About me
Hi, my name is Alice.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Achieving a rice-bowl in Nanyang Polytechnic,
Diploma in Nursing.
Floor Manager in McDonald's family, SRA3! :D
Proud to be a Zenith netballer.


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History
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P-p-p-plurkkk
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 11:06:00 AM
& i miss you baby, like seriously.
i know we should forgets the past and look forward to the future.
but how? it's never easy baby.
if only i still have you life would be much easier? :)

i am fucking awake because i am now mugging for CHILDBEARING.
holy it's 0308 now and paper is at 0900.
calling guinea pig at 0630 soon, 3 more hours to go and soon leave home for paper ):
nervous, effing nervous though is last paper we need to be excited. LOL.
but this fucking paper make us unable to sleep, bitch!

haha! back home very late just now.
not really la about 0000, but consider late cause i never study and out to enjoy. (?)
horrible me eh? haha, then now wanna complain a lot, screwed me.
is either i get a border line pass if not prepare for sub paper ):

God, please pray for me!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 6:05:00 AM

yeah. another paper is down.
PSYCHO ME AND I PSYCHO YOU BACK PRETTY WELL :)
psycho been easy for us during both Semester because of the useful tips MARIO :)
one last paper, not a very good paper though.
CB really CB = Childbearing! LOL really ccb also laaaa.
last paper yet a hard one with no tips seriously, THUMBS DOWN ):

never mind never mind.
try to do well and finish off nicely on Thursday okay!
then it will be time for enjoyment :)
tomorrow having dinner which is damn funny cause not for us, but Lijiao asked me along for some reason so end up going loh.
Thursday yet another dinner I guess :) meeting up with my dearest Wifeyyyyy!
miss her hell loads :) finally meeting up!


"we never really grow up: we're still who we were when we were ten. still just as immature, ready to have fun and admit that you still love the playground. the only difference is we've all had our hearts broken, and that's what really changed us."

Monday, February 22, 2010 8:02:00 AM


2 paper down. 2 more to go.
it's a form of happiness because exam is ending this Thursday! (:
but i am damn worried for the result actually.
wanting to score better this Semester but things don't seems to be going my way ):
many a times, wants to drop school and work, because it's super duper tiring.

God, please save me alive.
wouldn't wanna repeat any module in Year2.
PRAY FOR ME D:

work been tiring these day, i guess it's because i am tired.
haha, spending my 24hours daily wisely like seriously.
24hours is never enough for anyone of us, agree?
the time is somehow too short for us to complete our task just one day itself.
horribly tired of everything.

another fucking thing irritates me is the ATTACHMENT fixtures ):
sighed, i wanna complain! i am alone for attachment, though I have Pei Jiun same ward, but we are not having the same time slot laaaa ): sighed!
my 3 week of attachment, how am I gonna survive? save me people!
for once, i hate attachment so much.
hopefully, there're great friend for me to know (?)

gonna see my Sott soon :) THURSDAY heh.
mama back from M'sia, should be seeing her on Friday during their Management Meeting bah.
& guinea pig toooooooo, that will be 1 week 5 days (?) i think so! LOL.


5 more days to month end :)
10 more days to MRI :/
17 more days to Dr. & Physio appointment ^^
27 more days to fucking attachment, nb!

Friday, February 19, 2010 7:12:00 AM
screwed today 15m SAQ of Sociology paper ):
hate it so much because I wanna do well in Sociology paper ):
fuck the paper laaaa -.-"
stupid brain couldn't recall when i am doing SAQ question.
MCQ still manageable now only hoping for a passsssss, sighed! :/

after paper went to submit my follow up of physio to the office.
then off to Hougang Ave 1 for Yong Wei mini bbq birthday celebration :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH YONG WEI! :D
finally met up with J.NKJ :) And some others too, been long since I last met them right.
hhmm.. bbq session was awesome fun fun fun! setting up the fire, bbq the chicken wings, satays, hot-dogs was damn tiring but fun though.
they say next time i no job got potential at chomp chomp! LOL crap them D:

went off around 9pm with Sixu :)

anyway, physio yesterday was okay.
finally knows her name la, she is Leo :) damn cute and funny la she.
she gonna have 2 weeks leave therefore no physio for 2 week.
will see her after MRI scan already, 12th March 2010 after Dr. appointment.
told her where's my pain and she rubbed it damn hard, so not bearable.
but tahan the pain, omfg! but it helps to relieve the pain a lot, whereas now aching the whole day ): damn sian, result in not having a good walk. aches gonna last 2-3 days again ):


"But Here I Am...

I Have No Idea Who Wrote This, But It’s Amazing.

i promised myself that when it was over,
i’d laugh at the memories. but here
i am without a smile in sight. i promised
myself that i would call you, just to see if
you were okay, but here i am && i cant
even dial your number. i promised myself
that when it was over, i wouldn’t shed a tear,
but here i am, shirt almost soaked. i promised
myself that i would let you go gracefully, but
here i am, hating myself for letting you leave.
i promised myself that when it was over,
i wouldn’t look back, but here i am,
unable to walk forward. i promised
myself that i would say goodbye,
but here i am, still saying i love you."

Wednesday, February 17, 2010 11:20:00 AM
been a boring Chinese New Year.
nothing else done except working :)

fun in one way or another lah but still, tired that's what i can say.
though i am earning but i am too tired already ):
haha resulted in knee not healing and also mentally not fit for anything at all.

hhmm, exam is so gonna start tomorrow and i've yet to study finish my Sociology ):
how bad can this be, damn bloody horrible la okay! -.-"
3SAQ-s question leh, oh my tian, so many hor? plus 35 MCQ-s question.
fuck all the papers that i will be having, like so fast like that ):

i so need to pray for everything!
please God, lemme do well and pass Year1 :)

gonna have my 3rd session of Physio tomorrow ler, MRI coming soon.
kind of scare actually :/

lastly, before CNY working session end.
really needs to thanks lijiao for giving me a lot of hours during these day and,
prolly the whole February? cause she knows what i want.
though many a times i felt so extra cause my time is added into the schedule, but still i attend and help all i can luh ;)
love her manymany laaaa (L)

miss guinea pig and co. :)

"I believe one of the toughest situations you can be ever faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on and have the possibility of your heart being broken."

Monday, February 15, 2010 9:08:00 AM

i am getting tired, really tired ):
both mentally and physically drained out.

Sunday, February 14, 2010 8:25:00 AM

"a pack of goodies delivering to you every single day :)"

it was horrible today, really horrible.
because i didn't study a single shit because i reached home at about 1030pm! -.-"

i almost couldn't got up for work this morning like seriously.
0630 got awake by phone call, guinea pig :)
luckily she called, if not i sleep until noon also not awake lah -.-"
i supposed to wake her but i couldn't wake up, i am so sorry dear ):
no more next time, once bitten twice shy!

early in the morning was okay, things went smoothly unlike yesterday.
orders wasn't as much as yesterday too :)
which is one thing that's good lah okay, hhmm..

but dinner period was damn busy like fuck! * hardly able to catch my breathe man *
counter and mccafe was full of customer & MDS screen was totally omfg.
because you can see all the one, two, three, four and five colours :)
regardless of wanting you to acknowledge the orders, rider out, prompting you to start assembly, telling you order left less than 15mins, so on and so forth.
it was horrible :/ i pulled myself out to help Diana while she can settle her riders docket.
slowly everything cleared! :D awesome!

less than 5mins later, orders are in and crowd came back, fucking shit totally -.-"
got orders never mind but all the orders are like !@#$%^& it's 50, 60, 70 bucks.
nb pack until damn tired and mind isn't working man too tired to think :/
damn damn damn tired, seriously i swear i do.
both leg feels like breaking apart anytime anywhere ):
aches tired and everything! sooner or later, i will starts to feel nothing trust me ):

punched out at 2145, omfg almost 15hours of work minus break 30mins.
14.5hours of standing, a partial handicapped running around the store terrible me ):
i hate myself so much, why am i working so bloody hard?
argh, 3mores days to go it'll be over soon.
but exam after that, I REALLY NEEDS TO STUDY! D:

however, these 2 days working with guinea pig and co. been great :)
have fun though and i learnt something new okay! many more things to learn.
this makes me grow stronger and better whenever i am working.
love working ♥

cabbed home, i ought to pampered myself once in a while :)

no reunion dinner this year. or actually ever since the year. (?)
but we still live happily heh.


I NEEDS ...
  • STREPSILES.
  • RED BULL.
  • 100 PLUS.
Seriously i do! :/

Saturday, February 13, 2010 7:04:00 AM
Chinese New Year Eve! :D

恭喜發財.


today was busy at work, really busy sia! :O
horrible horrible, sales damn good la, keep have crowd one.
but was fun cause have crews to play and chat with haha.
and also the riders damn funny nowadays cause no more those attitude riders le :)

-.-" especially in the morning & early afternoon only la, after that not much.
damn tiring, 12hours shift today both leg almost couldn't make it ):
knee is hurting but i needs to
work during CNY period to earn.
needs to thanks Lijiao lah :) cause she have been slotting in schedule for me despite her tight schedule, and allows me to earn extra somehow :)
love her a lot a lot (L)

tomorrow will be marked the first day of CHINES NEW YEAR :D
everyone will be going around to bai nian take red packet.
while i will be going to work at the same time there lo :D
hhmm tomorrow will definitely another busy day as all the shops will be close and therefore McDonald's is the shop welcomes everyone every period of CHINESE NEW YEAR :D
no MDS tomorrow please :)

I really needs to study, can you guys sms me to study? :/
19th exam yet I seems superb carefree leh, damn horrible.
Sociology first paper oh my tian! -.-"
followed by Biology another headache one, Psycho after t
hat still manageable :)
the worst paper will be CHILD BEARING, nbcb don't even understand a single shitxzx -.-"

i miss my JOYCE LIM! ):
damn long never see her lehhhhh argh!




“I wish people would take the time to find love. You don’t just fall in love. Love is at the bottom of the waterfall, and it’s a long drop. You have to make it work, or you’ll caught on the branches of the over laying trees. Sometimes you’ll grab on for dear life, and the fall will stop, or sometimes you will take the scrapes and the scars and continue down, until, some time later, you can hit the nice water, and feel the cleansing effect of the love on the scrapes and scars. Love isn’t perfect. At the bottom of that water is rocks, not so sharp that you’ll bleed, but sharp enough to remind you of reality, and when it sets in. Sometimes, you will be picked up, and you won’t feel the rocks, and someone will take the entirety of them for you, but sometimes you have to do the same. You will fail sometimes, and scrape your arm on the side, and you might get too close to the waterfall and feel the pressure, but just remember, if you’ve made it this far, and someone has made it with you, it is all worth it. Just remember, it’s a long fall. If someone falls with you…that’s love.”



Tuesday, February 9, 2010 11:37:00 AM
drop dead.
please get yourself a gun shoot right into my cerebrum and lemme die!
Thanks, & I will be very thankful! (L)


i can no longer take it anymore ):
sighed, my knee hurts today, really hurts.
i know physio is helping me, but is just that i am not helping myself ):
because i am still working approximately 8hours per shift is equally:
  • walking too much.
  • using too much strength on neither leg which hurts.
  • resulting in a lil' running & climbing when Dr. says NO LOWER LIMBS ACTIVITY.
  • the strength is not back, i get tired easily ):
  • CNY is coming no longer 8hours BUT 12hours shift for 4 consecutive days.
please tell me what to do!
cannot don't work because i need money for some reason ):
sigheddddd, i need to buy cream or whatsoever to apply when it aches.
I've finish mine, PLEASE REMIND ME TO GET ONE ON COMING FRIDAY! D:
2nd physio on Friday i hope it helps me to relax my knee :)

i'm so horrible, exam is here but i'm still working ._.
every period of exam, i've got something cock up, what's this man, fuck!
which eventually let myself down for not scoring better grades, FML please ):

talked to miss yong regarding attachment replacement.
as discussed, if I were to have my op, please pardon me,
I will only have it after my 3 week attachment, I know i am delaying but sorry I doesn't wanna do a replacement during Year2 period.
i guess it's not gonna affect much because it's just 3weeks only &
when my knee already CMI for fucking 2MONTHS 9DAYS -.-"
add another 3more weeks won't make any different okay, ROAR!

for a moment, i felt like giving up.
seriously.

counting down ...
2 days to 2nd physio session.
3 days to Chinese New Year.
4 days to Happy Valentines' Day. [awww .. not this year again]
9 days to final year papers.
15 days to freedom = HOLIDAY! :D


"Just because her eyes don't tear, doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry and just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong."

Monday, February 8, 2010 7:07:00 AM
finished my essay very early this morning, around 4am ):
this is because I saw message after work saying that tomorrow i aren't going library to do the work anymore D:
omfg, pissed for that moment because it was like !@#$%^&*
seriously man! yes it was me who saw the message like so middle of the night,
but i confirm and double confirm with you before leaving my essay blank and went off to work at 3 in the afternoon.
arghhhh forget it lah, just a point of time being angry though.
small matter only, just gotta remember don't do last min work ALICE -.-"

was half dead cause work till about 12am then wait for Lijiao and she send me home (:
damn tired but I have to finish like no matter how right? & only 300words, kpkb for what -.-"

slept and awake at about 10am prepare then off to school submit.
the weather was an ass, real ass! damn hot please, perspire like forever one man -.-"
screwed the weather nowadays.
home after submitting and get my nap (:

tomorrow school start only at 1pm but end at 5pm, kinda short but it's like my whole afternoon yet again, hate the timetable -.-"
Wednesday & Friday no school, and Thursday 1pm-3pm how shuang? :D

i wanna work! chiong FEBRUARY schedule.
for some reason ): ): ):
hope i am not neglecting my study again, if not someone gonna nag.
(if you saw this post :/)


" I had no illusions about love anymore. It came, it went, it left casualties or it didn't. People weren't meant to be together forever, regardless of what the songs say."

Saturday, February 6, 2010 8:16:00 PM
please drop money from the skies!

488.55$ ):
(i need)

work during CNY, chiong long hours & savesavesave!

8:43:00 AM
don't feel the unity at all, haha they are like so UNITED -.-"
from the outside they look quite united la but on the other hand they are like so fake ._.
oh well, this is her capability of achieving what she wants in life maybe? LOL.
we are always the last to got inform or worse, not even being inform about anything.
i always wonder are we ... ... (don't wanna be nasty :P)

working today, was horrible i guess.
well, cause quite tired la, physically & mentally and knee is giving me problem ):
& also, some nbcb if you are jealous about me come tell me,
don't need to always go one big round then shoot me, oh how wonderful la hor! -.-"
irritating siolllllll you, it's just a omfg pihsnoitaler! :O

"I Live For Those Who Live Around Me

I know not what the purpose of life is,
nor where it comes from,
but show me a living soul and I shall be eternally grateful,
for you have shown me the reason for which I live.

I live not for myself, nor for the sake of living,
I live for those who live around me,
for those who have guided me through life,
and that is something worth living for."

Friday, February 5, 2010 7:26:00 AM
had physio this afternoon (:
the session was great even though it was just a short 30mins or so..
hhmm.. the lady was damn nice, haha! i forgotten her name somehow D:
so i still gotta do follow-up physio next week at 1500.
thanked God there's no school la, then I don't have to skip! :D
but, what the lady said was that she thinks it's a meniscus tear, holy mama!
-.-" sian 1/2, yet again, another thingy inside the knee tore, was like omfg! -.-"
however, she say I might not need an op so ya damn happy for a moment LOL,
on the other hand I know I needs an op somehow? D:
over lerr, looking forward to next physio appointment (:

after which, went over to see Doctor at 1600.
KS came after her girls game to accompany me, thanks yo! :D
Doctor advice go for MRI scan, so yes, I agreed and went to fixed a appointment lerr.
will be like next month? LOL so long right, haha.
I think if I were to do an op, I will do it only after attachment bah, which will be 9th April?
it's very long like 2months later again but I doesn't wanna miss my attachment because I don't wanna do a replacement by myself la ):
worried stressed confused, stupid knee la dumb ass! -.-"

“ I’d rather choose to fall in love and be hurt. Sometimes I can’t even sleep because I love someone so much. And there’s always sadness in our lives. It’s that sad feeling that keeps us going. Because if we can overcome that sadness, we can hope for happiness in the future. ”

Thursday, February 4, 2010 7:43:00 AM



I wanna watch these movieeeee! :D

Alice's in Wonderland will be catching with beloved WEISI & MINJI!
[prolly asking REGINA ETHEL EDERLYN KAREN if they wanna join us (?) ]

went to work last minutes to helpout with gapbuster *wink*
LOL you know what I meant right? LOL.
anyway yeppp boredddd and school is such an ass cause short hours only.
as it's about to have our study week so yeppp!
BORED EXAM IS HERE SOON, quickly kill me canxzx?

physio tomorrow! don't tell me what I don't wanna hear, lol.
dream on luh ALICE -.-"
kneeee hurt this noon, I know it's not right anymore, fcukkkk!
please endure can?
i am afraid i needs to skip my attachment :/

miss my makan section partners! ): when our next gathering?

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 8:25:00 AM
you are stubborn,
worse than I do.
there's nothing much to say,
till here then -.-"

goodbyeeeeeee (:

Monday, February 1, 2010 2:48:00 AM

"I've no courage to tell you how much ily! :D "
( give me the courage )

Went to watch the Bdiv game today at ccab, cool girls they are moving on to the 2nd round.
& in South Zone which is the tougher zonals outta 4 of them.
Congrats juniorrrrrrr! :D Jiayou and play your best okay!
back to school with them and hanging around chitchatting playing haha.
made me miss the Netball Team, ederlyn jasmine yiping sixu and all!
walked home afterwhich and restrestrest.

oh yeahhhh! today presentation was another success! hahaha.
about 30mins of questioning from the freaking ms tang! -.-" she used up all her 30mins.
she's crazy lah, so many bloody question one lohhhhh,
&& im damn happy cause I passed my HA :D :D
ms ng was damn funny, throughout the test we was like joking please, lol! -.-"

i've nobody on the 5th ): hahahah.
everyone's working.