Saturday, January 30, 2010 7:29:00 AM
im feeling so tired ):
im feeling unexpected numb )):
& im feeling the pain ))):
  1. tired because work been so tiring, so many orders pack until almost die.
  2. numb cause I just took my typhoid vaccination, wahh the injection power pac -.-"
  3. knee is torturing me like wtf ): fucktard kneeeee please! such a nuisance. nb.
sianxzxzx, really very sian.
needs to like start studying soon already.
19th Feb first paper, yet to start anything! -.-"
Jiayou everyoneeeee.


ONE DAY
I will learn to live w/o needing someone to be on the other end of the phone.
I will learn to resist temptation from sending the send button.
I will learn to be heartless, to prevent myself for feeling the way i am now.
One day i will break free.

Friday, January 29, 2010 8:54:00 AM



i miss guinea pig & co! :(
been long since i last met them lahhhh.
these few days been bored, real bored, please entertain me will you?
i think i love you to the extent that;
i've no idea what should i really do next.
why have you chosen "exitA" rather than "exitB" :(

“ I’d rather choose to fall in love and be hurt. Sometimes I can’t even sleep because I love someone so much. And there’s always sadness in our lives. It’s that sad feeling that keeps us going. Because if we can overcome that sadness, we can hope for happiness in the future. ”

Thursday, January 28, 2010 8:24:00 AM
I was wrong.
If you love someone that much you wouldn’t bother what the outside world thinks.
It’s just gonna be you and her, who the fuck cares about what someone else thinks.
Too many lies, too many aches, why am i still here, one reason.
Because i love you and i thought you would feel the same way.

8:06:00 AM

" Define Love ♥ "

Love is when you really forget your past to welcome your future.

It is when you know you really just want that very one person.

It is when you can be yourself when you’re with her.

It is when nothing outside can affect the feeling between two.

It is when the world only revolves around the two of you.

It is when you never give up on that very one despite the hurt you receive and feel, despite being unable to hide the tears, despite knowing that giving up will make it all better.

It is holding on strong waiting for that very one to realise that you’ve been there for her all along despite the countless time you really want to just go when she pushes you away.

But sometimes, you gotta stand up for yourself so she won’t think that doing this is right.

Let me know when your past is really your past.


Wednesday, January 27, 2010 10:06:00 PM
" Live on. "

Er,I'm sorry.

1. "The great love that I have for you
2. is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3. grows every day. When I see you,
4. I do not even like your face;
5. the one thing that I want to do is to
6. look at other girls. I never wanted to
7. be with you. Our last conversation
8. was very boring and has not
9. made me look forward to seeing you again.
10. You think only of yourself.
11. If we were married, I know that I would find
12. life very difficult, and I would have no
13. pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14. to give, but it is not something that
15. I want to give to you. No one is more
16. foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17. able to care for me and help me.
18. I sincerely want you to understand that
19. I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20. if you think this is the end. Do not try
21. to answer this. Your letters are full of
22. things that do not interest me. You have no
23. true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24. I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25. I am still your girlfriend."

Read between the lines, (Odd Numbers) read it again! :D

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 8:45:00 AM
2 worries down.
1 more HA, 1 300 words reflection, 4 papers to go.

let's be the final survivor, till the end we will try our best to ace it up high! :D
JIAYOU everyone, enduring till the very last minutes.

February is approaching gonna be a hectic month,
and I gonna love it because only got 28th day and it gonna pass very very soon! :D

event/schedule :
- Physio ):
- Blood Donation :D
- CNY workworkwork till drop! :D
- arranged for MRI/Op if physio result gonna be bad ):
- outing cum makan session.
- EXAMS ):
- etcccccccccc...


" How are you gonna celebrate your Valentines' Day? C: "

Monday, January 25, 2010 2:14:00 AM
weekends were the same (:
as usual, went to work, hahahaha!
Saturday was better than Sunday though, much much more fun in one way or another.
& as Diana knew about my knee news, she ahhhh horrible la, doesn't allows me to runs so much.
LOL, asked me choose which station I wanna be then go be.
kitchen for awhile then cashier all the way till 2pm, bored bored bored!
because I cannot move away from counter laaa, don't treat me like a handicapped (:
I still can perform my daily chores, hahahaha! D:
Sunday was boreddd, but thanks I've got Belinda to pei me, cause EMI went off never tell me ):
& angeline don't work on Sunday, bored right?
but slowly crews start coming in & I have them accompany me ler, because you doesn't talk to us anymore, awwww.. :D

mama came after that, happy happy! mama always bring me laughter (:
because she superb cute, small small size de, heh!
guinea pig came down after her SOR (:
chit-chatted for hours then home after that.
many of us having the common thoughts, hooooray! :D

& that bloody tudong woman! you better becareful, nbcb!
dumbbbb, you're being exposed you know? (: (: (:

" When I saw you, my heart beat faster. When I know about your whereabouts, be it good/bad, I am worried & I concern about you. When I saw your sms, I am contented. What does this mean? ♥ "

I am still finding accompany for 5th feb, physio session :/
so far nobody can make it because it's a weekday, everyone prolly will wanna go school la.
& guinea pig schedule not out, no idea who having their off day D:
KS school have got Zonals he might find me after that though.
shall see how when the day draws nearer...

Friday, January 22, 2010 2:48:00 AM
back home after a busy morning & afternoon.
didn't went to school as I have got appointment with TTSH regarding the knee so yeapp.
& morning went down to store to help them take photo, photographer me, don't play play :D
hahaha, breakfast after that then stay there chat with aunty and back to school work (:
smart me brought books to read read, hahah! :D :D

& anyway, met up with Joyce soon around 1pm over at Somerset (:
had lunch then walk around the new shopping mall, hahah! :D :D
very biggg lah, then off to Ion to look at things and went to Crumpler.
Sott wanna find her friend but I also don't know why she don't wanna call, haha, weird she D:
then down to Novena, sat at BK again we eat onion ringggg hahah! kept eating fat die me! -.-"
hhmm then meet up with KS then off to appointment.

we waited for about 2hours to reach my turn, wtf right, damn tulannn!
so longgg can, angryyyy! it's a appointment yet wait for so long -.-" = no link at all!
sighedddd and result turn out to be bad, really bad ): ):

I know I needs to go for op, I know I have to go for op, I know I must go for op!
but I don't wish to have any op please, reallyyyyy!
who loves op? tell me, who loves em'? fucked!
I DONT WANNA GO FOR OP, I AM STUBBORN I KNOW )':
when Dr. said that op is needed mind went blank, idk what to do next, really ):
what's next? tell me what's next.
text Jacq Kesh Rina Coach Jo after the result. Yet to tell those who are asking and those who they needs to be informed D:
don't wish to let them starts getting worried, hold on, gimme time D:

blame myself for not having a proper landing during training.
blame myself for not being careful and so careless.
blame myeslf for dragging too long to asked for a Referral.
blame myself for not taking care after incident happen.
whatever happen had happen, blame myself so much!
why has it gotta happen now and not later? FML please, I hate it so much now.

blame the Dr. totally at TTSH that I would be fine after few weeks and resting will cure.
blame the Dr. that the swelling is nothing, and I cannot straighten my knee is NORMAL.
blame the Dr. at AMK polyclinic that he told me it's just a normal muscle strain/sprain.
blame the Dr. say it's normal to have the pain.
yes, the ACL is not totally proven but what's now? FUCK! NBCB.
i've no mood & i am angry because all the Dr. kept telling me my knee is fine, knn! -.-"

thanks the Dr. at HG poly for giving me the Referral though (:

shall have positive mind set then, to keep myself positive.
tell myself there's no ACL tear, please remind me everyday! .____.

Sigheddddd, 101 worries.
mood totally gone after that.

Thanks Joyce & KS for the accompanied today! :D

Thursday, January 21, 2010 2:35:00 AM
I AM TIRED, VERY TIRED, REALLY TIRED! D:

at last collected all the prezzie from weiyang, hahah! after so long!
tomorrow meeting Joyce so gonna pass it to her, her Christmas prezzie leh!
damn long right! almost 1 month lerrr leh D:

& finally I got guinea pig call :D and her lame shitxzxz are back! -.-"
check whether I die already anot, cause I always tell her, if 1 day I die she also don't know.
cause she loves not replying my text-es! hahaha, always say busy one D:
I MISS HER! :D

I needs to get motivated! Like really! D:
Final papers are coming already laaa, sianxzxz! 4 papers is A LOT! -.-"
I wants to do well, I needs to do wants! arghhhhh..
wanna do better than Sem1 hahah, hopefullyyy lor okay! :D


Appointment tomorrow, quite worry actually ):
because I am afraid I needs operation ): Arghhh, who ask everyone telling me that :
" maybe tomorrow your appointment, Dr. ask you go for operation! "
Wahhhh fcukkkk, pray for me people, no bad news tomorrow! =S

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 2:53:00 AM
HAPPPPY because Today's Sociology presentation got A! (:
which means our hard work till 3am last night and gave up on Biology Practical studies did paid off despite don't know how to do Practical paper ):
PPT slides all thanks to dear! She helped me so much! Without her, I wouldn't have good grade!
love you baby! ♥
not really don't know how to do laaa, but as in afraid my answer would be wrong.
have NEVER love biology! ):
because this subject is superb disgusting but i have to study laa! hmph!

watched game after school at Hougang Sec just now.
miss playing netball, miss helping umpires for friendlies and game (:
pffffft! but i know i gonna take a long time to recover ):

Appointment will be this Friday at TTSH, 1525.
gonna skipp lecture lesson to attend the appointment though.
I have found people to accompany to go! ♥
What I was thinking was that, the Dr. will tell me I am fine again! D:
we shall seeeeee okay!

Monday, January 18, 2010 7:30:00 AM
For once I really hated you so much, you bloody bitch better don't pissed me off again, nbcb! -.-"
Fucked off lah. Knn.
Your acting was so awesome that you put up a great drama to me all this while.
But you'll be SHOCKED when you know the truth! (:
drama mama omg I feels so sad for you, please be smart if you wanna lie!

" When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."


I wanna call you but I don't wanna talk to you.
I only wanna hear your voice :) Where are you sms-es? I am waiting :)
I miss you though.

Sunday, January 17, 2010 1:25:00 AM
Idk what's on my mind recently, it seems like something have been controlling my mind.
mood swing these day and it was really a bad one.
burst out with full anger today ): end of the day I was pretty shock what had happen and what I have actually done, I don't even know what my mind is going thru'.
breaking down real soon ): ):
And I know it's really isn't easy.

I need a break.
I needs a break from everyone I guess ): I am really tired.
Wouldn't wanna get all the same shit again, not anymore ):

On the other hand, I am upset.
because I think I had disappoint guinea pig ):
I ought to give her my explanation and the reason for being not accepting her request was the other story.
I know I should't merge the number of situation I am facing.
It's different things should have sort it out one by one.
but it's not easy ): I am really sorry guinea pig! ):
Gimme some more time okay I will get back to you soon!

Saturday, January 16, 2010 6:42:00 AM
HAPPY 31st month QAD! ♥

just got home from small primary school gathering :)
come along with PeiRong Daphne Rachel Alvin Amirah Celine :)
they're awesomeee people! heh.
had fun with them around Pasir Ris area. Slacked. Poker on the grass outside D'Marque.
home after that as Rachel needs to go home :)

yesterday went to Hougang Sec to surprise the junior :)
HAHAHAHA cause they having friendly.
saw Coach like finally and Eder after so long tooooo :)
catching up with people these few days haha.
and yes, game was great cause the girls are improving very well.
after that down to NUS with Coach and KS to watch the Semi, and surprise JJ, heh :)
game was pretty exciting for both side but NTU upset NUS and TP won SMU. Jacq was there.
cabb home after that and sleeeeep.

"i am utterly disappointed & i know i've got to be strong"

Thursday, January 14, 2010 3:10:00 AM
I realised, as I grow older, many things have changed.

As compared to before :
I am seeing more things now.
I have a wider view of what LIFE actually is ):
I am having more worries now.
I know it's not easy to stay in the world (:
I hate studying now many a times wanna quit studying, tired.
In short, getting tired of life, haaaa. I am serious (:

Well, sometimes although we are not the one who causes the problem,
we are always the one who taking up all the blameeee (:
awwww, it's a sad or happy things i wonder?
just don't want everyone to be so upset, and FML please, totally isn't my fault and
now I am swallowing everything wtfffff to me?
just being kind enough haaaa, like wtf please -.-" you both are talking about t&c drag me in.
fineeee, blame me i will be very thankful than ._____.
ya ya ya i am the one started everything laaa hor oh fuck ever think what causes this?
oh yes, i started this la correct, you all are perfect (:
yeaaaa no more Alice, say no more don't be a evil girl okay.
be who you are from nowww and forget everything okay, as long as they don't provoke me.
so yess thankyou people for letting me to lead a wonderful life as on today (:

" you will never have a better tomorrow if you keep thinking about yesterday all the times! "

Alice, time to study! Papers are coming.
Afraid this sem will do equally bad compared to Sem1. Sianxzxz.
Pray for the best, must go bai bai already, heh! :D

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 10:01:00 AM
- update -

Doubts cleared (:
No more apology okay? It's over already. I am fine laaaa.
I just wanna see the both of you be happpppy!
still, ♥ the both of you seniorrrrr! :D

test is almost done, Goodluck Alice! (: (:

- end -

7:20:00 AM
"people don't recognise your efforts but only your sin :/"



Back from NUS, what a far far far away place from where I stay! -.-"
almost 2hours journey with all the waiting of bus and all, FML.
mood changed when reached, totally pissed me off ): ): ):

yet to study for test tomorrow really FML please, pffffft!
0800 test, how will I fair?

Monday, January 11, 2010 2:36:00 AM
Skipped school today and went to SGS accompany Jasmine with O's result.
Jiaping end up giving it a miss so I went alone :)
HAHA, at first was damn excited cause going back to SGS after so long,
end up fucking Sercurity Guard and teacher pissed me off when I reach! -.-"
ffffffuck their life upside down inside out, hahaha!

we cannot enter because :
- today is only the result of O's result (please O's is a important day as well)
- changed P and VP therefore changed school rules (oh please, fucked the both of them!)
- need to be proper attire (nbcb, I also not taking result wear SCHOOL UNIFORM for what fuck!)
- security there stopping us (fucked the ah neh laaaa, nbcb)

ohhhhh really RIDICULOUS SCHOOL RULES SGS is having please, throw my bloody face to tell people I am from that school when I am stuck outside school for like an hour plus, FML! D:
THANKED GOD I GRADUATED! (:

no needs to face this bloody new rules again :
- no dyed hair, no long fingernails.
- tucked in pe shirt.
- return bottle cap to stall vendor so that we never bring sweet drink to class -.-" (STUPID)
- and etc...

wahhhh really pissed me offfff -.-"


cheerup QAD i loveeeee you still ♥ ♥ ♥

Sunday, January 10, 2010 3:33:00 AM
Just so you know, I hate to repeat myself! :)
those words that I thinks I needs to tell you I have told you the other day yep?
I don't wanna flare my attitude at anyone neither do I wanna be nasty.
if you would needs me to tell you again what I say that night lemme know okay,
though I hate to repeat myself :)
I hope you understand me good enough who I am okay, if not then it's okay.
maybe you can ask yourself why things turn out to be like this,
or maybe ask yourself truthfully what had initially makes this happen? -.-"
we didn't wants it to be this way who wants? D:
It sounds like I am the bad person now, ohhhh thankyou ah lil' young girl.

Saturday, January 9, 2010 9:44:00 AM
Brother's wedding was successful yesterday :) :) :)
being the host, the coordinator, the usher and just almost everything is very tiring!
hahaha, but still not too bad laa cause seeing everyone so happy, heh heh.
And watching Brother's torturing video is so damn funnnnny! Lol.
tired tired tired, pictures would likely be post it up tomorrow or next week okay!
Sorry for the delay horrrr busy D:

Pictures will speaks a thousands word, wait for it! :D :D

Work in the morning and I was rather early because I didn't know I working at 0730 instead of 0700, well punched in then realise, hahahah!
Li Jiao also don't know she put me 0730 pleaseeee.
wanna complain her as she asked me to arrange store room early in the morning, and I sweat like as there's no tomorrow ): So hot, so feel like bathingggg!
climb to freezer top despite of the injured knee just as to arrange storeroom cause nobody else would do as the rest are AUNTIES hahah, and being the only youngster, I helped :)
So messy and so many things lying around can! Aiyoooo, ma fan like pigg.

Today was a very tiring day ):
Really tiring, firstly there's no crowd until twelve pm -.-"
we're just catching "flies" in store doing nothing, and best doing counter torturin me and knee cause gotta stand there and not move, afriad there might be unannounce travel ):
so yeapppp when the clock about five minutes to twelve, the crowd is here, reason being there's a lot of student (due to flag day & cca) and some other customer queueing for lunch product.
busyyyyy and kitchen was really having war, hahaha!

anyway, there's good & bad for the breakfast extention! D:

I was so kind given 2 runner, Rayza and Mardiana! -.-"
kind in a way that I still have to run myself pack myself despite having TWO!
have them = don't have laaaa they both ah, also don't know what they doing laaa aiyo.
thankyou Rayza for allowing one of the customer to scold me -.-"
ohhhhh fucktard aunty, scold me for what, I am also not the one who pack your order can! -.-"
crazyyyyy ah, poor Angeline got scolded cause she just happened to walk pass ):
say we no attention, please lah aunty you so smart come pack yourself -.-"
1430 then go for break cause crowd clear only at 1430, hungry like 123456789days D:

but ate only mcwings and yoghurt & i am fulllllll :) :)
(angry till full haha)

Accompanied Li Jiao Angeline Wei Yang for lunch at coffee shop (:
back to store pack bag and homeeeee.
tired, reach home and sleeep! That's why I am now here -.-"
Though working in another 5hours time ): Hope tomorrow will be a better day okay? :)

Once told myself that 2010 resolution is to get promoted to FM.
But yet again, told myself before again the reason why I doesn't wanna promote too.
Weiyang Esther Li Jiao Weiting they knew the reason why :)
So yes, I don't wanna get promoted in one way or another, sianzxzxzxzxz!
There's always pros and cons in everything we do laaaa.

Pros :
- Slowly get promoted to 2nd Asst, hahaha! Think easy meh! -.-"
- Well trained.
- Learn new things, gain knowledge.
- Good for future job (maybe?)
- Full 8 hours shift.
- No need run station so much, haha!
- etc...

Cons :- More task on hands ):
- Stressful (maybe, haha! :D)
- Studies.
- Not an easy position.
- Cannot run station I don't use to it, too hyperrrr heh :/
- etc...

Haha, have more but currently brain stop haha.

guinea piggggg didn't even gave me a chance to consider ):
tell me, what am I supposed to do next?
In a dillema of confusion :O






Next, appointment coming soon, 22nd January 2010 :)
Will it be good/bad? I wonder.
I doesn't wanna know because I gave up on kneeee.
So gonna have a hard time recovering really, I am serious.
I know how much the pain was but idk how to describe to you all :(
Just jerked it hard last Wednesday ): while walking to mac.
hold back my tears despite it was fucking fucking painful, doesn't wanna tear in the public ):
grab my knee tightly to reduce the pain and continue walking, fucktard knee and didn't bring medication out, how great right!
yes, been overworking hell loads ever since is injured.
but I couldn't just stop work because of the kneee you see ):
I think I make up my decision, which is not going back to NYP netball even though I recover :)
beeen a month and 5/6 days knee is still hurting, how long more to endure idk.
tired, tired of the knee, gave up and i need to get it chop and replace! D:

Thursday, January 7, 2010 9:38:00 PM
HEY.

3 women BIRTHDAY :)

a. Jocelyn Nggggg!
b. Atikah Sayanqqqqq!
c. Sharon Babeeeee!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADIES! ♥

After school went to find Li Jiao for lunch at Mac :)
Angeline back to store so went back find her, hahaha! Hello Aunty! Lol.
Went down to International Plaza to meet sister, before that went to Springleaf Mac (idk is it),
to take a look have drive-thru, maccafe niceeee siol :)
went to Great World City to collect dresss and off to Wisma Atria to shop.
Had dinner and homeeeee.

Tomorrow is BROTHER'S BIG DAY!
(still not in good term with him -.-")
WEDDDINGGGGGGG ♥
Hope things will go smoothly tomorrow and wishes everyone to be HAPPY HAPPY!
I doubt I will have time for update tomorrow, cause early morning busy already.
Fetch bride then buffet, and manymany things, night needs to go restaurant help help all.
I gonna be hell tired, but hope it's worth it yaaa ;)

And nobody is looking down you,
you didn't lost everything laaaa silly!
It's my own perspective of view what aiyoooo!

And fuck, that lady blockkkkkkk people shuckkk! ): ):

Oh yaaaa! It's OPEN HOUSE and I can't get to go cause falls on Brother's Wedding laaa ):
How i wish to attend laaaa, nobody wanna swope with me, sadded!
I wanna go RP NP TP SP open house to take a loooook can? Heh heh.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 7:57:00 AM
Backkkk, well I think you really changed :)
Really you are, you're not the same anymore already.
Because of one person you're giving us attitude, ohhhh how sweeet right?
Oh c'mon! Whatever you wish okay, you happy can already lah okayyyy :)
Whatever you wish okay, you want it to be this way then go ahead since now she is your precious, what about us? Wooohoooo, thankyou frienddd!

This quote is really very true :
" Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest. It's about who came, and never left your side. "

It applies to you for now lil' young kiddo! Hahah.
Leaving us for now don't ever regret anyone of us being nasty :)


Awww.. Anyway, as I post earlier I missing a lot of thingssss :D

- I miss J.NKJ & Phua.SX ;)
- I miss playing Netball somehow, but I doesn't wanna go back to NYP team :)
- I miss Zenithians.
- I miss spending time with Ederlyn and co.
- I miss playing Netball with the SGS-ians :) When we never failed to have so much laughter.
- I miss bullying teachers in secondary school, hahahahah! D:
- I miss some ex SRA3-ians ;) Many left and being replaced.
- I miss the Deyi-ans ; Karen Ethel Regina Weisi Minji.
- I miss the Hougang-ians ; Vincci Elizabeth Stephanie.
- I miss staying over at Kesh's grandparents place and all of us enjoyed! :)
- I miss NYPnetballer ; Jacq Kesh Faizah Kat Jessica been long since I last met them.
- I miss staying overnight outside.

and etc ... I miss myself making people laughhhh! LOL!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 7:52:00 PM
I am heading to school now ;)
I am not late okay, is because school starts at 1300 today.
And just got a last min text saying there's extra practice class at 1500-1700.
Fucktard shit, superb last min can? -.-"
Well, shall decide to go later or not to go, so yepppp.

Though it's the start of Twenty Ten,
but I am not very happy in one way or another.
I miss a lots of things ):
Shall list them when I am back from school tonight okay? :D

Stay tuned! D:

Monday, January 4, 2010 9:42:00 AM
First day of school was so not awesomeeeee!
Because no attendance class early know I don't attend lahhh!
And it's elearning week I totally forgotten about it -.-"
Had the Health Assessment mock exam, thanked God I wasn't chosen to perform.
Phewwww! :)
Kind of wasted my 2hours there and waste my time waking up early!

Was loooking for people for LUNCH because everyone else have projects to do!
Some group got meeting, Zzzz.
Text that Li Jiao then never reply, text Joyce but she's at home.
LOL so I called store to find Li Jiao, woohoooo!
Got people accompany me for lunch :) Shuangggg, damn hungryyy!
Reached, but service in till crazyyy lah! About 130pm then went to eat despite reaching at 1230pm like that. Hahaha. Hungryyy!
Ate with her boyf then back to store, service in again, student crowd!

SALES SALES SALES! More SALES pleaseeeee and we ♥ SALES! :D
Hahah, then we earn more then have good ranking among the patch, haha!
Twenty Ten will be a better year for SRA3 :)

Stay and slack until about 6pm then home.
Talked to Noor, help Anna and Li Jiao :)
Hahaha, ♥ being with them because they never fail to makes me laugh ;)
I've hardly got people for lunch now unless my makan session partner, how sad ):

Home and I finally clear my table mess, it's so clean nowww!
Woohoooo, thursday & friday no school but I've got plan already ):
Sianxzxzxzxzx can't go for my open house help out because I can't get any replacement, I really wanna help lahhhh ): Sigheddddd!

& I miss guinea pigggg! ♥

Sunday, January 3, 2010 8:15:00 AM
Before I start blogging,
Tell me,
"What's the meaning of home?"

So fast it's 04.01.10 today.
Which means in few hours time school gonna starts.
That's when the suckyyy day and never ending drama mama is back :/
Tired tired tired.
Because we gonna have our mock test, skilled test and final term paper ):
Soon, attachment will be here as well will it be a good one or a bad one I wonder :)

Work in the morning today and I was freaking late ): ):
Slept late and didn't able to wake up on time for work today, shit me! -.-"
In future turn in early laaaaa!
Nevermind lah, still manage to extend back to the hours I late.
Lol, work today was hell bored in the first part, hahaha.
Boringggg like fishh please until late afternoon better ;)
That's when all of us have fun, Ayu Lijiao Esther Yongkeng Rajes Mary Angeline Diana.
Lololol, love working with awesome people,
however hate working with people who act as though they're so good that they knows every single things.
Awww, today mood was good that I treat all my riders very good, haha! ;)

After work met Joyce with Lijiao and went to Bugis to have steamboat :)
Enjoy myself to the max before school is starting laaaa, haha!
We so want to cab home but wasn't successful because there isn't any sign of a cab;
If not there is but they doesn't wanna send you home when the moment I said;
"Uncle, Hougang Ave 8"
Wtfffff, you are a taxi driver and you chose passenger? Wtfff?! -.-"
Horrbile, only gets home when it's around 2345.

Awwww, life have never been good though it's a brand new year Twenty Ten! D:
Still, move on Alice, never say never okay? :D
I know you are refering to us, ohhh thankyou ya you aren't any better than us too ;)
Somehow I pity my lil' brother laaaa.

Saturday, January 2, 2010 11:58:00 AM
Yet to done any proper postin for the year Twenty Ten! :D
Changed blogskin for the new year (as if)

Start off with 01.01.10.
New Year with new resoultion! LOL.
First is time to diet, wahaha!
Second is to grow taller, roflmao!
Third is to be a workacholic, make this real ;)

Work continuos from previously night 31.12.09 to 01.01.10 was tired, hell tired.
I felt I was like a ZOMBIEEEE walking around the store aimelessly.
Because I didn't get my afternoon nap all the way when I start work at 2300.
Tired. Hungry. Aches.
Work for 14hours non-stop and awake for 24hours straight.
Cab home and sleep for like 3hours and I am freshly awake, holyyyy!
Woah powerrrr right? Haha, this is how I celebrate my New Year Day.
No celebration no nothing, yet another year passed smoothly i hoped it did.
And yes, forgets to mention, Mcd breakfast have extended.
It only for weekends and public holiday and,
Beef/MegaBeef Prosperity with Twister fries is back to celebrate CNY with us once again ;)
Up now is the Zoodiac doreamon collection, I so wanna have the collection.
As it makes no point if I wanna only buy a couple of them.
In addition, it only cause 2bucks each with any mininum purchase, even with a yummy whiteyyy 0.70$ icecream cone ;)

02.01.10 was another awesome day ;)
Slept peacfully till 0815 and woke up for work at 0900.
Thanked God work starts at 0900 today if not I would be damn late already D:
Work was not tiring but fun because we have our own concert :)
Poor Susana have to make a trip back to store due to her overwhelming ordering that resulted the freezer storeroom backsink a disaster.
Had another large order receive today from CC, 260mcchicken and orange bowl :)
Helped, and got my fucking first scar in Mcd ): ):
UGLYYYY is the word to use, argh stupid basket burned me.
Went dinner with Diana at the coffee shop and back to store.

Things always happens for a reason, and reason are always behind it you and sometimes it's never easy to break the chain of secret :/

Poor girl been no one else's friend except me this kind soul :) Hahah, not praising myself but I find her really poor thing lah, I pity her ):
Why everybody treating her so bad, just because she's at a very young age and she holds the higher rank than you?
Well, if you're able to perform then proves lah don't be nasty please :)
I am neutral this time :) though wifeyy have left us I still meet her call her msn her IM her whenever im free too so yes why wanna make things tough for yourself and others?

Sometimes it's hard to negotiate with you because you're a stubborn girl ;)
Yes you guinea piggggg.
Talking to you can always vomit and makes my heart boil,
not because that you're not understanding what I am talking,
but is that you willl shoot back thousand of reason and you're always right lah :)
I mean yes you're right but you're stubborn too please.
Sighed, somehow felt that you're leaving and,
you've just said to me just now what AC told you,
so yeapp if it happen to be real be with it bah.
No fate babeeee and be with it.
Seriously, whatever you think will makes you happy go ahead okay! :)

Gooodnight world,
back to sleep before work starts at 0700 later ;)

Friday, January 1, 2010 8:01:00 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY TWENTY TEN :D