Wednesday, April 29, 2009 11:46:00 PM
i was late for lecture today laaa! 15mins! wtffff -.- somemore alone, damn malu when walking in the lecture room, ROAR! -.-
so ya i was late & thanks Jaseema for booking a seat for me! (:
2hours lecture followed by 1084tutorial. had presentation today.
by QinYuan doing it, yipeee! Finally had my break laaa.
damn bloody hungry laaa, went KouFu & eat with classmates! ;D
then next to 1084lecture, was damn funny laaa cause idk why i so hyper today! HAHA.
keep talking, playing all, HAHA..
after that went to Threatre of Arts to collect Student Card, Cool man! ;D
Cindy wants to eat so we went to AMKhub & she grabbed her lunch.
after which, off to NovenaSquare to look for JJ & she grabbed her lunch as well! HAHA.
then talk for like an hour or so & headed home. Rofl.
what a full day today ;D

tomorrow im having lessons at 4pm-6pm! wtf!
because all the other lessons is e-learning! HAHA. kinda relax.
butbut lame also laaa, so late can!
&& im meeting Jaseema to do e-learning together ;D
then gotta bring lappy to school again, bag is so heavy laa! -.-

you made me smile (:

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 11:32:00 PM
I've never wants to see you sad!

Sigh-ed yet another quarrel came about.
One after another. It's never ending.
I can no longer take it anymore, How?
I need somewhere for me to breathe!

5:29:00 PM
Woohoo! Im back finally! ;D HAHA!

Today went to school in the morning at 8am for lecture! Damn early, damn tiredd laa! HAHA. After that had break & we were doing our presentation for tomorrow! Arghhh.. First presentation, First Subgroup! Wtf! Anyway, followed by lecture (2hours), break & lab session (2hours) HAHA! Today learnt how to take BP ;D Damn cool laaa! Home after that! Just knew that she is working, Rofl! Goodluck bitch! ;D

Monday what a short day man! HAHA. I simply love Monday to the max! Because i only have to attend school for 2hours then im home ;D Cool isn't it? But kinda waste of time laaa, travel all the way down for 2hours only. HAHA! Anyway, after that stay-ed back for awhile for group discussion then went home! Rest-ed & Do housework & im off to HougangMall to collect letter for Brother. Hard life! HAHA. &&&&& you know what? Cause as im waiting for Ederlyn to wait for the bus, i was like walking aimlessly everywhere because i've 15mins minutes laaa. I was walking walking then suddenly one bloody man was like walking near me then kept looking at me, i was so shock-ed laaa! Omfg! I almost died of heartattack can? Zzz.. I told JJ & Sister then they was like "huh?" HAHA funny them! But luckily i was brave enough to overcome! && moreover, it's only 6plus laaa. && he is so ridiculous, wtfffff! && this is my third time encountering! Wtf! -.- I was then too afraid to walk around anymore i swear! I went to busstop wait for Ederlyn bus while listening to songs ;D Phew! Met Ederlyn & watch-ed Hotel for Dogs in the bus, nice movie! Weeee.. Reach-ed interchange saw HougangSec netballers, so all went to training together! Rofl. Saw coach after that then went changed then walk-ed to court. Stupid JJ think i dumb ah huh! Say wait at toilet! I knew she was lying :) So i didn't believe her laaa! Training was okay. Not really tired. Kinda slack-ed. Boring. HAHA! Idk why laaa. But just feels it that way! Roflmao. After that was being ask-ed to go opposite take bus to Interchange! That JJ laaa, act cute! End upp that bus full of Indians smell! Cause bus came from Mustafa! Almost faint =X Not trying to be racist! Took 72 then changed to 165 caused im having Phobia after afternoon incident! ROAR! =X Made new friends again, Stephanie ZhenQi & ShiHui.

Happy Birthday Jeremy's ;D
Sunday went to work as per usual from 8am to 4pm. HAHA. Was given a chance to go home early, but i doesn't wants to! Anyway, after work, home shower eat dinner & prepared to watch StarAwards 2009! Coolcool! Love it man! HAHA. Some were expected to win won their medal, while some are so unexpected can? Omfg! JJ was like using people phone messaging, wthhh with her man? HAHA!


After tomorrow it'll be a siong day! Thursday have friendly over at KNC. Although Friday we had no school = LabourDay. But having full day training camp over at KNC also! Same goes to Saturday but only half day :D HAHA! Gonna be tireddddd =X

after 3days w/o sms you, im surviving! (:
shall see how long can i take before i collapse.
5months&17days.

Saturday, April 25, 2009 10:14:00 PM
back back back from NSL finals! :D
headed to Jurong myself & ya just nice wasn't late.
was finding seat then coach Jo ehh me, LOL.
so sat with them to watched! Nice Nice :D
first few quarters keep draw then suddenly the score drew apart.
as Valerie's kept offside into the D & so Stingrays was given opportunity to put in a goal.
overall, was exciting laaa.
anyway, Stingrays won the Finals! Woohoo! 38-32!
Marlins gave a good fight though, nice game (:
Umpire of the Year- Yu Bee Ling.
Coach of the Year - Sng Lee Lee (Marlins)
MVPs
=====
Stingrays - Li Hui Lin & Ng Yee Leen.
Marlins - Jean Ng.
Mannas - Micky (Lin QingYi) ;D
Sharks - Nurul Baizura.
Vipers - Grace Sim.
Congrats people :D
&& these are the players in National Squad who will be playing in KL during June.
Yeo Pei Qin, Chen Hui Fen, Tan Hui Yan, Micky (Lin QingYi), Jean Ng, Melody Teo, Ang Shi Qi, Rachel Yok, Li Hui Lin, Grace Sim, Li Ling, one more girl from Marlins don't know her name (:

headed home & have a bad day laaaa..
sucks sucks sucks!
sometimes i feels that i've unreasonable family, & a family that don't understand me at all.
haiis, i broke down, i feel sucky, im speechless =X how?

2:30:00 AM
omfg! finally it's weekends! oh my! i've been waiting for it to come can?
im supporting Stingrays, coach PeiQin playing! Woohoo!
having my MVPs in mind for each team already! HAHA.

anyway, past few days school was okay :D HAHA.
i've started to laugh in class non-stop & joking around man!
SHIT SHIT, bad habit from secondary life is coming upp, Roflmao!
but it's okay laa, i enjoy laughing as time goes faster i supposed? HAHA.
know what? i've met upp with my 5a1 classmates to have lunch :D with ChongXin Marlinus & HanYing from 5A2 previously :D
school was indeed tiring laaa, it's only first week & im grumping alot, how am i supposd to endure for the next 2years man? SHIT! >.<
& i was supposed to have 3hours break today butbut know what i only have 1hour in the end, wtf! 1hour was taken upp by Library Orientation & another hour by my subgroup members discussing stuffs for next Wednesday presentation, Arghhh!

well, Thursday had a fcuking long day! 9-6, omg! i almost gor heartattack!
because plus the training we're having by KS, met MinJi & WeiSi, new friends! HAHA.
start-ed off with sprinting ok, 5laps! (goal line to 2nd tranverse & back to 1st transverse & to last goal line & back!) Omfg! NUMB & RESTLESS is the word i can apply to it.
1st team rest, 2nd team 5pushups, & last team 10pushups! >.<
&& no resting time was given then continue, & it goes on for 5laps, wtf!
no mercy was given to each and every one of us, & we've to perserve & run!
we ran like mad? our group consists of kiddies : me Ederlyn Regina WeiSi & MinJi.
after that butt is fcuking seriously numb. i hardly can feels anything laaa. Zzz..
seems like my lower part of my body is gone! Wtfffff..
Next was diamond with little rest time? Hands have no strength as well idk why!
basically im tired, i've never felt this tired for my track training laaa. because we was always able to catch back out breathe before we starts another set! (:
well, whatever it is, i still needs my stamina badly laaa. anyway, im lazy to elaborate more laa.
Ederlyn's mum came to fetch us (: Reach-ed home at 11pm, one hour earlier than before!
&& i chatted on MSN again then slept at 1am, HAHA :D

wednesday i think i forgotten what happen laa! HAHA.
im not gonna recall okay! so shudd upp & dont ask me (: HAHA.
i only remembers i went to Kovan settled stuffs & then back home on MSN i think?
HAHA. so basically that's all (:

JJ is going mad idk why! HAHA.
she's an idiot! HAHA.
Cheerupp bytch :D


Wednesday, April 22, 2009 12:08:00 AM
Rule #1:If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:Tag ten people.

Answer True or False

1. Kissed someone on your friends list? False.
2. Been arrested? False.
3. Do you like someone? True.
4. Held a snake? False
5. Been suspended from school? False, im a good kid!
6. Sang karaoke? False, I don't sing!
7. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True, sometimes?
8. Laughed until you started crying? True, when it's fcuking funny laaa. I couldn't help it, Rofl!
9. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? False.
10. Kissed in the rain? False.
11. Sang in the shower? True, but seldom.
12. Sat on a roof top? True, once!
13. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True.
14. Broken a bone? Yes ):
15. Shaved your head? False.
16. Played a prank on someone? True, FUN!
17. Shot a gun? False.
18. Donated Blood? False, but i wish-ed to! (:

Just be 100% truthful, the LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Going home with my friend counted? YiHui (Sixu's cousin) HAHA.
2. You texted? Karen! ;D
3. You were in a car with? No car, bus! ALONE ):
4. Went to the movies with? Ederlyn & Cindy i think? Coming soon!
5. Person you went to shop with? Cindy, to bishan.
6. You talked on the phone? Sister!
7. Made you laugh? Family (:
8. You hugged? Noone!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? Moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Winter.
3. Left or Right? Right.
4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy.
5. Where do you live? Singapore, duh!
6. Club or pub? None! ;D
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes, ofcourse!
8. Do you want to get married? YesYesYes!
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl (:
10. What time is it? 11:54pm.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? Depends.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Do what i want! But.. & be myself!
13. Do you cook? NO!
14. Current mood? Moody ):

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? NO.
2. Sang? NO.
3. Listened to music? Definitely!
4. Danced Crazy? NO.
5. Cried? I've no more tears!
6. Liked someone you can't have? YES! ):

FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? No prom at all.
2. Who was your first roommate? Sister!
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? XO, brother fault!
4. What was your first car? No car laaa! Not even 18! >.<

GO QAD! Your turn! :D

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 3:56:00 PM
wthhhhhhhhh!
fcuking tired yesterday laaa!
omfg, training yesterday was like what the fcuk?
with 9peoples, so little again, zzz!
do drills which came out by KS! is like killing people laaa.
so tiring! holy mama, && not forgetting the diamond, wthhh!
connie & me was like praying, no diamond, & KS was like, next do diamond!
wahhs, faint! -.- so we did as well, the same old thing!
then next was like attackers bringing down the ball. nabei, i can't fcuking run laaa.
shitshitshit! have to think of something already, im so scuks ):
stupid lights don't wanna off de laaa, until 1030 not off yet, Zzzz..
well, headed home as quickly as possible, shower-ed & sleep! :D
as having school at 8am today! holy shit!

lazy to say about school, not in the mood of studying laaa..
so please, excused me! if i have interesting things, i shall updates! :D

imy! ):

Monday, April 20, 2009 12:25:00 AM
sigh-ed!
MANNAS lost laaa.
for both their Preliminary & Semi! >.<
sianx 1/2 laaa. I thought i could actually sees them soar in the Finals against Marlins again, sadly, it won't laaa. Stingrays had qualified for the Finals.
both are my favourite team, but still i prefer Mannas cause have Micky laaa! (:
that was like a split second & they lost, so saddd laa! ):
on the other hand, still congrats Stingrays qualifying! (:
coach peiqin will be playing!
well, it's over & have to see the fact too, so yeah! face it.
hopefully Stingrays wins the finals ;D
was fcuking tired as both days was working morning laaa.
anyway, tomorow school reopen for Year1 poly students, goodluck people! HAHA.
greatgreatgreat! not really looking forward laaa.
but i'll be like meeting my class people cause we no idea how to travel around.
so decided if late shall late together, HAHA (:
tomorrow schooling from 10-12. wth right? kinda lame! >.<
i'll update soon okay sister! takecares meanwhile!

Friday, April 17, 2009 1:01:00 AM
SHAG! FCUKING SHAG! -.-

Supposed to meet Cindy at 130pm at Bishan, but end upp she reach-ed around 215pm.
&& it's like wait-ed for ~45mins laaa. Hungry & Frustrated! >.<
Well, but forget it laaa.. Head-ed for lunch as soon as possible, ate McChicken SS meal (:
then up to Converse get my shoe, got the brown one, hopefully it looks ok on me!
&& suddenly the cashier was like asking me a werid question, LOL.
laugh till i can't stop laaa! HAHA. Hillarious man! >.<
then went to walk-ed around laaa, shop shop, bought 2 plain tee over at CottonOn & 4pairs of sock at one of the shop there, WooHoo!
( Spending too much , i needs to start saving! -.- )
Next suppose-d to meet Ederlyn 530pm at CityHall, luckily i didn't went there early, & messaged her ask whether is she done. So she left her school idk what time.
Around 545pm i think then i went take mrt down, reach-ed around 605pm or something? not too sure, & again wait-ed. Wait-ed for like ~15-25 mins, arghhhh! >.<
Sick of it, im starting to hate it >.<
Walk-ed to Suntec get her laptop bag & back to mrt-ed down to Eunos cab down for training.
Overall, training was siong laaa, without fail, when there's Eric, alot conditioning, alot things to do de, but it's better i supposed, making it more fruitful ;DDDD
End-ed around 1030pm superb late laaa, home around 12pm! TIRED! Really tired.

Hopefully tomorrow Orientation not boring, if not i gonna DIE! Sianx.

just feels that im not myself today!
wtf had happened to me? sigh-ed ):
& fcuking hungry laaa! my whole day only one McChicken!
wthhhh, house never cook, fcuktard!

Thursday, April 16, 2009 12:51:00 AM
HAPPY 22ND ANNIVERSARY QAD! <3

Orientation on coming Friday, i wonder how will it be! >.<
Looking forward to it, making new friends & getting to the course! LOL.
Hopefully it will be a success (:

5months&5days dear -.-
where are you?

Monday, April 13, 2009 12:22:00 AM
如果有一天
我选择了放弃
不是因为我不爱你
而是因为我太爱你

Sunday, April 12, 2009 11:54:00 PM
scheduled 7am today! >.<
damn tireddddd laa can? draf myself outta bed at 0610!
too tired to wake up, but they say have bosses travel, so no choice >.<
changed & headed to work, & punch-ed in at 0700.
3rd day, as per usual was assign-ed to my hot spot again, MDS! Wthhhhhh..
without fail de laaaa, sianx 1/2!
so manymany orders laaa, then is like i only have CuiFei until 11am then afte she went home, then running myself with 20 odd orders on the screen! Zzzz..
got irritated! >.< & counter also crowd in!
until almost 1pm then all my orders actually being cleared & slower down.
& Belinda took over me then i went for break, damn bloody hell hungry since 8am!
punch-ed back & again to MDS till 2pm when Mary took over me & do stock-ed to 230pm & headed home.
fcuking hell tired laaa, & no bosses at all can? Wtffff! -.-
reach-ed home at around 315pm shower-ed & went to sleep till 2030! shiok like hell (:
having insufficient of sleep! wants to regain it back, haha!

as for yesterday work-ed from 1500 to 2100.
again i was post-ed to the hot spot after playing a kitchen for awhile.
request-ed to come out cause i bloody hell burnt my hand with that FOF thingy.
& so doing grill makes my hand even painful due to the heat coming upp.
MDS was a headache laaa, with the irritating sound beeping & beeping makes me sick! >.<
hell annoying laaa. shall not elaborate much more, lazy!

friday supposed to be a good friday but it wasn't good at all can?
like fcuk like that sial!
pissing off here & there & the worse is im facing the fcuking MDS for 8hours!
since i punch-ed in for work laaaa, im going crazy! >.<
freak alot of orders laaa, non-stop de lehh, omg! shitty!
sianx 1/2, Zzz..

stop giving attitude you asshole (:
think im your what? slave ah, wtf!
when you fcuking needs someone to talk to & when no one there you came to me.
if not you fcuking showing me attitude, stop your bloody behaviour ok!
im a human so as you.
it takes both hands to clap! ;DDDD
jolly well knows your limit, & knows others limit too!
thankyou bytch (:


i wants to watch movie laaa.
school reopening next monday!
how? shit laaaa, time is short, sianx.
i've think that i've gone through the pain enough.
im no longer weeping anymore, & im no longer hesitataing.
is this a good sign or is it not uhh?
hhmms.. i've tried to gave upp & i thought that i actually succeded laaa (:
LOL, only like once in a blue moon im thinking of you.
but overall im making myself busy so i will not think that much.
HAHA, so yeah, loving myself to the extent that i believes in myself (:
to loves someone isn't it that you wants them to be happy too?
so yeah, i did it, WooHoo!


1:45:00 AM
freak post! i've done one, but cork upp! wthhhh..
so im lazy to post already.
shall post another laaa!
sorry readers! >.<

Friday, April 10, 2009 3:03:00 AM
50 RANDOMS THINGS! (:

01. Who was your last text from?
PeiRu.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
My house.

03. Your relationship status?
See profile <-----

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes!

05. What is your current mood?
Confused!

06. How many siblings do you have?
3.

07.Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
TianFa ; AiQing ; Irene.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Where i am now! (:

09. Have a crazy side?
Yup.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Don't think so! Phew.

11. Something you do a lot?
Work-ed & Slack-ed.

12. Angry at anyone?
Currently no.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Courage.

14. When was the last time you cried?
28march09.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes i really hope i can, but...

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
Someone.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My brother.

18. What is your favorite song?
Alot laa!

19. What are you doing right now?
This notes thingy ; MSN ; Listening to song.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Myself.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
School ; SGS Leaders 2006, Rofl! (:

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
NO!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
JiaPing!

24. Describe your life in one word?
-.-

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Nobody.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping because i needs to wake up at 0730! 5more hours! >.<

27. What are you listening to?
别说我的眼泪你无所谓.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Can't remember.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Idkkk.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Depends.

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Noor.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Joyce?

34. What do you hear?
The wind of the fan.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Nope.

37. Do you have a best friend?
I have a few.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
No.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yup!

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Never will I.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
No i don't.

42. Are you currently jealous?
No either.

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
I don't used them.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Just pass-ed 3hours, im using computer!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Duh! -.-

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I guessed so >.<

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
YES!

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Rashes, Zzzz..

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
3am, was on MSN & Facebook! HAHA.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Never.

Thursday, April 9, 2009 5:17:00 PM
Im here to give my blog some CPR before it really go silent! HAHA.
It had seens a long time i work-ed midnight, work-ed midnight yesterday was ok..
I feels that it is so much better laaa, no stress & everything, everything seems okay.
MDS all the way till morning & all the riders are so good, fast & funny..
John was superb tireddd laaa only like when 2plus? then he like busy only do so many things. HAHA. I think because because if he stops doing he'll feel asleep! Rofl.
After work bought breakfast home for Daddy & Sister (:
Others day was as per normal.
Tuesday i think i was working ahh until 8plus! HAHA. Not sure lehhs. LOL.
Monday my schedule & i wasn't aware laaa, LOL, so had training at night. Great!
Think that's all uhh huh? LOL.
Tomorrow is GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD FRIDAYYYYYYYYYY! ;D
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY is Tomorrow! ;D
& im working! HAHA.
my heart had finally stop for once (:
blessed or not im not sure!
writing a 10pages compo & yet my return was 5words.
wthhhhh! i cannot understand & i don't know how to understands too.
im fcuking down! feels like bursting into tears.
but i realised that i won't, my tears had totally dried upp.
there's no more tears for you, i hopes it remains this way & hope i can stop being like a silly idiot.
hhmms.. im keeping my promise this time (keeping finger cross)
don't always tells me you concern, do you really?
if you do, you won't..... forget it!
sick & tired already..
i won't hold on anymore, i fcuking silly, hating myself to the max.
pinning high hopes for myself, kept telling myself i can.
but all was bloody false hopes! sucks.
8nov09 ; 1127am i'll always remember.
thank you for making me worthless in your eyes! (:

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 6:27:00 PM
fcukoff you asshole! lying is your favourite pastimes (:
feeling freaking restless!
seriously needs someone who i care talk to, who the hell is it?
i doubt no one. updates soon! sigh-ed.

Saturday, April 4, 2009 12:07:00 AM
haiis..
i want-ed to talk to you alot but i doesn't wants to break my promise i've made.
sigh-ed, feeling restless, helpless & hopeless!
i don't know what to do, i don't know what's on my mind!
how? how am i supposed to help myself?
missing you so much yet i cannot do anything.
wtf am i doing man? sigh-ed!
crying don't help anymore either, my tears had dried up.
seeing your contact in my phone makes me sick!
wants to contact you but i've to stick to what i had said to you.
my mind is full of you! shit! >.<

Friday, April 3, 2009 2:07:00 AM

HAHA! I've just complied these 4 pictures together (: Greatness! Lol.
Anyway, yesterday was a great day as it's April Fools' Day!
I was being trick-ed as well as i trick-ed people too, so yeah, it works two ways!
Firstly, i trick-ed PeiRu, omg! It was a nice one, very successful.
Because, i've planned, after i sms-ed her, i'll surrender my hp & went for work.
So that, i'll not reply her sms-es & to response to her call! HAHA.
Damn hiliarious, so went Ederlyn came, she was like asking me.

Ederlyn : You tricked PeiRu is it?
Me : Huh? Me? ( totally forgotten)
Ederlyn : Ya, you April Fool her huh?
Me : Oh ya! Why? How you know? ( laughing )
Ederlyn : She call me laaa. Then asked me.
Me : Serious ah? Lol. Ohhh ok..

It continues, but i lazy type out, oopss! >.<
So damn funny laaa, omg! So after work i saw PeiRu message, she was so scare laaa.
First time in my life i seen people so scare de. Lol.
Next up was sms JunJia, but she was too smart i guess? HAHA. Shit!
then Ederlyn call-ed Nicholas said that they need crew ask him come work at 4pm instead of 6pm, lol. But he was watching movie, so ya, fail-ed. wthhhh!
Nevermind, ended work as soon as 4pm then headed home (:
Online for awhile then out to meet Ederlyn for dinner at HG8! Rofl.
Slack-ed Talk-ed then walk-ed home at aorund 2145 like that.
Reach-ed home, & online, wthhh! Was trick-ed by Jasmine laaa. Arghhhhh..
At first don't believe de laaa, then don't know how come i believe also! LOL.
then i trick-ed Sixu Jasmine & ChooGuan that my appeal was succeessful that i enter RP - Sports course. HAHA. & they believe, Woohoo!
In the end, Sixu & ChooGuan was like giving me kuku face! Roflmao! ;D
&&& soon, the clock strike 12am, April Fools' Day over!
before sleeping, call Joyce disturb her, lol.

As for today, i totally didn't put alarm at all laaa.
Wthhhh. Luckily i heard phone ring cause got message, phew!
If not i'll be late for umpiring laaa, luckily ah!
rush-ed to school then changed & quickly get started (: LOL.
starting the girls was playing well, but later, they was winning, & can see that they just started to play anyhow, fooling and stuffs. It's like Zzzzz..
Well nevermind they won, 21-15, which i feels they can do better!
Coach went for don't know what interview so i was helping out there lorhs, hhmms..
the opponents are kinda friendly & one of the girl actually remembered me when we play Netballuxion with them 2years back, lol!
&& holy shit, i sprain-ed my ankle during umpiring, wthhh manxzxzxzxz! >.<
after that, went 107 eat with YiPing Ederlyn & Melissa.. Lol.
then slack-ed till 6pm went off for training!
training was so tiring today, idk why uhh.. with those conditioning makes me sick!
&& my left ankle is killing me laaa, due to the sprain in the noon & i've no idea why my right leg hurts as well, it feels like muscles tearing, damn hell pain! wthhhh..
gonna rest my ankle man, before it breaks down! SHIT!

haiis.. idk what im thinking seriously! shit..
i've been thinking too much i think ):
you're different from others that i've known.
i just don't know how to describe you, but i still loves you! sighed!
so what if you knows about what i've been thinking?
knows about how i feels?
knows about everything?
but you just concern me here & there for this particular day.
when tomorrow came, you forgotten everything clearly!
asking you something you always bomb-ed me with tonnes of why!
it's like never ending, sometimes i just don't know how to answer you.
because my mind is blank, have been answering your why yet there's isn't an outcome.
sigh-ed! time flies soon it goona be 5months, yet my mind still full of your image!
when can i starts to forgets you seriously?
im sick & tired already, but i just can't denied that iloveyou!
i just miss you so much. just couldn't help myself.
i need somewhere to let me breathe.
i need someone who understands.
i need a helping hands.
i need you!
but who will understands how i feels right now? it's damn sucky to have this feelings.
i feels like giving up, im trying helplessly! ):

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 12:16:00 AM
APRIL FOOLS' DAY! (:
(have you been trick?)
i think it had been a few days i last blog? ROFL.
anyway, my weekend was fill-ed up with NSL games.
was fun watching! after work on Saturday ZeLin called said go watch movie with JunJia, then i was like huh? dont want larhs, got movie, lol, Zzzz.. So sudden, so i rejected (:
LOL, they wanted to watch Confession of a Shopaholic, HAHA.
too bad, i wants to watch NSL instead, they selfish larhs, dont want watch other day, lol.
next Sunday went down help with large orders, 320 McChicken, then off to watch NSL with Ederlyn's family & cousins! LOL.
saw Coach & Pauline, & after that Ederlyn went off, then went home with Coach & Pauline.
reach-ed home, i was like shower then sleep! damn hell tired laaaa!
tell you guys, i slept at 6pm till the next day 12pm! LOL.
it was like about 18hours odd, omg! damn shiok laaa (:
it's like a long time since i had my long long sleep!
monday met up with Cindy then me she Ederlyn went to watch Coming Soon!
HAHA, it's a nice horror movie, hhmms.. Some part is those freak out people laaa.
but strong me stay-ed calm (: Cindy & Ederlyn almost died watching, ambulance almost came!
Wahahahah! their heart almost stopped & needed CPR, Rofl.
after which, went over to training, it was like go tra-la-la!
with Pamela & JunJia & Eric lame action & laughters laaa!
wahhx liew ehh, tired of laughing can? need stamina for that, have to train! HAHA.
laugh non-stop de larhs, wthhhh >.<
all JunJia fault, dont know what's so funny makes her laugh also luhh, Zzzz..
today went work, then met Cindy do poly ez-link card thingy.
after that slack slack luhh, hhmms.. then off at 7plus, chit-chatted alot!
anyway, RP appeal out, was unsuccesssful! EXPECTED (:
next show up : Hotel for Dogs! ;D

3days w/o your sms makes me feels uneasy.
don't know are you fine not, sighed.
i simply miss you deary (: