Sunday, May 30, 2010 1:07:00 AM
Long day out today, woke up pretty early. Around 9am showered prepare then out to Amk hub for breakfast :) Had Pepper lunch, nice bodohhh! Salmon :)
Shop a little at hub then mrt to 313@Somerset.
When to Substance, a shoe shop where I chose a heel for sister.
Nice siol really, bling bling one leh. Lol. And, cost 35$ only, after discount :)
Then went up shop around.
Puma to see bag, nice, 50$ but decided to see others first then make decision.
Then to another shop also 50$, forgets the shop name, C something one. Don't have the design that I wanted already luh.
When Studium, MNG, Uniclo, Newurbanmeal and Cotton on.
Lol, bought a Nike bag at Studium, nice siol :) Something I like so it's good luh right? For 80$ after discount la. Great Sports Sales :)
And, bought 2 top at Cotton on though. Pampered myself a little today.

Walked to Wisma cause wanna go Watson to get sister in law stuff.
buy food for Kor, then off to Thomas Medical Center.
Sister in law giving birth, excitedddd bodoh. Cause Nephew what :)
Gave birth around night 1140 like that, don't know the exact time yet. Happy for Kor and Sister in law laaaa. So gonna visit baby tomorrow!

I'm so gonna sleep now already.
Don't wanna think about the project due tomorrow.
Tired, Xoxo.



I miss guinea pigggggg ):
don't know where she MIA to again.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010 8:10:00 AM
Omg! I realized I miss this wifey of mine! :) Shall organize a meet up with her soon man.
Oh yeah, and congrats to you have a baby boy dear! :D

I actually forgotten when I last update my blog.
don't know where to start, anyhow la hor?
school throughout these days, really boring man, still not getting use to it.
projects are coming up, tests are coming up, soon attachment!
but with this situation i am at, how ah? ): SHITZX gonna miss again eh?
Oh well. decide that later then.

I always enjoyed Nursing Lab session with Miss Dorothy Ng! (Y)
She's funny, she makes the class went haywire and we laughed and laughed nonstop.
at least she is not those strict lecturer type la :) Good enough hor.

School today went 0800-1030 only.
went off class early as I have Doctor's appointment at 1149am.
stupid timing again, kns one. LOL!
reached kind of early but still my turn was around 1230pm. (?)
Doctor's ordered to remove only one crutch, sad. Aiya better than nothing la.
must slowly slowly then get off with two and soon physio will start on cycling session.

The intervals break between Doctor's & Physio appointment was so far apart.
I've like 2hours like that to rot laaaa.
& I thought I will see guinea pig for lunch but didn't ): She was busy I guess.
she called though but she's going out with mummy to Lavendar.
I was hungry, wanted to eat since 1300, but the crowd was everyone in makan place.
Burger King, KFC, Mos burger, Kopitiam and etc..
All was so packed! How to eat sia. Pffffft.
No choice but to wait for office hours break to end, which is 1400 then can have my meal.
pretty terrible right, my meals are really inconsistent now man :/
ever since i'm on crutches, things went haywire too.

As soon as the time passed, I ate at Mos burger :)
waited for time to passed, while reading Hidden to keep me occupied.
walked over to physio and did the exercises, I am doing pretty well I guess?
At least I tried a lot to bend the knee even it's fucking painful la. LOL crazy me.
Oh yea, Doctor have change the gear to 120degree already :)
must try bend everyday, if not when the muscles stiffen up I will have difficulty to bend.

JIAYOU ALICE! :D
I told myself, I gotta do the physio exercises faithfully, I MUST!
I wanna recover fast la.

Having mini birthday celebration for Hsueh Ting's at Bishan Swenses' with Ederlyn & Nicholas tomorrow. Hope it turns out well eh? :)

Friday, May 21, 2010 11:59:00 AM
I don't know what I am exactly feeling ):

Did not start off my day well actually.
Early morning upon reaching school tu lan already.
Don't wanna talk about it la, two-sided face one. Say one thing but act the other thing, kns. It's not FML now, it's FYL (Fuck Your Life) really! :)

3 hours of school again today.
Shiok or what right, cause first week, it's like that one.
Lol, met up with FAIZAH for lunch! After so long I am meeting her man. Lol, miss her siollllll. Really hor, no joke.
Had McSpicy meal, craving since yesterday! :)
Oh well, meeting cancelled at the very last min, heh. Cool.
Home. Changed. Packed bag. Out.

Met the girls outside mac.
Set off to Ecp, Rider's Outing by Angeline's car :)
Reached, settled myself and sat there comfortably, didn't do much things, I just sat there most of the time. I couldn't do much things actually.
To be frank, yes I was bored sitting there. But I expected too.
Forgets to bring book to keep myself entertain, as I was pretty rushing to meet them at store.
And, I am not off crutches yet.
Well, I didn't wanna disappoint some of the people that I have agreed to join them this outing.

Oh well, the outing was a success.
I believe everyone have a great day and they have fun, both managers and riders :)
Happy for them though. Cause it's Rider's outing, they should enjoy!

Fetch Arzman in awhile at the carpark.
So bloody kuku slow man him, I reached carpark he still packing haha! Kns.
Gave him a hugged, after so long see him haha!
Botak NS boy. Had a great chat with him though. Awesome.

Miao Wen,
Saw your blog.
Wanna say Thank You to you :) I will get well soon yea! :)

Went off with Wei Yang by cab. Was so lucky had a cab as someone alighting.
Phew, no need call cab! :) Haha.
Cool isn't it, and taxi driver drove so fast, shuang! No midnight charge, and the traffic was so smooth can. ^^


What am I thinking about?
Idk, I am so confused ):
I shouldn't have this feeling.
Right now at this moment.
Go far far away from me, will you? ):

Monday, May 17, 2010 10:21:00 PM
I know it's ugly but ...
YOU CAN CHOSE NOT TO SEE WHAT! :D

Poor Ugly Lousy kneeee! Agree with me? ):
this is my 4 scars, with 10 stitches, which I blogged about it before.
the stitching is really ugly and idk what's next and how does it looks like now.

bandage + knee brace.
6 weeks of knee brace & crutches.
suffering way too much ever since post op.

first day of school today.
it's only the FIRST day, & i am fucking pissed off with the public plus the students in NYP.
fuck them please. nbcb angry ttm!

step out of house 0815! very early hor? i normally leaves home at 0900 okay.
lesson at 1000 for your information :)
so yeah, took 165 to hougang interchange, hoping that board the bus there will have lesser passenger so i've got seat *hopefully*
but, i was wrong, very very very wrong.
i wanna make my way up but all the others are just rushing to board the bus, so yes, i move backward. fuck please, as though the bus will leave like that -.-"
okay never mind sua, getting up last i am fine okay.
next got up already, fucking pack cause i was being push to all the way back then can get up, all the seat are being taken up.
and all of them don't even bother to give up seat, omfg! youngster some more, fuck off la, don't tell others you are from Singaporeans please! -.-" DISGRACE!
so i stood throughout my whole journey,
home to hougang mall and hougang mall to school (yiochukang)
sighs, left knee was in pain, despite right knee is the one that are wearing brace ):
i'm using too much strength on the other leg, knee is aching, sign of old age?
before that, i really accidentally dropped my crutches on the floor, people around saw it, but pretend as though nothing happen, waiting for me to pick myself.
OMG i really speechless for the Singaporeans man really!
Are they blind? Dead? Or does they have a heart? Seriously, idk.

met some classmate at mrt station.
and walked to school, been such a long time i last saw them.
walked to school, and lecture starts very soon at 1000. LTK2 wah, no reception room okay, sucks. which means i can't receive calls/sms or whatsoever. sucks isn't it? ):
went to order books then to cheers withdraw money.
while walking back to lecture room nb another guy just pissed me off!
i was with yihui, by the way.

the badminton guy : " hey, wanna join the NYP badminton games? "
me : " no thanks! " ( so walk off )
the badminton guy (asked again) : " wanna join NYP organised de Open Badminton games? "
me : " NO! -.- "

okay, the first time he asked, i took it as he asked me normally without any other reason la. but the time when he asked me again second times.
he sounded really sarcastic i swear! fuck please.
can't you bloody open your eyes and see i am on crutches, why have you had to ask again?
funny or what? fuck please.
because i turned around and saw him laughing to his friend and still looking at me.
i stared, without any hesitation.
fuck you seriously, i am not good to bully okay. so what if i am on crutches? i doesn't have feelings lah, nbcb.
make sure i don't see him anywhere in campus or at the booth, i make sure i complaint him in one way or another loh please. nb bastard! _l_

the day in school was horrible i swear ):
i didn't wanna go to school in this situation please, do i have a choice?
sighs, really not my day. pissed since the morning.
and fucking school timetable ends at 6pm.

well, last 2 period was clinical lab.
looking forward and knowing the new lecturer, Dorothy.
omg, pretty like fuck la and she's damn good cool funny one please! (L)
anyway, she just had her knee op too ): awww, painful to see her scars and knows that she have got 8 metals screws inside her knee. omfg, pain!
her teaching was cool, useful and we all likes her a lot i know :)
haha. 6pm she release the class. and asked how am i going home.
so i told her by bus. and she say she send me off. but that's only the first lesson with her, don't really know her la. weird so i say it's okay.
but she wants to so agreed, lol. pretty weird luh, but we chatted a lot in the car and on the way to the car park, as though we knew each other for a long time :)
saw many lecturers then, every one asked what's wrong haha, so have to keep repeating myself.
have pretty much common topics with her eh I realized lol.

i end my day well with lecturer Dorothy though.
she's the one who put a smile on my face, despite being angry since morning.
thank you so much sweet girl! \m/

Thursday, May 13, 2010 11:10:00 AM

I wanted to upload Angeline's Surprised celebration photos here, but the loading was far too slow. I think when I finished my nap and wake up it's still loading please ._.
- See Facebook photo then! :) -

Okay, before I start my whole long story.
Let me tell you, it's a very long post, so either you close it if not read and shut up k.


Agenda was done the day before Angeline's birthday :)
Sent out to my makan session buddies namely,
Mama Wy Joyce Lj & Myself, Diana [was working, sorry! ):]
Peoples, Objectives, Purpose and Time management are written in my 10 page sms. I am such a patient lady to wrote 10 pages of sms, lol.
But I find it pretty normal ever since I met you though.
Sms to you, most of time was 2page :)

Okay, shut up all the other shit and continue the Surprised post!

Got news from Wy that he will join us after his school. And, we met at Serangoon station at 1600 hours, Wy Lj and I. Mama was out to collect her work permit at Tanjong Pagar and Joyce in store having her Opening shift.

Before this whole meet up, our dear Angeline actually called up Mama and talk to her.
Telling her she's home, and she's bored.
Wanna eat Teppanyaki, saying she'll meet her husband later and whatsoever lah. Lol. Funny, so Mama called and informed me she's home, cause I was the overall planner.
Chey chey, say until like perfect uh! Lol. * kidding la *
After which, I called up Joyce and told her about it and talk about next plan, asked her call Joseph store to check what time he knock off and etc..

Suddenly, Angeline called me. Woah, dangerous.
The first thing she always asked will be either,
"Where are you?" or "What you doing?"
So she asked where am I, and I just lied, I am outside, going to see doctor.
* LAUGH *
Cause must not let her know I am out doing nothing, as I'm on crutches, she sure will nag and ask why go out you see. Lol. Chatted for like 30mins then we hung the phone. Lj was saved cause Angeline didn't called her. Wy the most save one, Angeline won't know he is with us! Haha!

Next news received from Joyce,
" Eh! Angeline called me asked me to go eat Teppanyaki with her leh! But she told me she'll drive and fetch me, and before she leave home she'll call me. "
So I was like huh. Shit shit!
- cause we still haven't collect the cupcakes, it's at Suntec, we still at Serangoon circle line, wtf, 9 stops and take about 25mins?! -
Okay so I told Joyce,
Alright, you try to stop her, let her stay at home. Tell her no matter how contact you then leave home, we now trying to rush. And, done with all the essential make up news.

Reached Suntec.
Collected the cupcakes, fucking nice :) Then Wy went to buy the memory card for his camera :) Thanks wy for his camera!
And, Mama reaching too, so we walked to Tower 1 to meet her. Then, quickly trained down to Bukit Batok. And, we realized that the fucking trip was 1 hours journey! Omfg, panic siol. By the time we reached there, it's like 1800 hours. Late late.

Journey was pretty fast cause we were all chit chatting away, haha.
Many things to talked about seriously! :)
Reached, but Joyce was not done with her P&L thingy so we waited for her to finish then meet up with her at West Mall :)
She reached and told us that Angeline's house phone is engaged, and her hand-phone she didn't answer. Then, Lj tried calling. No answer too.

Ignore it, and make our way to Angeline's place :) Joyce know which block she stays but not the house unit. Lol. Took bus there and walk quite a distance to her block.

Reached.
(This is when all the funniest thing happens.)

We climbed up to 2nd storey and there is about 10 units for us to chose you know. As Joyce doesn't know the unit but only the block and storey, we all were blanked. Really.
None of us have any idea which unit she stays and the flat there is rather a little old and quiet. All the units door are either closed, if not the door are open but inside the house were so dark, and people in the house doesn't on lights and sat near the front door, worse the room lights are on but when we knock on the door no one answers. Weird weird weird.

We were there lingering around for at least 30mins I guess?
And, we still doesn't know which is her unit. We asked Vikki but she doesn't know too. And, we have nobody to ask anymore but to find it ourselves. Until, Mama called her tell her about work issue, we then realized she is actually not at home!
She already went out ): Wah, we chiong and she's out, pffffft!

We went downstairs to find sit instead while waiting aimlessly.
No idea which unit she stays.
No idea where's her mum & dad.
No idea why her house phone is engaged.
No idea what time she will be home.
Lost and we sat and discussed under block. Joyce called and asked where is she as they were supposed to meet instead to have dinner. But she just went missing lol. So Joyce told her to meet, but she refused. Hang the phone. She called Lj and talk for quite a long time. So yeah.

Until about 2000 hours, Mama went up the house again, then saw one aunty walking out. Lj walked towards the unit and saw something.
TADA! Angeline's crumpler bag! :D :D :D :D :D
We finally found her house! And, they asked the aunty inside first then she opened the door for us to enter. We then explained to her mum why are we here and would love that she would help us with this surprise! :)

Her mum called her and asked what time she is coming home too.
This is when Angeline's finds something fishy, her mind was thinking,
" WHY IS EVERYBODY ASKING ME TO GO HOME? EVEN MY MUM! "
Lol, haha, she is smart this is what all of doesn't deny you see. She was right something is fishy, and she even called us. Call and call.
Everyone phone just came ringing turn by turn.

When she hang up the phone from home, she called Esther, then me, then Lj.
Joyce was saved as her phone low battery.
Wy was another saved kid cause she wouldn't suspect wy too! :)
Mama was saved cause she's having sore throat and she sounds pretty sick actually ): She told Angeline she's home sleeping la, sick what. And, Angeline believe her. Lol.

The one who wasn't save was me Lj and her mum. Lol.
She called Lj, and Lj told her she's home with her boyf and Angeline request to speak to her boyf, and asked Lj to use her house phone to call her. Which we were smart enough to quickly call Lj home to hang the phone, as we lied that her mum was using the phone :)
And, as for me I lied I was home watching tv & online, as usual.
For her mum, poor her she kept lying too :) Though it's really very hilarious we wanted to laugh real hard but we need to control our laughter! Lol.

From 2000 hours to 2030 hours there wasn't any phone call ringing from our mobile.

2035 hours, the house phone rang.
Was Angeline! ._.
She really very smart, this is what she told her mum,
" Ma, my friend say she at our house, ask me to call and find her, pass the phone to her."
Oh dear, can you believe? She's smart isn't she? :D
But, her mum wasn't dumb too la, silly she. Her mum replied,
" Huh, no la no la. Where got people at our house? "
And the phone hung up.
Omg, that was so close you know, luckily her mum say no la! Phew.

We went into her room around 2045 hours to hide.
On the tv, on the fan, every thing on except the lights la. We treat it like our own home man, like as though we rent the room. We lie on the bed, use the pillows, the bolster, the tv and everything! Lol, and her mum kept bring us water. Lol. Funny right. Her mum kept ask if we were hungry then I just answered confidently,
" No aunty, we aren't. We quite full. No need buy food. "
But ah, wah I actually damn hungry loh. Stomach calling for Mcd, Kfc, Pizza already leh. Lol. Then after New beginning we decide to call delivery before her mum buys food for us. We ordered Mcd, despite working in Mcd. Lol. Crap. Wanted to order Pizza but so long luh, and Kfc too oily the chicken. So not in our list.
See, we treated like out own home, order Mcd ourselves! Lol.

About 2245 the food is here. Wah, hungry hungry, very hungry.
We ate we laughed we talked so many things la. And we was so afraid Angeline might just reached home anytime. Keep looking back at the door whenever we hear key sound.

2300 finish dinner, cleared everything and want to prepare the cupcakes on the table. Cause she'll be back soon, I believed as she have school tomorrow.
Suddenly, phone rang to her Daddy's hand-phone.
Her Daddy goes,
" Still don't want come back ah? What time already? Faster come home, have not taken dinner, we waiting for you you know? "
Angeline went,
" I'm on my way back already. "
- actually she already under the block, waiting if we go out and checking our slippers, but none of us knew, even her parents -

Her mummy report to us, she's on her way home already, prepare. Lol. Her mummy very cute right? Keep telling us the news! :)
So we took out the cupcakes, arranged as Angeline's alphabetical order and snap some photo. Bring out the jacket and birthday card left on the table.

Another phone call came.
Angeline told her Dad,
" I going to McDonald's for awhile first. Haven't come home "
- She was actually testing, if we know she's going mac will we make a move first, but after awhile, actually she already standing outside the house, her dad & mum didn't realized, until she uses her key to open the gate -
Then her dad suddenly say so loud,
" Wah siao zhar bor, tell lies huh, say go McDonald's. Tell lie huh. "
So we was so scared then just hide where we are.

She came in asked, really don't have my friend meh? -.-" Lol.
then went into her parent's room to check, cause intitally was closed. And to her room.
And, we sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY song when she's about to enter the kitchen :)
Can see, she was shocked really but I think she was happy eh. So cool so cool. Love the excitement man seriously. Damn fun!

Then she nag nag la, say we lie all, she also lie mah :P
She nag her mum,
" You don't know who they are and you let them in, just cause they say your daughter name, haha! Cute right her mum! "

Next asked her make a wish before 0000, cause already 2345 lah.
then talk talk, eat cupcake and took a group photo and off we go :)

Great great great!
Hip-hip-hooray! :D :D
We achieved our goals and everyone was happy.
though every one was tired hiding and etc, but I believed the trip was worthwhile right?
Joyce cabbed home, and we shared a cab.
Send Mama home first as she Opening the next day, then Lj Wy then me :)

Glad that she's H-A-P-P-Y! :D
We are too.

Monday, May 10, 2010 1:47:00 AM
Oh no no no no! I miss you Silly, where are you! :(

I wished so many Mommy I know HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY! Hehe :D
Esther Mama, Angeline (crew), Emi, Chee Yew, Kaihui (sister-in-law), Ederlyn's Mum, Haze, Mary Rose, Joyce (mother to be) & Pei Ru (just for fun).
Soon, gonna be HAPPY DADDY'S DAY, JUNE.

Awake in the morning and went breakfast with Dad & Sis at block 685 there. Had porridge, but I was damn full cannot finish luh. Horrible, then Dad went market & I went to have my hair cut, & it's FINALLY okay, after 5 months of keeping this long wavy hair, Lol! Went The Secret try try, wanna go SNIP Avenue luh, but it's forever packed, -.-" & it's only about 12pm you know! And, to bookshop to buy sister glue and home! :)

Bored bored bored.
Hot hot hot.
The fucking weather is really a killer. It's like a suana totally. Everyday kill people with the heat one loh. DBT -.-" Home take a nap and up to watch Encored Star Awards :) Spend the rest of the day home watching tv & online.

& I did a good deed again today! :)

Saturday, May 8, 2010 12:37:00 PM
Quite some time after I update my blog eh :) I am back!
Been quite busy last few days actually. I was out almost everyday, despite I am on crutches :)
Haha, not too bad but it was damn tiring I swear! ):
I am almost done with the preparation for dearest next week, I can't wait heh.
And, also meet up with the rest, hope everything will go well. Pray hard for me please! :)

After everything then I will tell you guys my preparation, prevent she saw it here :O
Oh yea, I went mac the other day. Pack condiments ;) Heh, earn some money despite have cripple leg, my hands are fine though. Cause they asked me to go, I enjoyed though.
Cause I really miss everyone there, especially Silly. I finally saw her, though it's only like an hour in total but I am happy enough! :) LOVEEEEE!

School gonna start for me in another week time. Enjoy now and suffering with school very soon.

Oh yes.
HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY to the whole world MOMMY'S! :D

Wednesday, May 5, 2010 1:07:00 AM

Hey! I like you. Yes you baby! :)

As usual, I am waiting for your rrrrring tonight. But there's none, cause I think you're already fast asleep in your sleeping land. Let you off, cause you got school tomorrow :)
I realized, by not thinking too much makes me feels better too. So I hope it'll be a good start yea. Rest well silly girl. I believed I will see you soon! Hug! ^^

I am staying till later and later everyday. Omg!
I think I am really going crazy, haha. Cause I stayed up till 0730 this morning, crazy right?
I think so too, heh.
But, partly cause I wanna call silly in the morning that's why.
But she woke up earlier before I call her, dumb dumb :)

Went to bed around 0800, and I forgotten about mummy morning call ):
And, slept peacefully till about 1600 and shower.
Fuck the weather. Fucking hot. Totally like Suana loh!
Ate very late lunch, and watch 100%Entertainment, Funny sia. Followed by The Little Nonya then the rest of the drama on tv :)
Taiwan Tornadoes is getting interesting every episode. Shuang ttm.

Oh yea.
Coach came and visit :) Thanks Coach! (L)
Chit chatted and talk about many things, and she left about 2145.

I've many errands to run tomorrow, though I am on crutches ):
Wish me luck and everything will be fine okay.
Thanks God, and whoever it is :)

Goodnight, 0106. Xoxo.

Sunday, May 2, 2010 12:28:00 PM

We are gonna be okay. I believed! :) Stop thinking too much Alice, things will be fine! <3

Awake by sister in the noon. Omg, she's irritating I tell you. Same as Daddy. I slept at 0400 in the morning, and they wake me at 1200. Only 8hours you know, argh. I really need to change y body clock, seriously. If this continue, I will die laaaa! Every day slept in the morning and wake in the noon, horrible. Very horrible! When school starts how?! -.-"

Had late breakfast. Porridge, yummy! :) Heh, and went out with Irene & Kaihui to Bishan & PS :) How how how? I haven't get the prezzie, I left very short period of time laaaa ): If can't get sure die one, cause nobody free already leh! :/ And, the silly girl don't know speaking the truth a not laaaa, argh ): Confuse confuse! Help me. I need someone's help tomorrow, and my smart sister thought of the someone for me! Lol, the one that I never think of one. Thanks sis! :)

Home sweet home after a round of majong session with Kor's at his place. Awesome. Poor majong table though ): Lol, too much force eh me? Lol, not my fault uh huh! The weather is really stuffy I tell you, omfg! Sweating like there's no tomorrow please. Humid humid humid!

Oh yes. Chatted with dearest just now. Though it's rather short, but I'm happy, heh! :) Many things to talk about, cause didn't talk to her for 6 days ler. Too many days! ): And, again we are forever arguing, whatever it is, I MISS YOU! :P Please take care you silly, stop skipping your meal and stay up late and wake the very early the next morning ): Hugs!

Saturday, May 1, 2010 6:48:00 PM
Just reached home from tong xiao majong with Sister-in-law, Cousin and Irene at Kor's place ;) Haha, had a lot of fun of course and crap! -.-" Lol, midnight high laaaa that's why.

I think I am going insane, seriously. No lie! Irene think so too. Prolong staying at home can make you really go crazy I guess. Staying home for 2weeks during weekdays is horrible, seriously. Try staying home alone doing nothing. But, kept sleeping. See what will happen. Arghhhh, I can no longer take it anymore, 2 more weeks to go then I am going back to school. Madness! ._.

Awww .. And, we aren't talking to one another ): What's wrong. I think the problem lies in me. Goodness. Overly concerned causes things to happen sometimes. I am really going crazy. Help me please .____. It isn't what I want too, omfg! Silly girl, I miss you! ):

Brain no longer working, I need to get my sleep now. Good night!

Between, Happy Labour Day! Continue, tonight! :D

* Updated *

Been a year guinea pig is here with us :) Be it good or bad, she's great. Time with her is never boring and working with her can be a killer or relax one. Cause she's siao siao also lol. But good right, flexible enough hhmm. And, think she somehow enjoy herself with us too. Can see, heh.

): seriously, we aren't talking. again, text you and i didn't get yours. hhmm, it's okay dearest. i've make up my mind i think. take care ehh, miss you, no joke! ):

i can't fall asleep, sighs. this is terrible. every night stay up till so late argh, fml luh! .___.