Tuesday, March 10, 2009 4:14:00 PM
i know i've to blog.
i know i die die have to post up.
i know i needs to give my blog a post.
i know i know! Lol.
that's why im here (:


Today, i realis-ed i applied for wrong dates for my AL!
supposed to be next week but instead i applied for this week.
how blur can i be man? so now i've my AL for 3days, wthhhh..
holy shit! staying at home resting, & my leg don't know how come hurting, oh dear! >.<
had my long sleep last night, great! (:

Monday which is yesterday, went to work-ed in the morning, time was passing very slowly, making me feels like sleeping, & im so bloody tired!
having sleepless nights, ohhh wthhhh! >.<
everyday sleeping so late waking upp early makes me sick & tired larhs..
anyway, work was okay, after work home rest as much as i can, & out for training.
it was drizzling but when we reach-ed Tamp interchanged the rain had stopp-ed.
only 9 people came down for training, but training was efficient, we train-ed & the lights off as early as 9pm, wthhhh! Zzzz..
so Brenda uses her beautiful power to ask-ed the uncle to on the lights for us.
then we play-ed 4on4 then around 10 the lights goes off.
we had fun! HAHA. i love playing defender (:
rush-ed home as sister waiting for me, Lol, so i ran home & home in 10mins, tired!

anyway, Sunday was Contiki Beach Netball ;DDDD
omgggg damn cool larhs, seeing the Netballers wearing Sports Bra playing on the sand was great!
im not pervert ah, i mean it's a great explosure! (:
not forgetting our Members! they participated in Women & Mixed team.
people like YiLin PeiRu Brenda Juliana June Pauline Eric Jeffery ZeLin JunJia Pamela & Connie.
they are great, ofcourse they've fun also.
the Underdogs(our Mixed team) clinched the champion again! Congrats ;D
they fought hard under the blazing sun & run like mad on the burning sands. * Claps!
well, the Women team got 4th in their grouping, not too bad ya! they play-ed hard too.
stay-ed on to watch, & it was damn bloody hot on the day itself man! Wooshhh.
the sun is killing everyone there, im sure people sure got burnt, HAHA!
after which home & rest (:

i've no ideas what's wrong with me?
having sleepless nights every now & then.
it sucks to have this kinds of stuffs, but i just couldn't help it.
ususally when im very tired i just doze off when im on the bed.
but now i can hardly to so, sigh-ed.
on sunday i lie-d on the bed as early as 10 wanting to sleep early, because im hell tired & im working the next day at 9am! which means i've to wake up at 8am!
but knows what? i toss-ed around the bed till 2am then i fell asleep.
oh my! so tired yet i couldn't sleep.
everytime the nights came, im afriad i couldn't gets to sleep.
sucks! i'll starts to think of many things.
& weeping for you have became a habits every nights.
i hate this feeling neither do i wants this to happen-ed every night.
im sick & tired.
sometimes i feels it was a mistakes telling you but sometimes i feels im blessed having you.
im confuse-d, im stuck-ed, im lost!
i don't know what's on my mind.
i don't know what am i thinking all about.
i don't know how to help myself.
i don't know what should i do.
i don't know when it gonna stop.
sigh-ed basically i don't know everything.
i hope-d i can promise-d myself what i've said to you.
i wants to mark-ed my words. but i always fail-ed. shit!
well, you takecares barhs, imy like fcuk.
but i've keep my words! )':
people always ask-ed are you fine, but i was replies strongly,
"yes, i am fine."
i can no longer putting a strong face infront anymore, it's unbearable.
& im beyond my limit.