Tuesday, January 13, 2009 4:54:00 PM
omfg! ii dont know what to do laaa.
seriously, fucking scoring of 28 points how am ii going to survive laaa!
sighed! )':)':)':
only being offer with Nursing in NYP and NP but it wasnt my choice at all laaa.
but what people had always been saying : " mai hiam buay pai, ai hiam tio si kns "
it in hokkien so if you know it's good for you ok.
so what am ii going to do now? im fcuking STRESSED! >.<
dont know what should i do & what i gonna do in my future laaa ok.
everyone asking me to take nursing but what for? it's not my strong point ii will only be wasting my time in that fcuking course of this.
but how? i dont wanna get into ITE but if really have to i dont know how laaa.
im really sorry to everyone laaa & include myself.
especially sister & brother! haiis.. ii really dont know ok, you guys think ii wanna get this 28 points ah? how ii know it will turn out to be this way? am ii god? im not! im human.
things done cannot be undone, result already out, & ii know ii have to face it & overcome any circumstances, ii know. but im like wtffffff.
how stupid can ii be man? study so much but yet shitty result ii get!

anyway, today went down to school to look for mr wee.
ii asked him to wrote me a testimonial, & he did, have to thanks him laaa, if ii was given a opportunity because of this testimonial, ii will be happy! :D
but still depends. im going to appeal tomorrow, hope the luck is with me, seriously! >.<

& people dont worry about me, ii wont jump off the building & die.
im okay, just dont worry the most with sleepless nights, ii dont mindd laaa.
sianx 1/2 dont know how laaa. hope life changes.


things ii have to do :
1) to go appeal tomorrow at RP then NYP. ( hope ii can get in career in Sports management )
2) submit the 12courses. ( which ii have to! )
3) sign on for army. ( hope ii can )
4) take nursing? (sighed :'( )
5) fcuk care & die! (how ii wish ii can! )
thanks SHAHEDAH for being there for me laaa. Really appreciated it that at that moments. Thanks for your Shoulder! :D I needed that!
thanks MsLeong for giving me advice laaa. You have been a great friend ever since I knew you! (: I will consider what you have said & choose correctly! dont worry (: