Friday, February 20, 2009 2:20:00 AM
i don't know what's wrong with me recently!
sometimes im feeling very happy but many a times im feeling bad, moodless & so on ):
sigh-ed, i myself don't know what's the reason too. the feeling is sucky!
straight to the point! -.-"

Working in mac now makes me feels restless, i've no ideas, so don't ask me ok.
i remember-ed when i first when to mac is Ederlyn's ideas. she want-ed to work inMac so we try in HG8 but we fail-ed. So we went down to SRA3. That time was school holiday & it was during November, i still rememeber-ed. We just want-ed a part-time job that point of time.
So we wrote our particular, & this manager Braveman hire-d us. Ask us to go for OJE the next few days. But i remember-ed the first OJE we couldn't make it because we are having SportsCamp, so we inform-ed Joyce. & then we move-d to another one.
When Ederlyn turns, i went down wait-ed for her accompany her & so on, it was boring sitting alone though but i was keeping her accompany! :D
Next, when it was my turn she came down to accompany me too (:
Soon we start-ed working, working was fun at the start because we know so many new friends over there & also great managers partners.
Friends like CheeYew Annie Jassmine Jade Leonard Amy Adi ShengYaw YouSheng & more.
Managers like Cindy Yda Sidek Cecilia Crayton Haze Annie Braveman.
I-crew like Wahyudi Wibowo Siwi Adihar Supraman Rina Mira Iman & somemore.
Riders like Shafie Malek Mazlan Zahid Suhaimi Saifuddin Louis & manymany more.
Above names left one by one, friends resign-ed & quit, Managers going over to another store changing to new managers, adapting new life with them & new environment with them, Riders chang-ed company from Transnational to Niche & I-crew going back to their hometown after 6months working with us.
Time really pass-ed, & above are the people had left SRA3! ):
Sadly, 2years3months i've been working there, i enjoy-ed every single moment of work.
Enjoying my time with them, talking to them, playing with them, slacking after work, & went out when we off, & manymany more events!
Really misses those times when i first stepp-ed into SRA3! it makes me feels like a second home to me (: people & friends there are so caring, so thoughtful & they're simply great pals to clique with (: even though there may be quarrels in between us, maybe some circumstances we couldn't get along or some misunderstanding, after some quarrels, it makes the family stronger, knowing each other even better & understand each other well.
I enjoy-ed working, seriously i do! ;DDDD
I enjoy-ed working midnights with HsuehTing Ederlyn & the fellow managers.
I enjoy-ed spending time with my new friends Sotong XiaoLi YanYan & more.
I enjoy-ed working till late with Ederlyn after work.
I enjoy-ed working during Countdown 2007 with Ederlyn Braveman Annie HsuehTing Joyce.
I enjoy-ed playing with the riders & going to send orders with them.
I enjoy-ed every crew outings that've been organised for us.
I enjoy-ed learning new things, getting to know more about Mac.
I enjoy-ed everything that i've been taught by them becoming a good crew.
I enjoy-ed going attachment to know new friends learn new things.
I enjoy-ed the incentives given to us.
I enjoy-ed chit-chatting with Annie in the coffee shop with Ederlyn, lol! :D
I enjoy-ed every single moments.
I really do ):
Basically, I enjoy-ed everything that happen-ed in SRA3!
Can i have that BIG FAMILY back? Can i have the Riders, Friends & Managers back working together again? Can i have the memories back?
The answer will be a definitely : NOOOOOOOOOOO! ):
Memory is always Beautiful. Cause you can't relive it. You can only replay it in your mind. With a smile ofcourse. This always makes life worthliving :D
These only can be memories! Not the future! Not anymore!
Even though now I still have friends & managers with me for 2 years3months.
Like Joyce Lily LiJiao Noor Saleha Ammerul Emi HsuehTing WeiYang & more.
I definitely loves them as well, they are the people that makes me grew stronger there, teaching me & guarding me along the way till im here! :D
I've known new people like HweiYuen John Susanna & else's...
Some are great buddy like John(ahGirl) :D he's funny & gets along well.
I won't neglect my belove-d fellows that've been walking with me these 2years3months.
Now, sadly, Ederlyn, she's leaving once again. she said she's leaving. She's quitting, she won't be back anymore that's what she declare-d. But it's her choice, i've never blame her for that.
Her journey, how she wants to continue up to her, I couldn't stop her as well.
She's the one that ask-ed me work mac but now she's leaving before me, im okay with that, she've her reason, i will respect her. Do takecares!
I gonna miss everything, now there's one more lesser buddy for me to joke with, play with, suffer with, enjoy with ): No more. I gonna really miss her for that.
I hope-d people who I adore-d don't leave, seriously, i know i won't stay there for long, but people do accompany me. Everyone needs friend, so do i.
I don't need alot, just 1 friend i also happy! A true friend is more than enough (:
I will miss-ed everything that are the past. Memories will be kept for sure.
I understand working at a pathetic rate of 3.86$(that's the rate im having now) is freaking little & working very hard, & working till tired is not everyones' wants.
Do you think i've a choice? I've so many inside-out but nobody knows. Because i just wanna have a part-time which i can support myself & my expenses.
Cause i don't wants too many worried. Sigh-ed.
Singapore's talks all about money! With no money, just shud the ass >.<
Let the nature take it's course & at the same time,
Let bygones be bygones! -.-


I'll definitely miss-ed everyone that i've knew in SRA3! ;D
& for Ederlyn, i wish her all the best in everything she gonna do, may god bless you!

a girl who lives silently with so much worries )':