Sunday, August 29, 2010 11:24:00 PM

Been raining lately, sudden downpour, sunny downpour, whichever it is. And, it's only for awhile.

People nowadays are getting a little insane? I don't know why did I say so, but I felt this way. What's the problem with nowadays kids? Happy happy talk, not happy just show attitude, ohmyholymama! Damn irritated. And, hate it when people twisting words around. Many if you, don't wanna mention names here lol. Jolly-well know who you are ;)

Oh well, Year2 Sem1 gonna end very soon. Because the papers are commencing TOMORROW! But, for your info, I am not anxious about the upcoming papers, & I yet to really study okay. What's wrong with me uh. Sick in the brain I think. LOL brain been polluted HAHAHA. Well, the modules are only 2credit. Nursing lab & clinical have 14credit, which I have just skipped due to knee :/ So 2credit is actually very little. But still, I will try my best and study what I can. As long as I am able to pass, happy enough. Not asking for more.

5papers. I am counting down already hehe.

Thursday, August 26, 2010 2:05:00 AM
I already have no idea about what I want :/
SHITTY ME Zzzzzzz,

Anyway, had FHC class yesterday at Coleman College (Beside National Library, near Bugis Justion) around there laaaa huh -.-" Made my way there, reached about 5mins early before we went up the class. While walking and searching for the College, passed by one little cafe at National Library, and know what, I saw guinea pig! Lol, damn coincidence laaaa huh, I know she going there to study but didn't expect to met her. Fated to meet! LOLOLOL :) Luckily saw her, and she tell me which direction to head to, if not i would be late man :/ Stupid College so small only, I thought like a big building, no wonder I couldn't find laaaa Zzz..

Boring class. Because I went alone -.-" BORED LIKE HELL. And so, ended up made friend with one of the girl there. Agnes from Jurong Bowl ;) She's damn cute bi I tell you, and super friendly laaaa. Just know her like few minutes only, she tell me damn a lot of things liao. She's only fifth-teen and a Thai-Chinese. End up we being damn talkative in class. Lol, lunch time, walked over to Food Junction at Bugis Junction to have lunch then back to class. This is when I felt damn sleepy okay (after lunch mah) haha! :D Endure throughout the class and have a 48question mcq-s test -.-" Holy mama. So lame one, cause everyone like copying each other only lol. Class end about 1800hours instead of 1700hours lor -.-" Cheat me only.

Toilet break. While wait for Agnes to change & spike her hair. Even cute bodoh! ^^ Went over to arcade because she wanna play Jubeat. After which, trained back home ;) Dinner over at hougang then went to watch Getai with sister at Blk539. Awesome awesome. Really man. Got mediacorp artist came down to sing, the 郑盈盈 she fucking cute sia! Lol damn funny. I need to catch more getai and laugh real hard. HAHA.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010 10:52:00 AM

CURRENTS
current mood – happppppppy because I just had a conversation with guinea pig ^^
current music – not listening to any right now.
current hair style – very messy, because I just shower & yet to comb my hair LOL.
current crush – Myself :)
current thing I ought to be doing - SLEEPING!
current windows open - plurk facebook twitter msn.
current desktop picture – today was a fairytale wallpaper.
current book – Hidden by Cathy Glass.

LOOK AT ME
what colour is your hair – Black.
have any tattoos - None.
straight hair or curly – Straight.
how tall are you – 160cm?

CURRENTLY WEARING
top – SGS burghley pe tshirt.
trousers - SGS pe short.
shoes – Barefoot.
necklaces – None.
rings – None.
bracelets - None.

THE LAST’S
last person you hung out with – Sister over at PS.
last thing you said out loud – *Laughter*
last thing someone said to you – "faster go to bed la you"
last person you called – Daddy.
last person that rang you – Guinea pig! :D
last time you cried – Not sure.

THE DID’S
did you ever get into a fist fight in school - Nope.
did you ever run away from home - Nah, why should I lol.
did you ever want to be a doctor - Yup, when I was young.
did you ever do something you regret – YES, choose NURSING (more or less la) -.-"

THE DO’S
do you know how to swim - Nope :/
do you like roller coasters – Yea.
do you own a bike - Nope.
do you think you’d make a good mum – I think so, hehe :P

THE HAVE’S
have you ever been on a plane - Nah.
have you ever asked someone out – Hell yes.
have you ever been to the ocean – Yup.
have you ever gone fishing - Yup was like bloody ages ago.
have you ever painted your nails – Yup.
have you ever taken drugs – NEVER!

THE WHAT’S
what are you listening to – Making Love Out Of Nothing At All.
what is the temperature outside - Windy.
what was the last restaurant you ate at – Pizza Hut counted as a Restaurant? :)
what was the last thing you bought – Bai bai stuff.
what was the last thing you had to drink – Iced water.
what are you watching on tv - Gao Xiao Xing Dong lol.

THE WHO’S
who was the last person to be kind - Myself hahaha!
who talked to you on the phone - Guinea pig ^^
who is your current celebrity crush – None.
who was the last person you took picture of – Brother.
who was the last person you said i love you to – Ayu I guess, on facebook! :)

CRYING SECTION
ever really cried your heart out – Yes.
ever cried yourself to sleep – YES the feeling sucks ):
ever cried on your friend’s shoulder - Yes.
ever cried over the opposite sex - Surprisingly, no :D
do you cry when you get an injury – I usually laughed after a fall or whatsoever, but for once, I couldn't control my tears over the pain ):
do certain songs make you cry – Yup, memories.
last film that made you cry - Couldn't remember leh, Despicable Me did I? :/

HAPPY SECTION

what can make you happy – A simple text, smile (:

do you wish you were happier - Nah, I am fine :D

is being happy overrated – YES.
can music make you happy - Neither nor.

LOVE SECTION

how many times have you had your heart broken - Once, a very bad one.
has anyone ever loved you so much that they’d die for you – No laaaa -.-"
has anyone ever said ‘i love you’ to you – Yes. But which are the true 'i love you' idk :/


Monday, August 23, 2010 6:43:00 AM

This coming up month, September is screwing me up ):
Exams, and you this bloody reports. Screwed me totally. Fuckkkkk.
Dislike you. Idiot.

Bold what applies to you.

Someone has called you annoying in the past 24 hours.

You steal things out of your sibling’s room.

You always have trouble falling asleep.

You have fallen down stairs at school.

You have lead someone on just for the fun of it.

You have a daily going-to-bed routine you can’t go to sleep without doing.

You think the ripped-jeans trend is kind of stupid.

You have had a boyfriend or girlfriend stolen from you.

You have had a horrible “meeting the parents” experience.

You know someone who could not go two minutes without swearing.

You plan to move out of your town as soon as possible.

You have been friends with someone who you never thought you would.

You have lived in a house or apartment alone before.

You have been called a fuck up before.

If given the chance, you would kiss the last person you text-ed.

You have had to ask permission to do something from a bf or gf.

You’re tagged in over three hundred pictures on facebook.

You always have to brush your hair before going to sleep.

You have eaten meat in the past six hours.

You know someone who would NEVER leave the house without makeup on.

You met the last person you called at school.

There were other people there during your last kiss.

You have failed the drivers test.

You have gotten a blister from burning your hand on a straightener or curler.

You went trick-or-treating last Halloween.

You would be jealous if your bf or gf’s best friend was the opposite sex.

You have very exciting plans during the next few days.

You have felt like crying in the past week.

You HAVE cried in the past week.

Your best friend has the same color eyes as you.

Your e-mail password has to do with your family.

You have cried on a crush’s shoulder before.

You have kissed someone who had just smoked weed.

You have not gotten along well at all with a bf of gf’s friends.

A bf or gf has not gotten along with your friends at all.

You are home alone right now.

You don’t own a cellphone.

You’re waiting for a call right now.

You've waited for hours for someone to call, but they didn't.

You’ve lost a friend over a member of the opposite sex.

You’re waiting on your first kiss.

You’re embarrassed to be seen in public with your parents.

You find smoking unattractive.

You find drinking unattractive.

You have been given a hickey before.

The last date you went on wasn’t very good.

You have felt like punching someone today.

You have accidentally been way too over dressed on a date before.

At least one of your friends is sick right now.

You own at least one pair of heels.

You’d break your neck if you wore heels outside.

You should probably be getting ready right now.

You have gotten drunk with the last person who called you.

You have had a very unusual pet before.

You’re excited for Christmas already.

You have an account on quizilla.

You’re embarrassed to wear sweatpants in public.

You have your current crush on MSN.

You have had a bf or gf forget your birthday.

You celebrated the one-month in your last relationship.

You plan on dressing up this year for Halloween.

You have dressed up as ‘sexy’ police officer, nurse, cat etc for Halloween.

You delete your internet history.

You have lied to someone before just because you were bored.

You have called the cops on your neighbors for being so loud.

There are at least a couple words you can NEVER spell.

You’re not related to the last person you were in a car with.

You are a perfectionist.

You are addicted to MySpace.

You have at least one brother or sister.

You have been to another country.

You have been told that you’re smart.

You have been told that you have an unusual sense of humor.

You have had a broken bone.

You have killed another person.

You have had your hair cut within the last week.

You have had the cops called on me.

You have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.

You have kissed someone of the same gender.

You have mood swings.

You have rejected someone before.

You have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.

You have watched Sex and the City.

You like Shakespeare.

You own and use a library card.

You think Britney Spears is pretty.

You will try ALMOST anything once.

You can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.

You are currently wearing white socks.

You are tired.

You are currently waiting for someone.

You hate Miley Cyrus.

You think Party In The USA is catchy.

You’d date Harry Potter.

You can name all the past presidents of the United States.

You know who was president before George Bush.

You love pickles.

You need the internet to live.

You prefer vanilla over chocolate.

You watched Star Trek.

You watched all six movies of Star Wars.

You own an Xbox.

You think music is life.


Saturday, August 21, 2010 9:26:00 AM
You are always so busy, isn't it? :(

Oh well. Another week just passed, is VERY FAST if you did realize. And fyi, I haven't even touch on my books. Oh god, fml please. Damn horrible. I have both busy weekdays & weekends. Shucks, I REALLY NEED TO START MUGGING NEXT WEEK!

Too many things happening, till I have no idea where should I start. Very pissed off by your attitude, I am serious. Stop spreading rumors around, and after which, turn around and said that I am spreading it, oh fuck you man young immature man! Zzz... You are just so naive little kid, please grow up for goodness sake. And, I have my patience limit, don't try me ROAR -.-"

Damn irritated by this immature young man. Get a life laaaa!

Another week to EXAM ALICE! Faster nerd before you complain that you didn't study! Understand? Lol. I really need to start studying. Have told myself, next whole week STUDY TIME! MUST! (:

Till here folk, I am lazy and nothing much to update. Byezxzxz.


Oh yes. I need to prepare myself for something :/
Which i owe my dearest silly an answer. Sighs.
I've just cleared one issues previously, but now another one came.
FML laaaa. I wouldn't wanna disappoint and upset dearest.
But i don't know how, sighs..
Can someone teach me how I should do?
Or should I just consider what mummy have said?
C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D! ):

Saturday, August 14, 2010 9:57:00 AM
Had my BBQ session with the lovely netballers earlier on :)

It's AWESOME! Really I swear. the LAUGHTER the JOY the FUN the JOKE. Everything was hilarious! :) from having under a shelter at ECP, we shift ourselves to some under block open space to have our BBQ after being chased away by some big shot police officer, oh my holy godxzxzxz!

A PORTABLE MOBILE (because the portable bbq thingy was in the Giant's trolley, and we left the corn inside to heat) BBQ SESSION! Lol.

So much fun we had.
Geri Kesh Jing Kat Faizah Steph Jessica & Myself. The very first Netball outing we had :) And, it turn out well although a very mini bbq session but I do believed each and everyone of us enjoyed really much ;) We are a bunch of happy kids. Too many foods. But nevertheless we enjoyed the setting up the fire part, everyone seems so engrossed with fanning. One after another. Lol. Especially Jing, HAHA the 2-legged Octopus. FUNNY SIOL! :D

Packed. Cleaned. Cleared. Left the place around 2330.
Home sweet home ;)

Before all this had Overnight Majong Session at Sister-in-laws place. Wahhh tired bodoh. Because I had a very tiring morning, with the wtf, wth & omg attitude laaaa. Seriously, damn tired. I almost died man :/


TOMORROW IS COMING.
ANOTHER VERY AWESOME DAY.
A VERY ROMANTIC SESSION WE GONNA HAVE.
LET'S COME AND WITNESS TOGETHER ;)
STAY TUNED!


Oh yes.
It's already 7month.
So people out there, please better be careful.

1. When you are walking on the street, don't step onto those praying stuff, and ashes that we Chinese people are burning. If you did, please apologize and ask for forgiveness.
2. Please be mindful of what you are saying, especially during night time.
3. If you smell something smelly at night, don't say it's stink!
4. If there is people calling for your name at night, learn how you should manage.
5. Don't pa pa zao. Head home earlier, try to be home by 0000hours.
6. If you need to pray please do so, DO NOT HESITATE.
7. Take care of your health, family & surroundings.

I am saying all this.
Because it shows that THIS YEAR SEVEN MONTH IS A VERY XIONG (BAD/SAD/TERRIBLE).
Things may just happen in a split second and ok in another second. You will never know when it's coming in and when it's gonna stop. So to prevent all this. Do what only you supposed to do, and pray for your safety whereabouts ;) I wish everyone all the best. & God will look after us from the top. It's only a month. Bear with it :)

Wednesday, August 11, 2010 2:17:00 AM

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ON
NINE AUGUST TWENTY TEN!!! :D

Stayed home watch the National Parade. And the fireworks thru' television, so NOT AWESOME laaaa boring ._. LOL decided not to watch as leg is a little immobile, definitely there'll be a lot of people pushing here and there laaaa. So stay home is the better choice for me this year.

However, the parade this year not interesting, not exciting and don't have the WOW FEELING you know. It's not as lively as before, it seems so boring & the singers couldn't even sing & the song this year like omgxzxzx -.-"

Thank you Kit Chan who saved National Song - Home :) :) :)

Ohhhh yea anyway,
IT'S HOLIDAY PERIOD! *actually is Study Break la*
Damn happy because I can have a break from school, & from everything that is happening in school. School is really not awesome okay. Especially Poly life, lol.

Been having insufficient sleep this day ): Damn horrible. Very very very little sleep. Staying up for 36 hours. 24 hours. And sleep for like 5 or 6 hours. Dyingggggg. Holiday yet I am sleeping damn little. There's always reason behind everything, so yeah.


I NEED TO START NERDING BECAUSE EXAM IN THREE WEEKS TIME!

Friday, August 6, 2010 9:36:00 AM
I need to swallow down the statement above :)

Whatever have happens, it is the past. I should not fret about it anymore. Should not mention about it anymore. Should not feel sad angry or whatsoever anymore. I should put a full-stop at the very end of the day. And start a brand new day everyday :)

Happy moments don't last, it can only be remembered.

It is only 6th August today. Yet so many unhappy ungrateful things happen. For the past 6days, I spend it meaninglessly. Sighs.


For a moment, I don't know why I am on earth studying Nursing.
For a moment, I don't know what been going on.
For a moment, I don't know what my thoughts are running about.
For a moment, I dislike studies v v v v much!
For a moment, I hated myself, be it regarding with work school or whatever.
For a moment, I just felt lost.


Never have I felt so lost before, seriously. I don't know where is my next move ):

Miss Dorothy was right, everything happened for a reason, I agreed. In fact, I agreed with whatever she told me today. It's really all about ourselves, not others.

Had a chat with Miao Wen just now, haha. Sometimes we have the same though about this particular person. Lol. Anyway thank you babe

4:06:00 AM

Bad luck, bad start. Bad Year 2 Sem 1.
Oh fml. It's horrible ):

Shan't elaborate much. Everything have to an end.Everything is over, forget about it. Don't fucking give a damn now. Because you screwed my life bitchy you. Menopause bitch :)

Whole day have a chat with Miss Dorothy. She been really awesome. She understand why am I frustrated on, and kept telling me to tahan for a few more mins. But I can't because I am tahan-ing her too much okay. So eventually failed myself before she could do anything. Oh well this is life, shall take another step at a time lohhhhhh :/

I need to thanks Miss Dorothy a lot a lot. Nothing but THANK YOU! :D She let me understand what's in life and what I am actually facing. Talking to her makes me feel assurance. It's always blessed to have her around. I've made a promised to her, I will keep my promise :)

Wednesday, August 4, 2010 12:40:00 PM
It's now 0342am, yet I am awake doing work :(
Argh, fuck!

FUCK YOU SCHOOL, YOU MADE ME LOST MY FUCKING SLEEP!
FOR THE FIRST TIME, I HATE SCHOOL.
DOWN THE ROAD, I'VE NEVER DISLIKE SCHOOL.
CONGRATULATION NYP! YOU SUCCEEDED MAKING ME DISLIKE SCHOOL :(
NO MORE INTEREST.

Flunked Abnormal Psychology, which is like expected luh -.-" Cause I don't even know how to do the paper, how to pass right? Lol. So I jolly well get a F for it, haha. No disappointment cause I really don't know. Oh well, nursing sucks lol.

We are studying so much in school! -.-" YAWNS, what's the point anyway? And, screwed so many things in Sem2, *shake head* I'm losing focus in studies, I mean really I am. Too many things on my head.

Knee injury been a burden. School. Friends. Lecturer. I just wanna leave this fucking poly and start working. Either I quit or I jolly wait another 1.5year. Oh well, I think I will retain luh, 3.5 or even 4 years in Poly. To think about it, damn shagged, sianxz, sad and fuckup! -.-"

Even elective this bloody subject also making me crazy. 2 nights facing the excel till my eyes went seeing stars please -.-"
MERGE CELLS, HIGHLIGHT BORDER, CUT, COPY, PASTE, ETC ...
Wtf see until I can memories please. Horrible elective, which making me suffer :( Insufficient of sleep y'all know a not? Zzz. Though I got a B for the mcq-s test but wtf I am still stuck with this fucking assignment which is due on FRIDAY! Zzz.

I FUCKING CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY TO COME! LAST DAY OF THE SEMESTER AND HOLIDAY IS HERE. OKAY NOT HOLIDAY, STUDY BREAK ALICE! -.-"

I shall study, oh well, say easy luh, as though I will. (?) I will try loh lol. I just wanna stay away from school for some times, hard to go school anymore. Really.

Shall go NERD now for tomorrow theory paper.
Adios ^^
Poor me, almost 0400 still awake ):


Damn you!
Lol. Make me so worried, so tired.
Wah lau eh, I tell you, you better turn out good ok?
Guinea pig know what I meant :)
I'm praying for the best.
Oh pleaseeee! ):

Sunday, August 1, 2010 7:44:00 AM
The next time you drop your tears,
see whether does it tally okay? Hehe.

Weekend was alright. Went to 2nd home as usual :) But I am sick, so did nothing much other than stay there don't move loh lol. Sneezing and coughing, ohmytian, the feeling was bloody terrible i tell you! Zzz.

Yesterday had dinner with Sister boss de thingy at Chinatown there. Tired siol yet still needa go for dinner. Lol, and they serve so long luh, as usual one luh, expected. Lol but anyway, the food was already luh, eat until damn full okay! -.-" Cabbed home after that.

Oh well, nothing much to write luh. Lol.
& yea saw that silly girl today haha. she-is-always-so-funny! :)


Ohhhhhh yes!
Today's NURSES' DAY! ^^
Here wishing all the NURSES, HAPPY NURSES' DAY! :D
Keep going uh.
*wonder if i can, lol*