Friday, July 24, 2009 1:25:00 AM
in the first place, why am i feeling so pissed for?
i seriously don't understand myself! -.-"
but i know what went wrong, as i mentioned!
" i thought that i was wrong to say out! really wrong!"
this was the biggest mistakes i've made this year!
ultra wrong, i sucks big time, goodness!
i don't know how to forgive myself but instead to blame myself and not others.
feels reluctant now, seriously i do.

my mind really went hay wire, nobody can help me, i can only help myself.
what the hell should i do man?
know what? i am having test in few hours time but yet i am here to blog!

nice one lah ALICE! keep it up huh! -.-"
mind is blank. really blank. fuckkkkk.
ALICE don't blame anyone but yourself!
sometimes, things are meant to be unspoken.
letting nature takes its course it's the best medicine! (:
thinking of what should i do. relax my mind & start studying!

anyway, had training just now. i am TIRED.
really TIRED, mind wasn't telling me to keep running.
kept walking -.-" shitty me! & i sucks big time.
how how how can i improve man? fuckkkk..

" if practice makes perfect, but nobody is perfect, why practice? "
ever heard it before? oh dear! haha, what a negative vibe i have, crucial! -.-"

well, forget to say, we did PYRAMID, mind you it's a killer can? can die man. i know it's good but damn tiring lah, goodness! i can jolly well enjoy the walking session? haha, as in not totally keep walking lah, i did do my sprint okay? (: followed by steps, all are crazy. haha! but yeah, i survived through the process, haha! tired but yeah worth it lah, as in good for us (:

i've nothing much to say. just feeling a little pissed throughout the night though.
i hoped i don't cry myself to sleep. i have promised myself no more tears ):

" you won't have a better tomorrow if you kept thinking about yesterday all the times! "
ALICE know what to do already not? forgettttt! (:



i know you wasn't my type.
i know we will never be together.
i know my first step falling fall you was wrong.
i know we don't clique well.
i know i am stupid.
tears for you was worthless.
we are from the different planet, totally different.
i hoped that my sixth sense wasn't right * pray, please god!
& this is the reason why i chose to gave up, totally gave up.
i wish that i don't wanna see you anymore, never again.
but i will miss you so! how? sighedddd.