to be exact, 25 days straight, super woman man, seriously! :D

i would love to rest but how? weekday have got attachment, weekend gotta go mac to work.

so yes, i am trying hard to give myself time to rest but i've no time.

schedule so packed and some days attachment ends at 9pm and the next day will start at 7am, see this (?) schedule are not chosen by us what -.-" holy.

fucking bloody tired, seriously, fucking knee is not even helping me, what's this (?) -.-"

wanna have more sleep also gotta think twice, cause i wanna go out laaaa -.-"

school is gonna start soon, another sick one. dislike school.

sports surgeon next month 13th, 16 more days to go holyyyy.

fucking wasting my time la hospital totally. argh! whatever it is, whatever will be will be.

worried so much also same right

guinea pig & sott is missed by me! (L)

cause the time passes faster luh, woohoo!

hhmm, did more things today and got assess for NGT feeding.

it's MAGGIE'S birthday today (Clinical Instructor), HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

after work home and rest ;) very tired and sleepy la, wake up so early what -.-"

actually meeting silly girl to pass her something but, she ah, so troublesome tell me don't want already because she wanna head home to sleep ._.

normally, i would be angry when someone told me something very last min but i didn't just now, instead, i asked her to go home and sleep. what's wrong with me? :O

woah, anyway nevermind back home and ordered mac delivery for dinner, i am lazy to eat dinner outside and i have no one for dinner tonight ):

i never wanna have a tiff with you please ._. gave in to you, like always. i miss you though.

it's FRIDAY tomorrow, fast or what. means 2 more week of attachment haha.

dinner tomorrow night with mama & girlf :)

attachment officially starts today, both ): (: facial expression.

a fresh start indeed.

starting to learn new things, maybe suctioning wound dressing and etc.. still don't know yet. oh well, had 8am - 4pm slot today, kinda tired la, cause standing doing like nothing for most of the time for 7 hours, deducting the hour break :) had Subway for lunch today. made new friends too, Rachelle Charmine Khairul Sabrina Vanessa and some still yet to talk to them ah :) Lol.

tomorrow having the afternoon shift, will be having lunch with my dearest sisters for lunch at Novena (L). Since long we last had lunch together ehh :) hhmm, total of 12days in TTSH ward 5c, 2days of SHS and 1 day PH. Shiok or what this attachment, haha! :D Less than 2 week of attachment in total, cause SHS going to some primary school for help-out :) I am actually looking forward for SHS only lah, but last week last 2 days ehh, still long :/

attachment is fun but not when you are alone okay! remember this, haha. therefore, will try to sms everyday during shift (?) provided can and have the time lah, haha. not always eating snake hor! ._. and also, just looking for night time every day, can talk to guinea pig :) heh. i will only see her like next next week, how sad right ): i miss her.

soon it'll be over, enjoy every moment bah ALICE. when the day for meeting the sports surgeon is nearing = attachment is ending.

i laugh everyday to live longer :)

one word ; TIRED! Terribly I am tired ): 4 days of full 8 hours plus one more day 0730 training for Combo Machine supposed to start. But end up starts at 1030 ): nb, damn tired loh please -.-" Supposed to have at 0730 leh but 1030 start and I have to continue my shift at 2pm to 1030pm ): this was yesterday was horribly plan schedule luh. didn't manage to go back at 1030pm, help Esther then Susana doesn't know how to sanitize the milkshake thingy so yep, taught her, until about 230 wait for Wen Ling cab go home loh. And went back home at 4am last night ): superb long hours in mac, 20 plus hours laaaa ):

Went to Sentosa with Jasmine & Co.. Damn a lot people la, haha we've 13 people all together :) They had fun playing Volleyball while I fell asleep too tired already ): But weather was not very good, it rain it stop, it rain it stop for several times. Kind of sianxzx with this type of weather actually. Well, there's some thing we always cannot control mah.

Thanks SIXU for the HIDDEN storybook :)

met up with guinea pig & mama at Vivo for movie :) guinea pig called Joyce to come along after her work, which she did :) Cool, more people then fun mah. Went to The Asian Kitchen to have our dinner and back to meet Joyce :) Watched Kidnapped, the show was rather saddening show actually, rating 4/5. For once, guinea pig is out leh i mean after so long, heh :) first movie session with guinea pig & mama, more to come ya! :D

I feels so tired toooo. Worse than yesterday.

Shall update tomorrow reader, apologize. I am just lazy heh.

Again, just end my conversation with the silly girl :)

i amt too tired to update today, shall update tomorrow okay :)

just finish chatting with the sleepy head :)

It's like finally I took it :)

Woke up early, as usual wake the dear girl. However, supposed to off today but i am back to work ehh. Lol, punched in at 1100 and work end at 1930 :/ I am tired today, really tired. Runner of 2 again, which is horribly tiring i swear ): I can no longer run for a long period. Halfway through work I was clenching teeth bearing the pain and Wei Ting said my face was pale ): Asked if I was alright and nodded my head D: No worries people, I am fine. Don't treat me like a handicapped :/

Sighed, knee is getting weaker as day goes by. Idk how and what to do next, seriously I don't! :/ Knee almost gave way but down crew so continue working all the way till 1930. Sitting down also don't help, tell me how la how to heal? .___.

MDS damn a lot order, but that Teo Yong Keng siao one, damn happy one loh! Lol then from stop order we just resume and run 90mins lol. Haha just not to let Hg take the orders :) Evil us, haha! Raining damn heavily that's why.

Poor girl having headache ): ):

I've yet to tell Coaches and people who I need to tell about the report of my MRI scan :/ I don't know should I or should I not. I doesn't wants them to worried that's all. And I believe I will be fine despite having 3months plus not healing :/ What I can says about the report was

- it's not a good news to me, and it's rather worse according to my situation as what Dr. said yesterday :( But I expect it :/

I held back my tears yesterday noon in the Dr. room, i felt so lost and don't know who should I turn to :/ Feeling mood-less and didn't wanna talk to anyone at all. But thanks QAD for being there for me telling me i will be fine and all I felt better today not worrying about the result so much anymore, I need to move on this is for sure :)

i hold back my tears after hearing the result.

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Out of a sudden, back to watch Life Transformer 2 episodes :) It's very heart-aching to watch this show. When the granny or whoever sharing about their life with Yi Feng and Christopher. Especially the granny in the last episode, her daughter have mental problem son suffering from both mental problem and diabetics. And she herself from cancerous tumor. Well, finish the episode anyway. Watching the others maybe soon :)

Was damn tired yesterday. Only manage to give guinea pig one phone call and I woke up at 1100 today :/ *Finger Cross* she's not late for her breakfast? :/ It's 1330 now, 1500 will be my appointment, an hour thirty minutes more. I am worried, I am afraid cause I am heading down alone :/ Prolly it's good for me who knows the result would turn out to be negative then I can hide myself and disappear from people around me for a moment :) *touch wood* People always say the more you worried, the more you will be fine. Yea fucking worried, maybe I will be fine right, stop worrying laaaa ALICE!

If I sms you girls means I am alright, if not I am not. This is what I told guinea pig and some of the girls. However, If I sms you all means I am alright :) If I don't, don't sms me unless I sms you all okay. Prolly needs time to settled myself. Thank you.

I still remember, the day when I first sms you. Was when the day I am out there for chalet and agreed to send food to you, heh :)

went to S11 for breakfast because still damn early all the shops are close! :/ Lol, after breakfast talk awhile then we took bus down to Serangoon, while she took cab home cause she's pretty tired already laaaa. Lol. Went to work at 1000, crowd in ): Sad cause doing 2 counter runner, haha, hectic superb hectic :/ Lol, but fun cause a lot people I like haha, I think I am crazy :)

Oh well, next crowd in again. Seems to be down crew laaaa, but idk :) Oh well, we still manage to clear our crowd very fast. Everything was in place, that's why. Break took milk yogurt (m) green-tea. Diet in progress, haha! Getting fatter, No exercise = Eat lesser Alice! :D

Saw guinea pig :) Heh. Supposed to punched out at 1700 but help mccafe then Weiting say 1730. So I okay, anything loh. Lol then she said 1800 cause Geeta wanna eat then let her makan first then okay :) Next, she back but crowd in again, clear crowd at 1820 but only 10more minutes to full 8 hours. So yeah, told her I complete my full 8 hours then punched out laaaa. Lol, end up finish work at 1830 instead of 1700, Zzzz. Nevermind laaaa, it's okay cause then I won't wait for guinea pig & mama for too long also. Cause they doing CSV :)

Dinner at Amk Popeyes :)

I am late 8mins for work today and unlucky me sort of got scolded D: Too tired, really man. Very tired sleeping till as if there's no tomorrow :/ Woke up at 0645 wanted to wake guinea pig but I went back to sleep, thinking that it was too early.

Work today was alright laaaa. As usual loh, at least I doesn't have bored manager to work together with. And guinea pig is working too :) Crowd on and off. Orders not too many not too little. Guinea pig asked me that you parked at MDS one ah? Weekend you doing, Weekday you also doing. Lol, think back quite true ah? I think I can sign contract with MDS already la, 2 years lol :/ Anna loves to put me in MDS I realized.

Home sweet home. Facebook-ed. Msn-ed. Twitter-ed. Plurk-ed. Blog-ed :D

& talked on the phone too :) Forever laughing and enjoying myself chit chatting with you :) 10 months you've been here. Hugs.

I know something. How I wish I would rather not know? ): Sighed. Then I will starts to worried and think bad ): Sighed. Why do human likes to torture human? And, can't we just stay together uh huh? Sianxz. Promote or not i don't know, 50-50 but how, sighed! ):

Got shocked when i woke up today because it's 1100 D: because i yet to finish guinea pig's essay and going down store to complete my WPR after which meeting Joyce at 1330. i fell asleep while wanna complete guinea pig's essay last night. horrible me. awake, quickly rushed the essay and send to her. so wanna help her reduce some of her workload so she can feels a bit lighter and have more rest :) but her workload will only increase and not decrease, awww ): left home at 1230 to store, complete my WPR asap and off to City Hall meet up with Joyce. WPR overall rating was satisfied :)

Early chat today. Stop acting busy heh. And stop lying to me luhhhhh! ): Yet another celebration because we have 100% gb with 0% cso, every one is not worrying so much though 2nd visit is not here yet. This was very anxious okay!

Went over to Peninsular Plaza meet Joyce instead to get some stuff and off to Raffles City to have our late lunch. Starving like hell. Had mos burger. Satisfied lunch. Time passes very fast, and it's 1500 went to to Orchard to shop while waiting for Esther & Diana at 1600 :) Got a lil' irritated upon seeing something I dislike so much, nb.

After meeting them, went over to Cine Kbox. 4hour session was awesome. We sang, laughed, played and most importantly enjoyed ourselves in there :) Time passes even faster and it's 2000. John aka my ah girl wait for us outside Kbox. Omfg, I SWEAR I MISS HIM! Haha, he damn cute la, still the same like before, chubby & funny! :D :D

It's dinner time :) Dinner over at Pastamania. Great makan session. Had Zuppa, Garlic bread, Cream of Chicken, Ice tea and Pizza :D Hungry, very hungry, heh. John & Diana was being an great ass by making all of us laughed damn hard. I swear they did. Laughed till I was horribly full and have to stand up to let the food digest better. Lol. Sounds funny but I was fucking full cause of the laughing laaaa. John forever disturbing Diana, his favorite past times.

Soon, trained to City Hall and walked over to Suntec City to meet up with another one. Jay! :D Haha. Still the same, as funny as before. And never change a lot laaaa. We sat outside Starbucks for about 2hours chit chatting about life :) Awesome, isn't it? When we never meet up for like 8 months with the two J(s). Glad that the both of them are enjoying life somehow and holding onto good job, good position too :) Congrats to the both of them!

Cabbed home at 12am.

work today was nbcb, i swear because i tio one complain from customer ):

work for so long first complain, nbcb and wth she order wrong then diam laaaa still complain me -.-"

who ask that Thomson, what good lobang put me at counter to run gb.

nbcb, for nothing tio shoot wahhh fucking tu lan sia -.-"

i cannot do counter one la, i cannot stay in one place don't move one loh, so uncomfortable.

too hyper already laaaa never ever put me in counter please.

i would rather stay at MDS from today onwards like seriously!

because i won't face any customer, then won't tio complain isn't it great? :D

even if i tu lan say say the rider i also shaung, lol and i scold the stupid dumby computer it also won't scold me back what right, so why not stay at MDS forever? :D

from there i move on myself haha crap la ALICE -.-"

who ask me, everyday kp do MDS now i would rather stay there, no more gb from today!

bluff myself i love MDS -.-" holy.

oh well, anyway, went to SENTOSA to like kind of tan?

which was partially successful because only partial tan. haha!

who ask me have got MRI scan so yeap went off early for scan :)

reached on time, scan was cool i can say but it was so painful after the pain ): seriously.

idk why is it so, but as i goggled, it says that because the condition is worsen ):

should i believe? Lol, sighed.

worried at the moment. walked pain sleep also pain.

it's really burden ): ):

back to Vivo slack after scan then YW became the great joker again -.-"

we all know why! Lol. Joke of the day :D

* should stop netballing :) deciding, *

chit-chatted tonight.

idk how & idk why, wanna believe you but how?

crap one always bluff me one la, use to it already ._.

finally you realized i don't talk to you at work but talk more on the phone :)

smart girl ♥

there's always reason behind what we does :)

tiring today, like seriously laaaa so many crowd one loh.

i think reason is because not enough crew laaaa -.-" that's why run like mad, haha!

but still managed to punch out early without being extended :)

went back home with Ayu after work.

and know what CNY prize was the full set collection of Doreamon -.-" (F3)

i already collected mine long time ago ehh, and now i got it like free? Faint.

saw guinea pig, cheat me only say going back at 6pm sharp, end up went back at 8pm -.-"

titi cheat me one lohhhhh argh! Silly! D:

going to Sentosa tomorrow, it's like finally I am going Sentosa man.

the last time I went I think was like ages ago laaaa, haha!

tanning (?) I don't know but going lohhh, just go and have fun.

maybe gambling there again, LOL -.-" Go Sentosa gamble funny siol.

Casino open liao if only we can enter wah fun leh :)

it's tomorrow like finally -.-"

MRI scan, how will it be like huh, I wonder :)

hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow, God bless!

enjoyed myself a lot for the pass few days :)

but at the same time, i felt so hectic ): like seriously, fucking tired laaaa.

Saturday went to kor's house to have majong session :)

overnight majong till morning 7am was omfg, fun but we were all tired.

slept and woke up in the noon went over to Jurong Point to have our late lunch :)

home and majong again at 1900 hours. haha, addicted.

after that 2230 hours off to work :) overnight shift, month end today.

home damn late, cause McTerm was unavailable and cannot close cash sheet ):

so we ought to wait for it to be okay/wait for Angeline's lappy cause hers can be accessed :)

but still, everything not done at about 10am laaaa.

from overnight i see breakfast, then from breakfast i see lunch. Lol.

cabbed home only at about 1230 hours, slept at 1300 hours.

overslept D: met Jasmine Alfred & Sixu at 1600 hours and bused to Changi :)

YW's chalet.

reached, we were like so early laaaa. Lol.

nothing to do, play a little big 2 then start bbq-ing :)

more people came after that, Atikah Peter Naz Gin Woon Yee and all.

since long last saw them ehh, have a chat with Atikah omg I miss her so much laaaa :)

last minutes decided to stay over for some reason :) Haha.

so Jasmine Alfred & I decided to stay over at chalet, yet another day without sleep ):

but I enjoyed myself :) heh, we poker the whole night, yw being the fucking joker la please -.-" keep nervous playing cards only, crazy loh! -.-"

And, we went Changi Village to see "shemaline", omfg, they fucking pretty please.

prettier than most of the real ladies, i swear. but too bad they aren't real laaaa D: Lol.

everyone had a little nap then booked out, and we left chalet at around 1200 hours i think (?)

Lol, bused to interchange then bused to Serangoon have our lunch then home.

Jasmine & Alfred cabbed home.

shower & sleep :) and had a meet up session with Wafi & Zakiah :)

since fucking long we last hang out and talk laugh disturb people and all laaaa.

went to Jalan Kayu eat :) then ate bean curd after dinner :) bused home.

shower, and off to work overnight again, holy -.-" i think i am damn terrible, not enough sleep but i still can stay up the whole night.

i felt so zombie at work ._.

next day home at 0830 hours. shower then sleep ;)

woke up in the noon do my things and have a short nap again, haha.

after which went to work at 2130 hours as Diana asked to go down earlier help :)

overnight is good because not so busy but have to tahan the hours and time passes fucking slow when there's no customer laaaa D:

just got home from work at 0630 hours.

now here I am blogging, and it's 0800 hours already D:

omfg, i need to sleep like now cause I am working at 1800 hours later D:

about 10 more hours to go, lol.

why I chiong so much I don't even know ._.

and I miss guinea pig some how ):