes you feel secure and she really knows how you feel inside-out (:

so tiring, and

it's finally TGIF tomorrow I can't wait y'all know? (:

2010-07-28T11:07:00.000-07:00

Perhaps, it'll be a better day tomorrow?

2010-07-26T08:09:00.000-07:00

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE! :)

Skipped 2 lectures in the morning,

(1) because I was just lazy.

(2) because knee was aching, due to rain ): rheumatism(?)

(3) because it's still raining outside.

Went to school at 1200 to meet Jaseema for lunch. And, lecture starts at 1300. Tutorial at 1500 followed by lab at 1600. Waste my 2hours there, this time seriously rotting. Playing Serene's iphone to kill time, and off to Novena at about 1800.

Down to Novena to see Havainas, same no more sizes ): Sigh, don't know when then the stock coming. Wait for sister for dinner at NYDC. Not very nice siol, and it's kind of expensive too :/ Then off to sister in law place to pass her thing and home :)

2010-07-24T10:35:00.000-07:00

It's time to update before the readers complain, haha.

LIFE have not been fruitful these day. Start off on Monday with a very bad one, which I posted earlier on the Nineteen ): With tears rolling down from cheek, do you think it's awesome? Well, people have not been very thoughtful these day and instead they feel that you are lying/pretending to get the attention or something. Oh this really makes me fml! -.-"

Tuesday went to school in the morning, at 0800 when I am not even taking BCLS class this semester. While those who are taking are even strolling in. Idk why on earth I am actually attending, didn't wants to but what about my attendance? Oh this really fml, because I will sit by the side, and rot for exact 2hours! Zzz yawns. Had presentation after which, and the comments and the flow went well. Phew! Luckily the effort me Serene Sharon & Jaseema put in wasn't put to waste, despite having a fucking leader, which do not does anything, and who don't feel anxious about presentation which consists of 40% -.-"

Went to run some errands and bus down to Changi Airport Terminal 1 to send off my dearly Icrew. Anggie & Amelia ): Awww, time passes really fast, and their so called "attachment" 6months here with us over! I think this is the 4th badge of Icrew i am sending off ): Next batch will be Herman & Herry which will be in October. I certainly missing my Ibu(s). But on the other hand, happy for them cause they misses home as well. Bon Voyage ladies & keep in contact through Facebook ok? Xoxo.

Steamboat session afterwards at our usual place with the Mcd(s). Wanting to watch movie, Blood Pledge but it was too late, so wanted to went to Pool. But that idiot bring his sister daughter who is only FIVE YEARS OLD so we are not allow to enter, lol. Next station, to Kbox, had 3.5hours of Ksession then home. Well, overall enjoyed myself with the rest :)

Wednesday was a very short day, 1200-1500. But I couldn't remember what happen eh, lol. I think I was home.

Thursday meet up session with my lovely netballers. Keshia Faizah Katherine & Jessica! :) Had dinner over at The Cathy Astons, then lepak one corner outside PS. Camwhore session soon after home sweet home. Awesome meetup!

Friday had an hour of Biology lecture. Followed by lab again, & again I rot for 2hours in the lab ): Is pretty sad seeing your friend doing CPR session while you are not able to do. And, by the time you are able to do, it's not with your classmate, but with another bunch of student, the feeling sucks. Really. To think about it again, who would wanna injured ): Sighed. Oh well, had elective Mcq(s) test at 1400 to 1430. And, the question was omfg, cause we didn't know what to study, and we went tra-la-la! Lol!

Down to store, wait for Lijiao and to Orchard meet mummy :) Wanted to buy slipper but no more size and design, sadded. Wasted our trip (?) But anyway, never mind, walked around Orchard then deciding for dinner. Sakae Sushi buffet for dinner at Orchard Central. After that then train-ed home :) Yet, another awesome meetup with mummy!

Weekend till now Sunday morning, hello! :) It's bad, really bad. Life with you is never great okay, because we are running like mad dogs and you both are prolly feeling relax okay! -.-" This is horrible x100000000, at the rate you are going, you won't go far luh okay. And it's all because of you, my silly girl got nag ): oh fuck you bloody bitch! Who don't even think about others, but only yourself! -.-"

2010-07-19T11:49:00.000-07:00

Another horrible day today. Sighed. I seriously don't know wtf I am doing in this fucking school ): I am tired. Tired of everything, especially with the lecturers. I don't understand why, what's the reason that cause me teared today ): Is it because I was too angry? Or am I too upset about it? I don't know. I felt so lost and moody today. Mind not working, head was spinning the whole day. It wasn't a good day after all. I need to find a way out quickly!

I gotta be strong; I need to be strong; and I wanna be strong! :/

School, the above message it's for you.

But, luckily, I have Pei ru sms-ed consoling me, thank you sister! :) Some one who I can always talk to when I am down. I will learn to handle, I am gonna be alright :)

Out of no where,

I miss guinea pig a lot ): ):

I so wanna tell her all my unhappiness, y'all know?

2010-07-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

oh yeah, i've yet to tell you guys right.

i didn't make through my skilled 2nd attempt you know.

i made through IV but not injection :( awww, was pretty upset with myself actually.

but i guess it wasn't my day, and wasn't my luck in Nursing perhaps? :/

been wandering wtf am I doing in this fucking course?

didn't made through skilled is one thing, yet another thing was the fucking nb lecturer.

oh please, Miss Doris! i always thought are a very kind and thoughtful lady, but probably i am wrong eh? i think i am! -.-"

as I was walking out of the room, she was calling my name, so ya so I responded luh right?

and what she ask was :

" So can you go clinical a not? "

not showing my frustration to her, i told her, i will only see the doctor on 27th July, then i will get back to her. and she say okay, and give me the NOT HAPPY face!

oh fuck you bitch, don't show me the attitude like i owe you a living please.

& yes! your body gestures and language give me the attitude that i purposely wanna skip clinical because of my knee injury!

and by the way, 1 week ago i saw her at the lift, and i told her the same thing too.

told her i will see doctor at the last week of July after that will see her. she said okay what.

the other day she also asked if i can go clinical.

so i told her, i can go, but with brace on, and her replied was :

" No, if you have not off your brace no clinical for you. "

fuck you laaaa hor.

the way you asking me, is die die also wants me go for clinical.

and i am telling you this,

" I WILL GO BUT WITH BRACE! "

you are the one who say with brace then no clinical, then wtf some more do you want from me? until another of my knee, injured, another operation to be done then you happy is it?

like i said, if you want me go i go, don't keep sound as though i wanna skip cause of this fucking knee injury please.

if you doesn't wanna believe, or best if you thinks that i am faking through this injury, then thanks laaaa hor MISS DORIS! i kudos you.

i make sure you got karma, bitch!

i was down cum angry.

so i told sister about it, and she decided to lodge a complain.

it's not we wanted, but like what i stated in facebook status, you forced me too.

the way you talk, attitude and everything, makes me very pissed!

can anyone tell me?

WHO THE FUCK WILL PURPOSELY INJURED AND SPEND BLOODY ABOUT 5K OR MORE FOR A PAINFUL INJURY + OPERATION + REHAB + DOCTORS!

please think about it luh.

you are not me, you won't know i feel please.

it's an operation after all, and i am not fully recover, my strength are not back.

for goodness sake.

I AM IN A NURSING SCHOOL, BUT WITH NO COMPASSIONATE PEOPLE IN THE SCHOOL! HOW WONDERFUL! ;)

2010-07-07T10:08:00.000-07:00

Great weekend spent! :)

& so fast, it's already WEDNESDAY today luh.

Anyway, I couldn't remember what I did on Monday eh, lol, roughly luh hor.

went to school for lectures & there's no tutorial luh, awesome ;)

Boring Monday actually, met sister at night for Thai Express dinner! Perfect.

Yesterday, met up with Jenny Shi ting & Yuda.

Met up with Jenny first, went to print out all the photos and it cost me a bomb eh. Lol, never mind, for once only & it's for that silly girl ;)

After that dinner at 147 with Jenny as Shi ting still in school for her YOG training.

Soon, they joined us, and they have their dinner.

Then went to bet soccer, lol we the crazy people haha! Off to Mandai cause Yuda wanna pump gas for his car eh, lol. Cool shiok can drive.

I ALSO WANNA DRIVE! :)

Yuda send us home after that, thank you uh! :)

Oh today was a PERFECT day you know! -.-" Yawns.

Well, knowing some other people secrets was so not awesome leh, not really secret, it's something it wasn't meant for some of us to know luh.

But however, some of us just happens to know, sad eh? :)

How should I say huh? Angry? Don't think so eh, more towards pissed eh, irritating siol & being so fake. Eh please, don't know how to lie, DON'T LIE ok? :)

Or should I say, if wanna hide things, make sure you are really hiding.

some are actually spilling out what they should not say & some are so obvious?

I simply love my status bodoh,

If only there is Diploma in Lying, wouldn't it be great? You people will be in the DIRECTORS' LIST for sure! :D

Cool to the max sia, I'm Lovin' It! :)

I just feel so sad for you all luh huh. Anyway, well done for the acts ;)

Luckily I always have a great listening ear for me.

& she certainly understand what I am feeling.

thank you Baby! Hugs! ^^

Met Shi ting after school pass her Florence book.

& then cabbed home with her, haha. Random.

Home, put the books then out to bet for soccer ;) Hehe.

SPAIN vs GERMANY tonight leh, scary.

Paul Octopus says the Spanish will win the Germans 1-0 tonight, don't know if it's true, but I really hope the Spanish will win the game luh.

& please let me win some money laaaa!

Then met Li Jiao for lunch after a whole day not eating, hungry like fcuk siol.

Ate at Serangoon & then off to Vivo cause she wanna see things.

accompany her and walked for like 2 hours ehh.

Bought Jayden 2 tees ;)

Slacked at Starbucks and trained home after that.

2010-07-02T01:54:00.000-07:00

the Cliques ♥

I think this is the only group photo i have after so long.

Previously, celebrating Angeline's birthday, Diana was not around due to work.

So yeap! Finally one group photo taken during steamboat session :)

this steamboat session is planned for a long long time okay,

it's ever since February, suppose to have it during CNY period but there isn't any slots where all of are able to make it.

Since i have the time now, i'm updating blog.

if not, the readers will complain for not updating again, hahahaha! :D

I'm now at Chevron House, waiting for sister to knock off.

then going to collect nephew shirt, after which buy things for my completion of work ;)

& I am freezing, I need a jacket badly ): ): ): ): ):

I only left less than 2 months I think, I gotta be quick!

Anyway, had my skilled test earlier on this morning.

and I didn't make thru', oh well not surprising luh, cause it isn't easy.

but still, at least I know I tried my best? :)

however, lecturers in school now are a fucking bitch, they are so old and they think they are so great. Giving us those wtf face with wtf response when you talk to them, nbcb! -.-"

i'm not cursing you people but please, wake up your sense luh.

if people talk to you and we go ya ya, nb angry right! -.-" ccb!

& yesterday presentation, another fuck up one. drop this topic seriously.

HATE SCHOOL SERIOUSLY! It's time to QUITTTTTTTTTTTT :)

Shan't let all this old folks boiling my temper.

hope you do get karma please :)

2010-06-24T12:32:00.000-07:00

Did not have the time to upload blog these day. Packed schedule this week, like really luh.

Monday morning went to run some errand and back home in the afternoon.

After that down to store, pass Wei Yang his prezzie! ;) Crumpler camera bag. Joining the crumpler gang! Coolio.

And, down to KNC to meet Kit for Zenith Zeal game.

Dinner at KFC with the girls then cab back with Brandy as she's heading to her new flat.

Tuesday was movie day.

Li jiao had got award thingy to attend, therefore I replaced her slot for movie.

Watched Toy Story 3, was rather weird actually luh :/

But after that it was okay ;) Sat at the 3rd row please, for the first time in my life, I sat right at the front for movie sia! And it's an hour two movie. Poor neck.

Toy Story 3 was awesome, really.

Didn't know it's such a nice movie actually hehe ;) Enjoyed myself though. Rate ***** :)

Dinner at The Chicken Rice Shop then walk around, enjoy the scenery at Vivo there then trained homeeee. Awesome night!

Wednesday met the girls at Amk hub for grocery shopping! :)

Me Angeline Esther & Li jiao.

The usual one luh huh, haha. Dinner at food-court then went to Xtra fairprice for our groceries ;)

Buy quite a lot of food for steamboat session.

prawns chicken mushroom vegetables hot-dogs fish-ball dumpling crab-meat corn.

ti-bits and drink tooooo! :)

went for payment then cabbed to Angeline's place, the woodland one.

nice siol the house really really, explore then stay there till 1000 and home.

walked to MRT station a lil' far luh huh, 10mins?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP WEI YANG! :D

Today,

morning went to Selegie to run some errands then down to Ama4 for CL workshop.

very rushing there today & i took a total of 6 cabs in a day! :/

went home changed then off to meet the 2 boys, Wei Yang & Yong Keng.

Off to Admiralty to buy some more meat and drink then to Angeline's place.

Raymond joined us for dinner too, + the usual bunch of us and Yong Keng ;) ;)

Steamboat session, well organized.

I believed we had fun luh, then the food was awesome okay! Lol.

we sing play joke laugh and did everything funny.

left her place about 12mn and cab home again.

got followed by a fucking black cat, nbcb irritating much please.

i gonna miss my silly girl, very much ): ):

gonna spend my time wisely.

everything gonna be alright, hugs! ^^

2010-06-16T14:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELFFFFFFF! Lol ;)

old liao, old liao nineteen this year.

both the Lunar Birthday (chines) 初五 & English birthday! Cool horr.

everyone's busy ): but they done the advanced one for me.

I miss guinea pig ):

Look at his smile, with the lovely dimple! ;)

dearest nephew Jayden so bright.

our handsome boy!

Photo speaks a thousand words! :D

Once again was the SRA3 crew outing! It's at Sentosaaaaa!

new plan. new place. new environment. new food. new people. new managers.

everything was perfect except for the blazing sun that makes the aunties nag non-stop.

but at least we manage to organize a different outing for the crews ;)

most of them do enjoy and they just playing around by themselves.

not forgetting our games organizer did a great job too.

we have cameras around snapping the joy the crew having and also the celebration for JUNE babies ;) Awesome!

oh haha! I'm one of them okay, hehe! Feel the warmth by the SRA3 who sang birthday song along. Isn't it great? We are one big family!

this is only a few pictures I am uploading. After mw's upload the rest I will elaborate the event on the day yea? Stay tuned! :D

It's rather mini but it's SRA3 family! :D

the youngster stay united baby! :D

Ah ma Siew Kim grandson, so cute right? :)

(from R to L) - Yangyang Me Xuanxuan.

Saturday, 12.06.10

Finally met up with the secondary cliques! ;)

Awesome meet up and we went to Marina Barradge for kite flying session.

Despite knee not in good condition, but I didn't give it a miss.

Meet up with Sixu and saw Audrey in the bus.

Met Caijia & Woonyee at AMK station and train to Marina Bay.

Waited for Eugene, walked bused to Marina Barrdage.

Abit suan gu luh me, cause never go before mah!

Nice scenery, Nice weather!

Had advanced birthday celebration by them ;) thank you!

did 2 belated and 2 advanced, AWESOME.

& i swear secondary cliques are always the best.

we had sandwiches, ti-bits, hot-dogs,, drinks and not forgetting kite flying.

but I sat there luh, no fly kite, later the kite fly me uh! haha.

after that went to PC fair, cab to Suntec and meet up with Peter.

walked around. leg was tired man haha.

soon around 1630 I make a move first. after all, i enjoyed the meet up session! ;)

Before leaving Marian Barradge.

Group photo! ;)

SMILES :D

beloved Sixu & Jameson pet! Lol.

beloved QAD & Sixu. Our first threesome photo! :D

Friday, 11.06.10

Birthday celebration from classmates, NR0906.

Jan - June babies ;)

the first advanced celebration received. thanks classmate for organizing ;)

poly-mates :)

absence Yi Hui, Syarhin, Narvin, Siti.

some more missing cannot remember luh, lol.

2010-06-07T04:57:00.000-07:00

tiring weekend, but at least i enjoyed myself :)

I really do, cause I miss everyone there.

fellow workers, managers & riders, haha! they are awesome bunch of friends you know! :D

- shhhhhhhhh -

always enjoyed talking to silly girl! :)

school today was tiring, really.

1000-1800, holy shit.

long day bodoh plus yesterday Sunday was terrible too.

thank you Miss Dorothy for sending me back home.

she's superb sweet I swear. I have my reason saying this luh (:

home kinda early and now I am going to meet sister at Kovan for dinner already.

I am sorry knee.

I seriously don't meant to hurt you.

I know I overuse you, and I injured you again and again.

After op I am still not cherishing my knee well.

I really hate myself for hurting you, I really do ):

But no matter how hard I need to work in life, I always tell myself I 我吃的起苦.

Allowing myself to work harder no matter what.

Pain is nothing to me!

May God Bless Me! :)

2010-06-03T23:42:00.000-07:00

I'm damn exhausted NOW! Like NOW NOW NOW! Really man.

I need sleep. And, I will sleep early tonight, I promise :)

Went down to mac yesterday to have discussion for Crew Outing 10'.

haha, I was just helping what I can luh.

& had discussion with Angeline Esther Diana Li Jiao & Wei Ting, for about half and hour to an hour like that. Everything settled :)

saw Miao Wen, she came and buy McCafe drink with her friends.

After meeting, went to Amkhub.

Were supposed to go Kbox de, but the room was all occupied laaaa. Therefore, going only at 2200 loh, where the previous batch will finish their singing session.

Actually having dinner at LJS, but the air con was tmd hot -.-"

So went to Popeyes to eat. Had mashed potato + a drink, while the girls have their 2pcs chicken meal :) Haha. I was asked to eat but this time I am saved.

Damn full la, must be the packet of noodle I ate at 5pm.

Walked to BigMac center to buy dinner for sister then cabbed home, cause I was lazy.

Skipped the Kbox session with the girls ):

But I decided to wait for them finish singing at home la :)

Home watched tv. Was tired. But need the determination.

Find my bestf, xinmsn for accompany, watch With You, passed few episode la.

0200 was really hard to wait I tell you, cause is like doing nothing.

Online. Watch show. Msn.

Soon, guinea pig called, when I was just about to sms her.

talked for awhile until she reached home safely then text her.

haha, i'm good okay wait for her to reach home safely, I this 好朋友 go where find :)

self praise myself. haha. at least she's home safely la.

chat for quite a few things though.

slept at about 0400 and wake her at 0645. yawns!

school today at 0900, I am damn tired manxz.

insufficient of sleep. holy me.

and school was bored please, like i have 2 hours interval la, before lab starts at 1600 and end at 1800. the 2 hours break did nothing lah -.-" lame.

after school, circle line down to store.

find Diana to show her the foodtalks thingy. saw guinea pig.

but looks rather upset idk why ):

finally Wei Ting go thru' PR with me, FINALLY hor.

met sister at Serangoon then home sweet home.

TIRED. SLEEPING SOON. XOXO! :)

2010-05-30T01:07:00.000-07:00

Long day out today, woke up pretty early. Around 9am showered prepare then out to Amk hub for breakfast :) Had Pepper lunch, nice bodohhh! Salmon :)

Shop a little at hub then mrt to 313@Somerset.

When to Substance, a shoe shop where I chose a heel for sister.

Nice siol really, bling bling one leh. Lol. And, cost 35$ only, after discount :)

Then went up shop around.

Puma to see bag, nice, 50$ but decided to see others first then make decision.

Then to another shop also 50$, forgets the shop name, C something one. Don't have the design that I wanted already luh.

When Studium, MNG, Uniclo, Newurbanmeal and Cotton on.

Lol, bought a Nike bag at Studium, nice siol :) Something I like so it's good luh right? For 80$ after discount la. Great Sports Sales :)

And, bought 2 top at Cotton on though. Pampered myself a little today.

Walked to Wisma cause wanna go Watson to get sister in law stuff.

buy food for Kor, then off to Thomas Medical Center.

Sister in law giving birth, excitedddd bodoh. Cause Nephew what :)

Gave birth around night 1140 like that, don't know the exact time yet. Happy for Kor and Sister in law laaaa. So gonna visit baby tomorrow!

I'm so gonna sleep now already.

Don't wanna think about the project due tomorrow.

Tired, Xoxo.

I miss guinea pigggggg ):

don't know where she MIA to again.

2010-05-25T08:10:00.000-07:00

Omg! I realized I miss this wifey of mine! :) Shall organize a meet up with her soon man.

Oh yeah, and congrats to you have a baby boy dear! :D

I actually forgotten when I last update my blog.

don't know where to start, anyhow la hor?

school throughout these days, really boring man, still not getting use to it.

projects are coming up, tests are coming up, soon attachment!

but with this situation i am at, how ah? ): SHITZX gonna miss again eh?

Oh well. decide that later then.

I always enjoyed Nursing Lab session with Miss Dorothy Ng! (Y)

She's funny, she makes the class went haywire and we laughed and laughed nonstop.

at least she is not those strict lecturer type la :) Good enough hor.

School today went 0800-1030 only.

went off class early as I have Doctor's appointment at 1149am.

stupid timing again, kns one. LOL!

reached kind of early but still my turn was around 1230pm. (?)

Doctor's ordered to remove only one crutch, sad. Aiya better than nothing la.

must slowly slowly then get off with two and soon physio will start on cycling session.

The intervals break between Doctor's & Physio appointment was so far apart.

I've like 2hours like that to rot laaaa.

& I thought I will see guinea pig for lunch but didn't ): She was busy I guess.

she called though but she's going out with mummy to Lavendar.

I was hungry, wanted to eat since 1300, but the crowd was everyone in makan place.

Burger King, KFC, Mos burger, Kopitiam and etc..

All was so packed! How to eat sia. Pffffft.

No choice but to wait for office hours break to end, which is 1400 then can have my meal.

pretty terrible right, my meals are really inconsistent now man :/

ever since i'm on crutches, things went haywire too.

As soon as the time passed, I ate at Mos burger :)

waited for time to passed, while reading Hidden to keep me occupied.

walked over to physio and did the exercises, I am doing pretty well I guess?

At least I tried a lot to bend the knee even it's fucking painful la. LOL crazy me.

Oh yea, Doctor have change the gear to 120degree already :)

must try bend everyday, if not when the muscles stiffen up I will have difficulty to bend.

JIAYOU ALICE! :D

I told myself, I gotta do the physio exercises faithfully, I MUST!

I wanna recover fast la.

Having mini birthday celebration for Hsueh Ting's at Bishan Swenses' with Ederlyn & Nicholas tomorrow. Hope it turns out well eh? :)

2010-05-21T11:59:00.000-07:00

I don't know what I am exactly feeling ):

Did not start off my day well actually.

Early morning upon reaching school tu lan already.

Don't wanna talk about it la, two-sided face one. Say one thing but act the other thing, kns. It's not FML now, it's FYL (Fuck Your Life) really! :)

3 hours of school again today.

Shiok or what right, cause first week, it's like that one.

Lol, met up with FAIZAH for lunch! After so long I am meeting her man. Lol, miss her siollllll. Really hor, no joke.

Had McSpicy meal, craving since yesterday! :)

Oh well, meeting cancelled at the very last min, heh. Cool.

Home. Changed. Packed bag. Out.

Met the girls outside mac.

Set off to Ecp, Rider's Outing by Angeline's car :)

Reached, settled myself and sat there comfortably, didn't do much things, I just sat there most of the time. I couldn't do much things actually.

To be frank, yes I was bored sitting there. But I expected too.

Forgets to bring book to keep myself entertain, as I was pretty rushing to meet them at store.

And, I am not off crutches yet.

Well, I didn't wanna disappoint some of the people that I have agreed to join them this outing.

Oh well, the outing was a success.

I believe everyone have a great day and they have fun, both managers and riders :)

Happy for them though. Cause it's Rider's outing, they should enjoy!

Fetch Arzman in awhile at the carpark.

So bloody kuku slow man him, I reached carpark he still packing haha! Kns.

Gave him a hugged, after so long see him haha!

Botak NS boy. Had a great chat with him though. Awesome.

Miao Wen,

Saw your blog.

Wanna say Thank You to you :) I will get well soon yea! :)

Went off with Wei Yang by cab. Was so lucky had a cab as someone alighting.

Phew, no need call cab! :) Haha.

Cool isn't it, and taxi driver drove so fast, shuang! No midnight charge, and the traffic was so smooth can. ^^

What am I thinking about?

Idk, I am so confused ):

I shouldn't have this feeling.

Right now at this moment.

Go far far away from me, will you? ):

2010-05-17T22:21:00.000-07:00

I know it's ugly but ...

YOU CAN CHOSE NOT TO SEE WHAT! :D

Poor Ugly Lousy kneeee! Agree with me? ):

this is my 4 scars, with 10 stitches, which I blogged about it before.

the stitching is really ugly and idk what's next and how does it looks like now.

bandage + knee brace.

6 weeks of knee brace & crutches.

suffering way too much ever since post op.

first day of school today.

it's only the FIRST day, & i am fucking pissed off with the public plus the students in NYP.

fuck them please. nbcb angry ttm!

step out of house 0815! very early hor? i normally leaves home at 0900 okay.

lesson at 1000 for your information :)

so yeah, took 165 to hougang interchange, hoping that board the bus there will have lesser passenger so i've got seat *hopefully*

but, i was wrong, very very very wrong.

i wanna make my way up but all the others are just rushing to board the bus, so yes, i move backward. fuck please, as though the bus will leave like that -.-"

okay never mind sua, getting up last i am fine okay.

next got up already, fucking pack cause i was being push to all the way back then can get up, all the seat are being taken up.

and all of them don't even bother to give up seat, omfg! youngster some more, fuck off la, don't tell others you are from Singaporeans please! -.-" DISGRACE!

so i stood throughout my whole journey,

home to hougang mall and hougang mall to school (yiochukang)

sighs, left knee was in pain, despite right knee is the one that are wearing brace ):

i'm using too much strength on the other leg, knee is aching, sign of old age?

before that, i really accidentally dropped my crutches on the floor, people around saw it, but pretend as though nothing happen, waiting for me to pick myself.

OMG i really speechless for the Singaporeans man really!

Are they blind? Dead? Or does they have a heart? Seriously, idk.

met some classmate at mrt station.

and walked to school, been such a long time i last saw them.

walked to school, and lecture starts very soon at 1000. LTK2 wah, no reception room okay, sucks. which means i can't receive calls/sms or whatsoever. sucks isn't it? ):

went to order books then to cheers withdraw money.

while walking back to lecture room nb another guy just pissed me off!

i was with yihui, by the way.

the badminton guy : " hey, wanna join the NYP badminton games? "

me : " no thanks! " ( so walk off )

the badminton guy (asked again) : " wanna join NYP organised de Open Badminton games? "

me : " NO! -.- "

okay, the first time he asked, i took it as he asked me normally without any other reason la. but the time when he asked me again second times.

he sounded really sarcastic i swear! fuck please.

can't you bloody open your eyes and see i am on crutches, why have you had to ask again?

funny or what? fuck please.

because i turned around and saw him laughing to his friend and still looking at me.

i stared, without any hesitation.

fuck you seriously, i am not good to bully okay. so what if i am on crutches? i doesn't have feelings lah, nbcb.

make sure i don't see him anywhere in campus or at the booth, i make sure i complaint him in one way or another loh please. nb bastard! _l_

the day in school was horrible i swear ):

i didn't wanna go to school in this situation please, do i have a choice?

sighs, really not my day. pissed since the morning.

and fucking school timetable ends at 6pm.

well, last 2 period was clinical lab.

looking forward and knowing the new lecturer, Dorothy.

omg, pretty like fuck la and she's damn good cool funny one please! (L)

anyway, she just had her knee op too ): awww, painful to see her scars and knows that she have got 8 metals screws inside her knee. omfg, pain!

her teaching was cool, useful and we all likes her a lot i know :)

haha. 6pm she release the class. and asked how am i going home.

so i told her by bus. and she say she send me off. but that's only the first lesson with her, don't really know her la. weird so i say it's okay.

but she wants to so agreed, lol. pretty weird luh, but we chatted a lot in the car and on the way to the car park, as though we knew each other for a long time :)

saw many lecturers then, every one asked what's wrong haha, so have to keep repeating myself.

have pretty much common topics with her eh I realized lol.

i end my day well with lecturer Dorothy though.

she's the one who put a smile on my face, despite being angry since morning.

thank you so much sweet girl! \m/

2010-05-13T11:10:00.001-07:00

I wanted to upload Angeline's Surprised celebration photos here, but the loading was far too slow. I think when I finished my nap and wake up it's still loading please ._.

- See Facebook photo then! :) -

Okay, before I start my whole long story.

Let me tell you, it's a very long post, so either you close it if not read and shut up k.

Agenda was done the day before Angeline's birthday :)

Sent out to my makan session buddies namely,

Mama Wy Joyce Lj & Myself, Diana [was working, sorry! ):]

Peoples, Objectives, Purpose and Time management are written in my 10 page sms. I am such a patient lady to wrote 10 pages of sms, lol.

But I find it pretty normal ever since I met you though.

Sms to you, most of time was 2page :)

Okay, shut up all the other shit and continue the Surprised post!

Got news from Wy that he will join us after his school. And, we met at Serangoon station at 1600 hours, Wy Lj and I. Mama was out to collect her work permit at Tanjong Pagar and Joyce in store having her Opening shift.

Before this whole meet up, our dear Angeline actually called up Mama and talk to her.

Telling her she's home, and she's bored.

Wanna eat Teppanyaki, saying she'll meet her husband later and whatsoever lah. Lol. Funny, so Mama called and informed me she's home, cause I was the overall planner.

Chey chey, say until like perfect uh! Lol. * kidding la *

After which, I called up Joyce and told her about it and talk about next plan, asked her call Joseph store to check what time he knock off and etc..

Suddenly, Angeline called me. Woah, dangerous.

The first thing she always asked will be either,

"Where are you?" or "What you doing?"

So she asked where am I, and I just lied, I am outside, going to see doctor.

* LAUGH *

Cause must not let her know I am out doing nothing, as I'm on crutches, she sure will nag and ask why go out you see. Lol. Chatted for like 30mins then we hung the phone. Lj was saved cause Angeline didn't called her. Wy the most save one, Angeline won't know he is with us! Haha!

Next news received from Joyce,

" Eh! Angeline called me asked me to go eat Teppanyaki with her leh! But she told me she'll drive and fetch me, and before she leave home she'll call me. "

So I was like huh. Shit shit!

- cause we still haven't collect the cupcakes, it's at Suntec, we still at Serangoon circle line, wtf, 9 stops and take about 25mins?! -

Okay so I told Joyce,

Alright, you try to stop her, let her stay at home. Tell her no matter how contact you then leave home, we now trying to rush. And, done with all the essential make up news.

Reached Suntec.

Collected the cupcakes, fucking nice :) Then Wy went to buy the memory card for his camera :) Thanks wy for his camera!

And, Mama reaching too, so we walked to Tower 1 to meet her. Then, quickly trained down to Bukit Batok. And, we realized that the fucking trip was 1 hours journey! Omfg, panic siol. By the time we reached there, it's like 1800 hours. Late late.

Journey was pretty fast cause we were all chit chatting away, haha.

Many things to talked about seriously! :)

Reached, but Joyce was not done with her P&L thingy so we waited for her to finish then meet up with her at West Mall :)

She reached and told us that Angeline's house phone is engaged, and her hand-phone she didn't answer. Then, Lj tried calling. No answer too.

Ignore it, and make our way to Angeline's place :) Joyce know which block she stays but not the house unit. Lol. Took bus there and walk quite a distance to her block.

Reached.

(This is when all the funniest thing happens.)

We climbed up to 2nd storey and there is about 10 units for us to chose you know. As Joyce doesn't know the unit but only the block and storey, we all were blanked. Really.

None of us have any idea which unit she stays and the flat there is rather a little old and quiet. All the units door are either closed, if not the door are open but inside the house were so dark, and people in the house doesn't on lights and sat near the front door, worse the room lights are on but when we knock on the door no one answers. Weird weird weird.

We were there lingering around for at least 30mins I guess?

And, we still doesn't know which is her unit. We asked Vikki but she doesn't know too. And, we have nobody to ask anymore but to find it ourselves. Until, Mama called her tell her about work issue, we then realized she is actually not at home!

She already went out ): Wah, we chiong and she's out, pffffft!

We went downstairs to find sit instead while waiting aimlessly.

No idea which unit she stays.

No idea where's her mum & dad.

No idea why her house phone is engaged.

No idea what time she will be home.

Lost and we sat and discussed under block. Joyce called and asked where is she as they were supposed to meet instead to have dinner. But she just went missing lol. So Joyce told her to meet, but she refused. Hang the phone. She called Lj and talk for quite a long time. So yeah.

Until about 2000 hours, Mama went up the house again, then saw one aunty walking out. Lj walked towards the unit and saw something.

TADA! Angeline's crumpler bag! :D :D :D :D :D

We finally found her house! And, they asked the aunty inside first then she opened the door for us to enter. We then explained to her mum why are we here and would love that she would help us with this surprise! :)

Her mum called her and asked what time she is coming home too.

This is when Angeline's finds something fishy, her mind was thinking,

" WHY IS EVERYBODY ASKING ME TO GO HOME? EVEN MY MUM! "

Lol, haha, she is smart this is what all of doesn't deny you see. She was right something is fishy, and she even called us. Call and call.

Everyone phone just came ringing turn by turn.

When she hang up the phone from home, she called Esther, then me, then Lj.

Joyce was saved as her phone low battery.

Wy was another saved kid cause she wouldn't suspect wy too! :)

Mama was saved cause she's having sore throat and she sounds pretty sick actually ): She told Angeline she's home sleeping la, sick what. And, Angeline believe her. Lol.

The one who wasn't save was me Lj and her mum. Lol.

She called Lj, and Lj told her she's home with her boyf and Angeline request to speak to her boyf, and asked Lj to use her house phone to call her. Which we were smart enough to quickly call Lj home to hang the phone, as we lied that her mum was using the phone :)

And, as for me I lied I was home watching tv & online, as usual.

For her mum, poor her she kept lying too :) Though it's really very hilarious we wanted to laugh real hard but we need to control our laughter! Lol.

From 2000 hours to 2030 hours there wasn't any phone call ringing from our mobile.

2035 hours, the house phone rang.

Was Angeline! ._.

She really very smart, this is what she told her mum,

" Ma, my friend say she at our house, ask me to call and find her, pass the phone to her."

Oh dear, can you believe? She's smart isn't she? :D

But, her mum wasn't dumb too la, silly she. Her mum replied,

" Huh, no la no la. Where got people at our house? "

And the phone hung up.

Omg, that was so close you know, luckily her mum say no la! Phew.

We went into her room around 2045 hours to hide.

On the tv, on the fan, every thing on except the lights la. We treat it like our own home man, like as though we rent the room. We lie on the bed, use the pillows, the bolster, the tv and everything! Lol, and her mum kept bring us water. Lol. Funny right. Her mum kept ask if we were hungry then I just answered confidently,

" No aunty, we aren't. We quite full. No need buy food. "

But ah, wah I actually damn hungry loh. Stomach calling for Mcd, Kfc, Pizza already leh. Lol. Then after New beginning we decide to call delivery before her mum buys food for us. We ordered Mcd, despite working in Mcd. Lol. Crap. Wanted to order Pizza but so long luh, and Kfc too oily the chicken. So not in our list.

See, we treated like out own home, order Mcd ourselves! Lol.

About 2245 the food is here. Wah, hungry hungry, very hungry.

We ate we laughed we talked so many things la. And we was so afraid Angeline might just reached home anytime. Keep looking back at the door whenever we hear key sound.

2300 finish dinner, cleared everything and want to prepare the cupcakes on the table. Cause she'll be back soon, I believed as she have school tomorrow.

Suddenly, phone rang to her Daddy's hand-phone.

Her Daddy goes,

" Still don't want come back ah? What time already? Faster come home, have not taken dinner, we waiting for you you know? "

Angeline went,

" I'm on my way back already. "

- actually she already under the block, waiting if we go out and checking our slippers, but none of us knew, even her parents -

Her mummy report to us, she's on her way home already, prepare. Lol. Her mummy very cute right? Keep telling us the news! :)

So we took out the cupcakes, arranged as Angeline's alphabetical order and snap some photo. Bring out the jacket and birthday card left on the table.

Another phone call came.

Angeline told her Dad,

" I going to McDonald's for awhile first. Haven't come home "

- She was actually testing, if we know she's going mac will we make a move first, but after awhile, actually she already standing outside the house, her dad & mum didn't realized, until she uses her key to open the gate -

Then her dad suddenly say so loud,

" Wah siao zhar bor, tell lies huh, say go McDonald's. Tell lie huh. "

So we was so scared then just hide where we are.

She came in asked, really don't have my friend meh? -.-" Lol.

then went into her parent's room to check, cause intitally was closed. And to her room.

And, we sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY song when she's about to enter the kitchen :)

Can see, she was shocked really but I think she was happy eh. So cool so cool. Love the excitement man seriously. Damn fun!

Then she nag nag la, say we lie all, she also lie mah :P

She nag her mum,

" You don't know who they are and you let them in, just cause they say your daughter name, haha! Cute right her mum! "

Next asked her make a wish before 0000, cause already 2345 lah.

then talk talk, eat cupcake and took a group photo and off we go :)

Great great great!

Hip-hip-hooray! :D :D

We achieved our goals and everyone was happy.

though every one was tired hiding and etc, but I believed the trip was worthwhile right?

Joyce cabbed home, and we shared a cab.

Send Mama home first as she Opening the next day, then Lj Wy then me :)

Glad that she's H-A-P-P-Y! :D

We are too.

2010-05-10T01:47:00.000-07:00

Oh no no no no! I miss you Silly, where are you! :(

I wished so many Mommy I know HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY! Hehe :D

Esther Mama, Angeline (crew), Emi, Chee Yew, Kaihui (sister-in-law), Ederlyn's Mum, Haze, Mary Rose, Joyce (mother to be) & Pei Ru (just for fun).

Soon, gonna be HAPPY DADDY'S DAY, JUNE.

Awake in the morning and went breakfast with Dad & Sis at block 685 there. Had porridge, but I was damn full cannot finish luh. Horrible, then Dad went market & I went to have my hair cut, & it's FINALLY okay, after 5 months of keeping this long wavy hair, Lol! Went The Secret try try, wanna go SNIP Avenue luh, but it's forever packed, -.-" & it's only about 12pm you know! And, to bookshop to buy sister glue and home! :)

Bored bored bored.

Hot hot hot.

The fucking weather is really a killer. It's like a suana totally. Everyday kill people with the heat one loh. DBT -.-" Home take a nap and up to watch Encored Star Awards :) Spend the rest of the day home watching tv & online.

& I did a good deed again today! :)

2010-05-08T12:37:00.000-07:00

Quite some time after I update my blog eh :) I am back!

Been quite busy last few days actually. I was out almost everyday, despite I am on crutches :)

Haha, not too bad but it was damn tiring I swear! ):

I am almost done with the preparation for dearest next week, I can't wait heh.

And, also meet up with the rest, hope everything will go well. Pray hard for me please! :)

After everything then I will tell you guys my preparation, prevent she saw it here :O

Oh yea, I went mac the other day. Pack condiments ;) Heh, earn some money despite have cripple leg, my hands are fine though. Cause they asked me to go, I enjoyed though.

Cause I really miss everyone there, especially Silly. I finally saw her, though it's only like an hour in total but I am happy enough! :) LOVEEEEE!

School gonna start for me in another week time. Enjoy now and suffering with school very soon.

Oh yes.

HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY to the whole world MOMMY'S! :D

2010-05-05T01:07:00.000-07:00

Hey! I like you. Yes you baby! :)

As usual, I am waiting for your rrrrring tonight. But there's none, cause I think you're already fast asleep in your sleeping land. Let you off, cause you got school tomorrow :)

I realized, by not thinking too much makes me feels better too. So I hope it'll be a good start yea. Rest well silly girl. I believed I will see you soon! Hug! ^^

I am staying till later and later everyday. Omg!

I think I am really going crazy, haha. Cause I stayed up till 0730 this morning, crazy right?

I think so too, heh.

But, partly cause I wanna call silly in the morning that's why.

But she woke up earlier before I call her, dumb dumb :)

Went to bed around 0800, and I forgotten about mummy morning call ):

And, slept peacefully till about 1600 and shower.

Fuck the weather. Fucking hot. Totally like Suana loh!

Ate very late lunch, and watch 100%Entertainment, Funny sia. Followed by The Little Nonya then the rest of the drama on tv :)

Taiwan Tornadoes is getting interesting every episode. Shuang ttm.

Oh yea.

Coach came and visit :) Thanks Coach! (L)

Chit chatted and talk about many things, and she left about 2145.

I've many errands to run tomorrow, though I am on crutches ):

Wish me luck and everything will be fine okay.

Thanks God, and whoever it is :)

Goodnight, 0106. Xoxo.

2010-05-02T12:28:00.000-07:00

We are gonna be okay. I believed! :) Stop thinking too much Alice, things will be fine! <3

Awake by sister in the noon. Omg, she's irritating I tell you. Same as Daddy. I slept at 0400 in the morning, and they wake me at 1200. Only 8hours you know, argh. I really need to change y body clock, seriously. If this continue, I will die laaaa! Every day slept in the morning and wake in the noon, horrible. Very horrible! When school starts how?! -.-"

Had late breakfast. Porridge, yummy! :) Heh, and went out with Irene & Kaihui to Bishan & PS :) How how how? I haven't get the prezzie, I left very short period of time laaaa ): If can't get sure die one, cause nobody free already leh! :/ And, the silly girl don't know speaking the truth a not laaaa, argh ): Confuse confuse! Help me. I need someone's help tomorrow, and my smart sister thought of the someone for me! Lol, the one that I never think of one. Thanks sis! :)

Home sweet home after a round of majong session with Kor's at his place. Awesome. Poor majong table though ): Lol, too much force eh me? Lol, not my fault uh huh! The weather is really stuffy I tell you, omfg! Sweating like there's no tomorrow please. Humid humid humid!

Oh yes. Chatted with dearest just now. Though it's rather short, but I'm happy, heh! :) Many things to talk about, cause didn't talk to her for 6 days ler. Too many days! ): And, again we are forever arguing, whatever it is, I MISS YOU! :P Please take care you silly, stop skipping your meal and stay up late and wake the very early the next morning ): Hugs!

2010-05-01T18:48:00.000-07:00

Just reached home from tong xiao majong with Sister-in-law, Cousin and Irene at Kor's place ;) Haha, had a lot of fun of course and crap! -.-" Lol, midnight high laaaa that's why.

I think I am going insane, seriously. No lie! Irene think so too. Prolong staying at home can make you really go crazy I guess. Staying home for 2weeks during weekdays is horrible, seriously. Try staying home alone doing nothing. But, kept sleeping. See what will happen. Arghhhh, I can no longer take it anymore, 2 more weeks to go then I am going back to school. Madness! ._.

Awww .. And, we aren't talking to one another ): What's wrong. I think the problem lies in me. Goodness. Overly concerned causes things to happen sometimes. I am really going crazy. Help me please .____. It isn't what I want too, omfg! Silly girl, I miss you! ):

Brain no longer working, I need to get my sleep now. Good night!

Between, Happy Labour Day! Continue, tonight! :D

* Updated *

Been a year guinea pig is here with us :) Be it good or bad, she's great. Time with her is never boring and working with her can be a killer or relax one. Cause she's siao siao also lol. But good right, flexible enough hhmm. And, think she somehow enjoy herself with us too. Can see, heh.

): seriously, we aren't talking. again, text you and i didn't get yours. hhmm, it's okay dearest. i've make up my mind i think. take care ehh, miss you, no joke! ):

i can't fall asleep, sighs. this is terrible. every night stay up till so late argh, fml luh! .___.

2010-04-29T10:39:00.000-07:00

Sighs.

I felt guilty, I really do! :(

I'm sorry!

Sorry for not answering your call! :(

I did wanna talk to you, I do miss you but ...

Whenever I don't get your text reply, your call I am worried, I don't know why!

Sighs, it's only one day I didn't answer your call and ...

I know you're lazy to reply I understand dear :)

Well, I am really sorry.

I sincerely apologized dearest!

:'(

2010-04-28T11:34:00.000-07:00

This is my 300th post! :D Long post. Read or Leave, you choose! ;)

I'm so bored! Really! ): ): Every day staying at home doing nothing is killing me. Arghhh, seriously man. I can't wait to remove the knee brace & crutches. Pffffft. And, I am those that cannot stay home one, like hyper one no matter what gotta go out. But, in this situation, go out also trouble some, walk awhile tired ler due to crutches, don't know how also luh! -.-" Doctor still say cannot walk too much, what also cannot do omfg, going crazy. I am not even halfway there, it's only the 2nd week, I have 4 more weeks = 1 month to go! Time please go faster can? ):

Tuesday, went to see Doctor. Kaihui came to fetch me. She accompany me, then after that I accompany her to see gynecology in the evening. We had a lot of fun man, laughter joke and even angry. She's pregnant and nobody gave up seats to her in the MRT la! -.-" Seriously, I am on crutches no seat never mind, but she's pregnant okay! Speechless sia with all these Singaporeans on earth. Really don't understand them, one day when you are pregnant and have no people give up to you, this is call RETRIBUTION! D: They still can even run in front of us to have the fucking seat, nbcb, if I am not partially cripple I would have scold these people. Pissed off.

Waited for about an hour then my turn, aiyo so long one. Luckily, got nice show for us to watch and newspaper to see! Lol. And, the nurse came out to call me, she called " Mdm Alice Ng", and Kaihui laughed so loud la! MDM! ._. Lol, and the nurse apologized say she didn't saw the age. So yea, saw the pictures of the repairment I did to my knee. Kind of gross la huh :/ And, doctor removed the bandaged and see if it's time to remove the stitches.

Oh my, I saw the stitches now clearer ): It's fucking fucking fucking ugly. If I were to post here, you all may just go to the top right hand corner of the window and close it ): ): ): Sighed, and I have 4 scar now, so what it's on my leg? Fuck that la, UGLY. Soon, went over for stitch removal at the other room. Asked the nurse is it painful, she say No. Of course la, if yes then how will we allow her to remove for us right. The first one was okay, but slowly the rest was knnbccb. Seriously very painful loh, held my tears back and tahan. Argh, she spray something on it and i just went "nb, pain!!!" After that relieved, cause almost done. Nurse hit my leg and say I naughty girl, caused I scold vulgarities lol. Pain what please! -.-" I can still see some of my raw meat man, sounds disgusting shall stop. Total of 10 stitches, with 4 scars ): ): Cheer me up man!

This wasn't the main issue actually. I was very concerned about Doctor's word that day. He was saying 3 months I cannot do squatting. And, also ask me don't worry about the ACL repairment, it will be heal 100% caused have took the tendon from the thighs to attached it. BUT, as for the meniscus *he shook his head* Sighs ): He was also shocked when he did the meniscus repairment he said, because it is more than what he is doing. Both inner & outer, but MRI shows only inner part tore. And, he trimmed it therefore, my both meniscus is now smaller than a normal human one. Also, the healing rate for meniscus is only 70-80%, it won't fully heal. He add on, I gotta listen to their instruction and better not do anything physical now. But he did say, after that gotta be careful cause it will never be fully heal ): And, it's both side, not one side. He may not know what will happen if I didn't look after.

This eventually alert me. I was afraid, really I was ): I was thinking going back to Zenith to play on. But after hearing the Doctor's words, I don't even dare to think about it anymore. Just one more time if I were to hurt myself, I may go back to the surgery room again, and maybe not just 10stitches now. It may hurt me more, or I may even have to remove my whole meniscus and replaced it with a corpse one, this may be possible too. Sighs. Pei Ru did asked me too have I ever thought of going back, this is what I told her too. She asked me not to think so much and recover first. True. But still, I don't know. I miss playing every kind of sports, running and etc but ... Let nature takes it's course than. I really got no idea now. Blanked.

Maybe I should just listen to guinea pig. Stop playing netball to prevent myself from injuries. Maybe she's right (?) Sighs. Say till her, today it's the 19th day I last saw her ):

Well, anyway. In the later part of the day. Went Hougang Mall had lunch collect letter & off to Compass Point to see gynea. Approaching the MRT station, some HIHS students, did some pranked and it hit me & Kaihui. After that, they just walked off. I was fucking angry since morning when people don't gave up seat and now students are just pretending nothing happen and wanna walk away when they hit us. They know and they don't apologize for their wrong doings. What's wrong with the earth seriously? I was so angry that I shouted at them, make them apologized to us! Some of the guys still act big shot. Good, wait and see. Nb, don't think I am partially cripple I don't dare to hit you or scold you. My leg may be weak, but don't try my hands! Think cripple & pregnant lady good to bully? Don't try me. Cb, I won't let you off!

Saw the scanning with Kaihui in Doctor's room, so cute la. Saw the head stomach heartbeat. 1.5kg leh ;) Like, so cool loh! Heh. 7months. 2more months to gave birth, excitedddddd! :D

After that met up with Joyce Li Jiao & Esther for Steamboat at the usual place :) Awesome, the meet up was cool. After so long I am seeing them, and we did have many things to talk about. As usual, our common topics. Dinner and home.

Had a great day! :D Good night. It's 0329 now. Xoxo.

2010-04-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

Today, is the 16th day. And, it will sure keep counting on until I personally step out of the house to meet you. Cause you are busy, I understand :)

It's MONDAY today. Bored bored bored. Monday blues (?) Hate weekday ever since I am partially cripple. Stupid crutches. Stupid surgery. Stupid knee. Stupid wound. Made me suffer so much, horrible horrible. Tomorrow yet another appointment with the doctor. Shall wait for what doctor say about my condition, I pray a good one! *Oo mi tuo fou*

May is here very soon. Just another 4 more days. Time really passes very fast huh.

I've got dearest sister visit just now! Lina & Rina, they brought Qin Yuan along too :) Thanks! And, also the fruits. I will get well soon okay! Heh.

2010-04-25T11:20:00.000-07:00

dearest is back from her trip :) had a chat with her just now after so many days!! hope she's fine, and I owed her 2 bucks just cause I text her even though when she's on her trip. this meant how much i miss you silly girl! :D

the top picture is for you, I seriously miss you. It's totally your fault. SERIOUSLY i add want lah obviously! :D Who ask you didn't visit me ): Causes me to miss you truckloads x1000000! (L)

update tomorrow, xoxo.

2010-04-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

guinea pig is coming home today, but i doesn't know what time she'll be back D: Pfffffft. I miss her fucking truckloads. Too long never see her ):

anyway, had physio yesterday, it was a pretty short one. cause she only taught me how to do exercise at home and stuff. so yeah, after that back to NYP to do follow up on document. And, met Brenda for lunch at Koufu! :D Haha, she's funny. Been long since I last saw her too. So, she me and sister had a good chat. Awesome! Shall meet up with the rest real soon? I really miss everyone that I've not seen for a very long time.

tomorrow's Star Award i am so excited about it. Once a year okay, must watch one! Haha. I think I am on the track of recovering very well. Strength strength strength. All I need is to do strengthening and exercise to gain back what I have lost during surgery. Jiayou Alice! :D :D

At brother's house now :)

Zenithians is having their training camp now leh. Sianxzx. I miss training. But, at the same time I think I won't be going back already. I don't know why. I do loves sports but I am afraid. Is this what everyones say; Phobia? Sighed. I am just afraid I will injured myself once again. I don't wanna go thru' anymore surgery. This will be the first and the last time ): But, I am definitely not going back to NYP netball! It don't worth my time there, seriously. Why stay when you are not being recognize right? Maybe I am wrong luh, I am nothing to NYP netball, they're far too much better than me (: Positive vibeeeee, kns! Lol.

2010-04-21T01:19:00.000-07:00

I just had a Surprised from Pei Ru! :D She text me asked me Eder live 638 huh? Then Connie nicely message ask for address say update database. So I gave loh. Lol. Didn't even suspect anything from them. Lol, end up. Pei Ru text say : Open door. And, I replied her open what door? Lol she replied Front Door. So yeaaa, SURPRISEEEEEE! She was standing outside my door (: Thanks for the waffle, bread and bubble tea! Knowing that I haven't eaten my lunch for the whole day. Ai si ni lerrrrr! :D

Oh yea. I had a 2min chat with guinea pig last night at 0007 (: Surprised that she called actually, cause expect her to be sleeping soundly cause it's pretty late ler. As usual, she awake very early in the morning and she reaches home late at night, and the very next day have to wake up early for work. Sighed ): Hhmm, private number either her or li jiao de (: So yea was her. Happy to talk to her somehow. Today she's having class. Thursday (tomorrow) to Saturday she'll be out for holiday! Gonna miss her! ): Take care uhhhhh guinea pig!

It's Wednesday today! 2 more day to weekend. Can't wait for weekend seriously. Friday I am seeing the physio again. Hope to have some recovery status from the physio. I am getting bored and tired using crutches. I need to get free from crutches. Really!

Every night, 9pm A New Beginning is getting exciting. Nice siol. Love watching Chinese drama, really ;) The story is perfect nice. Though people may work for the funeral services, but what's wrong uh? It's still a job what. We ought to respect them, not everyone is willing to work okay!

2010-04-18T08:35:00.000-07:00

What am I gonna do for the next few days again? It's weekdays again, and this the reason why I hate it because I will gotta stay home rotting like last week ): Very boring, really.

Everyone will be going for their attachment, and me gonna rot at home! Wtffffff hate it ):

I shall keep doing exercise and faster recover then do whatever I can, seriously I need to have some determination. I am serious okay. Not kidding anymore. To at least be able to walk properly without crutches but with knee brace for 6 week is better.

It's the 8th day I am not seeing guinea pig ): It sounds very short luh but still I miss her okay! At least I saw the rest when I am admitted in hospital the other day. Some mummy and girlf the following day too.

So ya, I know I won't be seeing her for the next few days too. Just spoke to her over the phone, she said she'll be busy for the next whole week. Asked me to search for accompany. Cause, she gonna work tomorrow and the day after. And, going for holiday on Wednesday to Friday. So long ): ): Wondering when will I be able to meet her, seriously. Sighed. Though talking to her everyday brighten my day, still miss her blur face, heh (: Someone, who I can be able to talk to! I miss you, you know?! ): Hugs! ^^

Oh yes. Star Awards just now was very horrible terrible vegetable! !@#$% Really man, so bored so lame one wah lau ehh! Say liao make me angry only.The whole 3hours show, I think only 30mins was enjoyable lor please, the rest are total crap! -.-" Waste my time only.

Recover soon Alice! Praying for myself every single day! (:

Believe that I will recover very soon. God, grant my wish will you? (:

2010-04-16T03:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 34th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY QAD! :D

i am so bored at home ): there's nothing i can do but to sleep sleep sleep. play lappy also bored because i cannot sit well, my butt hurts due to the knee brace ): sighed! i don't know what to do. it seems so hard to cope by myself at home alone. it's never easy, never easy to be with crutches. never easy to handle when you feels handicapped. it's so hard, everything so hard to be.

i just wanna recover fast and go out. i wanna meet my friends. i miss them, seriously i do. i wanna be back to mac to work with them too. sighed. but it'll definitely take me a very long time to be fully recover. 6 weeks of knee braces is horrible really ): arghhhh. so heavy can. nb.

time for me to diet. haha. cause i have no appetite at all. kept sleeping on the bed. cause i feel uncomfortable walking around, partly because i am scare luh. hhmm.. scare that i would injured myself again ): just to take precaution loh hhmm.. one whole day i only had a piece of bread and 2 siewmai. and medication, horrible. i am not eating and i think soon i will fall sick.

anyway, i miss guinea pig luh. been long since i last saw her ): hope she's doing fine and recover soon you silly girl. hope to meet up with her soon! (:

thanks esther mummy and lijiao girlf for visiting me yesterday at kor's place. thanks wei ting for the hand made get well soon card too! many of them sign on the cards, thank you so much! this is the reason why i love SRA3 so much no matter what happens. they are the best colleagues (:

2010-04-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

I'm done with knee surgery last night (: Surgery was successful, thank you Dr. Lee. But sad to hear from him, he repair both side (outer & inner) side of my meniscus, he trimmed it. As, it was badly tore ): And, also, my acl sighed. He took the tendon from the hamstring to fix it in. Pain pain pain. Didn't dare to move a lot luh ): Scare I tore it accidentally again, sighed.

Thanks everyone for the well wishes and visit me yesterday. Silly girlf, cried when I was crying badly last night, she was heartache I am suffering in pain ): So sad to see her cry too. Didn't wanna worried them de. Hais. Mummy Babe & Coach Jo accompanied me throughout before I enter the op room. Thanks, I love them so much luhhhh! :D

Thanks everyone, I will be fine and fight thru' this tough season and will be back soon okay.

Dearest is sick too ): ): Take care dear!

2010-04-13T21:06:00.000-07:00

I am so going for knee surgery in 2 hours time, all the best to me ya! Haha, I know I will be fine ;) So yeah, don't wanna worry. Everything will go smoothly.

2010-04-10T11:15:00.000-07:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED. What's tired? Define for me.

Oh dear. I just got home from store. It's 0216 now, and i am working later at 0700, it's only about 5hours left. And, I will be back to MDS again ): ): Really very tiring. It's not because of the work actually, it's because I think we gonna down crew again tomorrow ): And again, we will run like a cow again ): wthhhhh isn't it? Just pray then, that's all. Hope I won't look like a ZOMBIE tomorrow, lol.

Before work start, I am actually damn pissed luh seriously. Nb. Shan't talk about it luh. Gotta thanks xiaopanqq for accompanying me this afternoon luh! ;)

& i think dearest is falling sick ): she looks so sick (sniffing & coughing), sighed ): don't know what she thinking also luh, argh! hope she get well soon anyway!

I think I am falling for you! :O

2010-04-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

I AM FINALLY DONE WITH ATTACHMENT! HAPPYYYY! ;)

Well well, tomorrow back to McDonald's ;) Haha, cool or what. It's my 23rd day non-stop working day since 19th March till now. Every day work. Weekday attachment Weekend Mac. Omfg, this is the first time man. I really tired myself out, I swear I do, I can feels the tiredness despite continue working. Poor knee gotta suffer with me )':

Actually, I miss guinea pig :(

Anyway, 1 more week to school reopen. I shall enjoy myself much before school mundane schedule appears in front of me luh. PLAY HARD NOW! ;) Idk how leh seriously. I don't know who should I shared these information with, seriously Idk. Sighed, tell who also wrong luh. And, afraid one of them might just spilled the beans out, seriously. Still deciding, next month what should I do to make it better (?) Whatever it is, shall see how luh.

4 more days to meet the sports surgeon! Hurry tell me what I needs to do! D: Have not been sleeping well these day, can't sleep ): Cause of knee fuckkkk.

It's 2351 now, li jiao called suddenly asked me wanna drink coffee not -.-" Is cause ask me meet her, so i am heading out now byebye! :D

2010-04-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

I am almost done with school attachment! :D LAST DAY TOMORROW, finally babyyyyy! Hang in there a lil' more, another 7hours(minus an hour break) tomorrow & i am free from waking up early during weekday! Delighted.

Last 3 days left in ward 5c was alright ;) Try to do many things and play with the patient before I left. It's always sad to leave this is for sure luh, but happy too cause attachment is over. I so gonna miss the nanny and ahpeh luh. The cute ones especially bed 111, who discharged before I reached that day. And, the idiot boom boom, though he always dirty minded luh but still he forever make us laugh non-stop ;) Haha.

My cubicle bed 84 85 87 & 88 ;) They are the one who stayed longest with me, for 3 weeks except for 87 just for a week and she discharged ;) she very cute will wanna hold your hand bring towards her body. Bed 84 aka tau pok aunty, Rachelle and I knows why! Lol, she is funny with her silly innocent smile -.-" You will never wanna know her story from me, she's a lil' disgusting sometimes but most of the time she sleep well ;) Bed 85 aka miss piggy, this isn't what we gave her, is the nurses named her and we followed ;) Poor her stay for very long ler, condition now still not well ): Get well soon! Bed 88 aka lady gaga popo, haha! She love lady gaga songs okay! Lol, she superb cute, the first day I met her she was sick terribly, but now she's totally different. She's prettier already if you girls have met her before. She'll be discharged tomorrow if i am not wrong ;) & all of their maid very good to me too! Lol, miss them much.

Same to the nurses there, and one of the HSA aunty. Karpi, her name. Something like that, she dote me a lot luh, treat me damn well! Thanks! :D Last but not least, our Clinical Instructor, Maggie! ;) Thanks for the patience with us and everything. We will miss you eh! ;)

That means, school is gonna start soon ): And, here comes the VERY STRESSFUL year. Yes, everyone said that year 2 is the year we really need to study and all. If we can pass Year 2, then Year 3 will be playing for us ler. Cause, it's touching up our skills and etc.. That's why. So yea, study hard ALICE stop playing luh huh -.-" Lol, I will try though. Lol.

KNEEEEEEEEEEE HURTS )':

2010-04-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

Update tomorrow. Sleep tonight. It hasn't been a fruitful day these weekend ): Sighed. Oh well, everyone's patient has a limit baby. Don't try!

it's gonna be long that i will be seeing my cliques again.

especially guinea pig! awww.. ^^

2010-04-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

work today was horribly tired. really. both mentally and physically. but was lucky today breakfast don't have much orders cause i've no runner today :/ seems like insufficient crews on floor? i don't know la but still, ya most of the time i do not have one what. i am used to it already (: oh well, but orders was non-stop since 10am, really man wah si bei tired loh i tell you. got large order normal order not so large order so on and so forth. wah, tired luh. the order is like one time pop out 3/4, argh, and my screen is never clear at all.

until about almost 2pm, hand over to ifah and went for my break. settled all my pending order on screean and hand over. woah, finally see the screen RIDER OUT felt so accomplished :) totally man, stocked up and went for break. thanks MIKE for the nasi lemak from hougang there. Sahim say nice so ya bought and try, spicy siol lol.

punched back for break, help li jiao count stock arranged chiller then punched out liao, lol. fast sia, cause i i went late for break mah that's why -.-" after work, slack slack talk to them all then home. it had been a long day today :/

knee fucking killing me the whole noon ): it's really painful now and i've no idea what i should do and what's next? :O i have the urge to see the sports surgeon and discussed what are the next step i need to do. i just don't wanna feel pain all the time la ):

I NEED PAIN KILLER! ):

2010-04-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

Oh well, it's APRIL'S FOOL DAY today! Lol. Didn't really play joke on people la! Lol :D Cause attachment is rather busy and there isn't any time for us to joke, heh. And, no one tried to fool us too so yeah :) Though, received some sms-es but still it's the old trick! ._.

& tomorrow is GOOD FRIDAY! Which means, it's a Public Holiday and I am working for double pay! Cool cool :) Haha. Well, 4week of attachment today, pretty cool and fun cause all morning shift only today is afternoon shift :) Morning time passes very fast and many many things happened too! :D Had light lunch with Rachelle today. New admission new patient.

Did I tell you all? My cubicle is a MAID'S HOTEL! Lol, I have got 6 patient, and 4 with maids. Therefore, their maid will look after them, so I only got 2 left. Lol, and my Bed 84 is a superb duper cute one please :D Haha, she will keep sleeping then you talk to her, she will kp kp one ask you don't disturb all la. Lol. And Bed 86 titi change one loh, discharged admit discharged admit. Lol. Still, enjoyed myself today. With the maid as well, they are superb funny people :)

Last week, I will only have 3 days ): Cause i got last 2 days of SHS, sad right? Aww.. Will miss attachment anyway, attachment are fun also la. Though I don't have own classmate, but sometimes it's good? Independent abit? HAHA, but I got Rachelle to be with me. Joke laugh and all! Nevertheless man, seriously! Hugs! ^^ And, break time, Satria forever making us laugh for the full 1hour, really tired of laughing at his not so lame joke! Lol.

Looking forward, and better learn more things too! Jiayou! :D

2010-03-27T10:09:00.000-07:00

i just realized today that i am actually working 22 days straight when attachment started.

to be exact, 25 days straight, super woman man, seriously! :D

i would love to rest but how? weekday have got attachment, weekend gotta go mac to work.

so yes, i am trying hard to give myself time to rest but i've no time.

schedule so packed and some days attachment ends at 9pm and the next day will start at 7am, see this (?) schedule are not chosen by us what -.-" holy.

fucking bloody tired, seriously, fucking knee is not even helping me, what's this (?) -.-"

wanna have more sleep also gotta think twice, cause i wanna go out laaaa -.-"

school is gonna start soon, another sick one. dislike school.

sports surgeon next month 13th, 16 more days to go holyyyy.

fucking wasting my time la hospital totally. argh! whatever it is, whatever will be will be.

worried so much also same right

guinea pig & sott is missed by me! (L)

At the rate I am working, soon I will collapse :)

2010-03-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

morning shift today ;) morning shift is always much better than night shift ;)

cause the time passes faster luh, woohoo!

hhmm, did more things today and got assess for NGT feeding.

it's MAGGIE'S birthday today (Clinical Instructor), HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

after work home and rest ;) very tired and sleepy la, wake up so early what -.-"

actually meeting silly girl to pass her something but, she ah, so troublesome tell me don't want already because she wanna head home to sleep ._.

normally, i would be angry when someone told me something very last min but i didn't just now, instead, i asked her to go home and sleep. what's wrong with me? :O

woah, anyway nevermind back home and ordered mac delivery for dinner, i am lazy to eat dinner outside and i have no one for dinner tonight ):

i never wanna have a tiff with you please ._. gave in to you, like always. i miss you though.

it's FRIDAY tomorrow, fast or what. means 2 more week of attachment haha.

dinner tomorrow night with mama & girlf :)