Friday, July 30, 2010 10:06:00 AM
Finally, I fallen sick :( FML.
Really terrible feeling, breathlessness. Shucks.
Give me oxygen therapy please :/
Cough. Flu. Fever. Sore throat. Headache.
What else, hate to fall sick :(

Thursday, July 29, 2010 9:24:00 AM
until sometimes later,
I then realize, I need you more than anything else ):

Tuesday skipped school, was too tired because the day before was very-tired. Had Doctor's appointment at 1205 and met KS there, he was early lol. Waited for like an hour then my turn, always like that one loh, despite my number was the second one -.-" Coach Jo came after which to join us. Seen the doctor, and advice me to STRAIGHTEN my knee, cause if not when I get older, or I drag longer sure harder to recover. So yea I need to listen to Doctor advice (:

Lunched over at Ichiban, birthday treat hehe (: Walk around shop shop, and off to Physio at 1515. More exercises given and was asked to go for ACL class. So yea signed up, which last me for a month, once every week (: Hope it will be a good one eh. (?) After everything home and kunxzxz damn tired, and head was spinning terribly ): Pop panadol and sleep till 2100 wake up watch show. And, I miss guinea pig again.

Wednesday was Nurses Day! Somehow enjoyed, somehow didn't. Because ever since school started, and walking this 1.5years of nursing road, I didn't really enjoyed myself actually. I did, but not to the extend that it was my passion ): Mmm, idk why is it so, but hopefully the mind set of mind will change slowly. (?) So yeah had group meeting and met Sister over at Chijmes there for Japanese buffet dinner > Frolicks at The Cathy > Shop around PS > home.

Last presentation today, oh well, turn out to be a average one ): With very little information inside, yes I admit really little cause all are direct to the question we are given. It's over now, argh, shall work harder in the semester exam papers. If not this GPA will be a very cui one :/ Can't wait for the group to change members, cause I DON'T WANT TO HAVE NARVIN IN MY GROUP, I am getting tired, getting sick of his lies and everything. I future, please lie smartly ok? If not then keep your mouth shutzxzxzx! -.-"

I've always enjoyed talking to Miss Dorothy because she's someone who actually makes you feel secure and she really knows how you feel inside-out (:

so tiring, and
it's finally TGIF tomorrow I can't wait y'all know? (:

Wednesday, July 28, 2010 11:07:00 AM

Perhaps, it'll be a better day tomorrow?

Monday, July 26, 2010 8:09:00 AM
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE! :)

Skipped 2 lectures in the morning,
(1) because I was just lazy.
(2) because knee was aching, due to rain ): rheumatism(?)
(3) because it's still raining outside.

Went to school at 1200 to meet Jaseema for lunch. And, lecture starts at 1300. Tutorial at 1500 followed by lab at 1600. Waste my 2hours there, this time seriously rotting. Playing Serene's iphone to kill time, and off to Novena at about 1800.

Down to Novena to see Havainas, same no more sizes ): Sigh, don't know when then the stock coming. Wait for sister for dinner at NYDC. Not very nice siol, and it's kind of expensive too :/ Then off to sister in law place to pass her thing and home :)

Saturday, July 24, 2010 10:35:00 AM
It's time to update before the readers complain, haha.

LIFE have not been fruitful these day. Start off on Monday with a very bad one, which I posted earlier on the Nineteen ): With tears rolling down from cheek, do you think it's awesome? Well, people have not been very thoughtful these day and instead they feel that you are lying/pretending to get the attention or something. Oh this really makes me fml! -.-"



Tuesday went to school in the morning, at 0800 when I am not even taking BCLS class this semester. While those who are taking are even strolling in. Idk why on earth I am actually attending, didn't wants to but what about my attendance? Oh this really fml, because I will sit by the side, and rot for exact 2hours! Zzz yawns. Had presentation after which, and the comments and the flow went well. Phew! Luckily the effort me Serene Sharon & Jaseema put in wasn't put to waste, despite having a fucking leader, which do not does anything, and who don't feel anxious about presentation which consists of 40% -.-"

Went to run some errands and bus down to Changi Airport Terminal 1 to send off my dearly Icrew. Anggie & Amelia ): Awww, time passes really fast, and their so called "attachment" 6months here with us over! I think this is the 4th badge of Icrew i am sending off ): Next batch will be Herman & Herry which will be in October. I certainly missing my Ibu(s). But on the other hand, happy for them cause they misses home as well. Bon Voyage ladies & keep in contact through Facebook ok? Xoxo.

Steamboat session afterwards at our usual place with the Mcd(s). Wanting to watch movie, Blood Pledge but it was too late, so wanted to went to Pool. But that idiot bring his sister daughter who is only FIVE YEARS OLD so we are not allow to enter, lol. Next station, to Kbox, had 3.5hours of Ksession then home. Well, overall enjoyed myself with the rest :)

Wednesday was a very short day, 1200-1500. But I couldn't remember what happen eh, lol. I think I was home.

Thursday meet up session with my lovely netballers. Keshia Faizah Katherine & Jessica! :) Had dinner over at The Cathy Astons, then lepak one corner outside PS. Camwhore session soon after home sweet home. Awesome meetup!

Friday had an hour of Biology lecture. Followed by lab again, & again I rot for 2hours in the lab ): Is pretty sad seeing your friend doing CPR session while you are not able to do. And, by the time you are able to do, it's not with your classmate, but with another bunch of student, the feeling sucks. Really. To think about it again, who would wanna injured ): Sighed. Oh well, had elective Mcq(s) test at 1400 to 1430. And, the question was omfg, cause we didn't know what to study, and we went tra-la-la! Lol!

Down to store, wait for Lijiao and to Orchard meet mummy :) Wanted to buy slipper but no more size and design, sadded. Wasted our trip (?) But anyway, never mind, walked around Orchard then deciding for dinner. Sakae Sushi buffet for dinner at Orchard Central. After that then train-ed home :) Yet, another awesome meetup with mummy!

Weekend till now Sunday morning, hello! :) It's bad, really bad. Life with you is never great okay, because we are running like mad dogs and you both are prolly feeling relax okay! -.-" This is horrible x100000000, at the rate you are going, you won't go far luh okay. And it's all because of you, my silly girl got nag ): oh fuck you bloody bitch! Who don't even think about others, but only yourself! -.-"

Monday, July 19, 2010 11:49:00 AM
Another horrible day today. Sighed. I seriously don't know wtf I am doing in this fucking school ): I am tired. Tired of everything, especially with the lecturers. I don't understand why, what's the reason that cause me teared today ): Is it because I was too angry? Or am I too upset about it? I don't know. I felt so lost and moody today. Mind not working, head was spinning the whole day. It wasn't a good day after all. I need to find a way out quickly!

I gotta be strong; I need to be strong; and I wanna be strong! :/

School, the above message it's for you.

But, luckily, I have Pei ru sms-ed consoling me, thank you sister! :) Some one who I can always talk to when I am down. I will learn to handle, I am gonna be alright :)

Out of no where,
I miss guinea pig a lot ): ):
I so wanna tell her all my unhappiness, y'all know?

Wednesday, July 14, 2010 7:30:00 AM
oh yeah, i've yet to tell you guys right.
i didn't make through my skilled 2nd attempt you know.
i made through IV but not injection :( awww, was pretty upset with myself actually.
but i guess it wasn't my day, and wasn't my luck in Nursing perhaps? :/
been wandering wtf am I doing in this fucking course?
didn't made through skilled is one thing, yet another thing was the fucking nb lecturer.

oh please, Miss Doris! i always thought are a very kind and thoughtful lady, but probably i am wrong eh? i think i am! -.-"
as I was walking out of the room, she was calling my name, so ya so I responded luh right?
and what she ask was :
" So can you go clinical a not? "
not showing my frustration to her, i told her, i will only see the doctor on 27th July, then i will get back to her. and she say okay, and give me the NOT HAPPY face!
oh fuck you bitch, don't show me the attitude like i owe you a living please.
& yes! your body gestures and language give me the attitude that i purposely wanna skip clinical because of my knee injury!
and by the way, 1 week ago i saw her at the lift, and i told her the same thing too.
told her i will see doctor at the last week of July after that will see her. she said okay what.
the other day she also asked if i can go clinical.
so i told her, i can go, but with brace on, and her replied was :
" No, if you have not off your brace no clinical for you. "
fuck you laaaa hor.
the way you asking me, is die die also wants me go for clinical.
and i am telling you this,
" I WILL GO BUT WITH BRACE! "
you are the one who say with brace then no clinical, then wtf some more do you want from me? until another of my knee, injured, another operation to be done then you happy is it?
like i said, if you want me go i go, don't keep sound as though i wanna skip cause of this fucking knee injury please.
if you doesn't wanna believe, or best if you thinks that i am faking through this injury, then thanks laaaa hor MISS DORIS! i kudos you.
i make sure you got karma, bitch!
i was down cum angry.
so i told sister about it, and she decided to lodge a complain.
it's not we wanted, but like what i stated in facebook status, you forced me too.
the way you talk, attitude and everything, makes me very pissed!

can anyone tell me?
WHO THE FUCK WILL PURPOSELY INJURED AND SPEND BLOODY ABOUT 5K OR MORE FOR A PAINFUL INJURY + OPERATION + REHAB + DOCTORS!

please think about it luh.
you are not me, you won't know i feel please.
it's an operation after all, and i am not fully recover, my strength are not back.
for goodness sake.

I AM IN A NURSING SCHOOL, BUT WITH NO COMPASSIONATE PEOPLE IN THE SCHOOL! HOW WONDERFUL! ;)


Wednesday, July 7, 2010 10:08:00 AM
Great weekend spent! :)
& so fast, it's already WEDNESDAY today luh.

Anyway, I couldn't remember what I did on Monday eh, lol, roughly luh hor.
went to school for lectures & there's no tutorial luh, awesome ;)
Boring Monday actually, met sister at night for Thai Express dinner! Perfect.

Yesterday, met up with Jenny Shi ting & Yuda.
Met up with Jenny first, went to print out all the photos and it cost me a bomb eh. Lol, never mind, for once only & it's for that silly girl ;)
After that dinner at 147 with Jenny as Shi ting still in school for her YOG training.
Soon, they joined us, and they have their dinner.
Then went to bet soccer, lol we the crazy people haha! Off to Mandai cause Yuda wanna pump gas for his car eh, lol. Cool shiok can drive.
I ALSO WANNA DRIVE! :)
Yuda send us home after that, thank you uh! :)

Oh today was a PERFECT day you know! -.-" Yawns.
Well, knowing some other people secrets was so not awesome leh, not really secret, it's something it wasn't meant for some of us to know luh.
But however, some of us just happens to know, sad eh? :)
How should I say huh? Angry? Don't think so eh, more towards pissed eh, irritating siol & being so fake. Eh please, don't know how to lie, DON'T LIE ok? :)
Or should I say, if wanna hide things, make sure you are really hiding.
some are actually spilling out what they should not say & some are so obvious?
I simply love my status bodoh,
If only there is Diploma in Lying, wouldn't it be great? You people will be in the DIRECTORS' LIST for sure! :D
Cool to the max sia, I'm Lovin' It! :)
I just feel so sad for you all luh huh. Anyway, well done for the acts ;)

Luckily I always have a great listening ear for me.
& she certainly understand what I am feeling.
thank you Baby! Hugs! ^^

Met Shi ting after school pass her Florence book.
& then cabbed home with her, haha. Random.
Home, put the books then out to bet for soccer ;) Hehe.
SPAIN vs GERMANY tonight leh, scary.
Paul Octopus says the Spanish will win the Germans 1-0 tonight, don't know if it's true, but I really hope the Spanish will win the game luh.
& please let me win some money laaaa!
Then met Li Jiao for lunch after a whole day not eating, hungry like fcuk siol.
Ate at Serangoon & then off to Vivo cause she wanna see things.
accompany her and walked for like 2 hours ehh.
Bought Jayden 2 tees ;)
Slacked at Starbucks and trained home after that.

Friday, July 2, 2010 1:54:00 AM
the Cliques
I think this is the only group photo i have after so long.
Previously, celebrating Angeline's birthday, Diana was not around due to work.
So yeap! Finally one group photo taken during steamboat session :)
this steamboat session is planned for a long long time okay,
it's ever since February, suppose to have it during CNY period but there isn't any slots where all of are able to make it.

Since i have the time now, i'm updating blog.
if not, the readers will complain for not updating again, hahahaha! :D

I'm now at Chevron House, waiting for sister to knock off.
then going to collect nephew shirt, after which buy things for my completion of work ;)
& I am freezing, I need a jacket badly ): ): ): ): ):
I only left less than 2 months I think, I gotta be quick!

Anyway, had my skilled test earlier on this morning.
and I didn't make thru', oh well not surprising luh, cause it isn't easy.
but still, at least I know I tried my best? :)
however, lecturers in school now are a fucking bitch, they are so old and they think they are so great. Giving us those wtf face with wtf response when you talk to them, nbcb! -.-"
i'm not cursing you people but please, wake up your sense luh.
if people talk to you and we go ya ya, nb angry right! -.-" ccb!
& yesterday presentation, another fuck up one. drop this topic seriously.
HATE SCHOOL SERIOUSLY! It's time to QUITTTTTTTTTTTT :)

Shan't let all this old folks boiling my temper.
hope you do get karma please :)