![]() About me
Hi, my name is Alice.I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so? Achieving a rice-bowl in Nanyang Polytechnic, Diploma in Nursing. Floor Manager in McDonald's family, SRA3! :D Proud to be a Zenith netballer. C-c-c-chit-chat
you spam, i ban :D
Love Y'all
5a1'08 Kenny
Dewi Ederlyn
Ethel Girl
Hui Ning JasmineQAD♥
Jerad JiaPing
Joanna
Jocelyn nggggg! Keshia :)
MiaoWen MinJi♥
Rachel Rachel Junior
Regina Rina Baby!
Shahida Sharon
SiXu♥ WeiSi♥
WeiYang YuYing
Zakiah♥ Zenith
History
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
P-p-p-plurkkk
|
Friday, July 24, 2009 1:25:00 AM
in the first place, why am i feeling so pissed for? i seriously don't understand myself! -.-" but i know what went wrong, as i mentioned! " i thought that i was wrong to say out! really wrong!" this was the biggest mistakes i've made this year! ultra wrong, i sucks big time, goodness! i don't know how to forgive myself but instead to blame myself and not others. feels reluctant now, seriously i do. my mind really went hay wire, nobody can help me, i can only help myself. what the hell should i do man? know what? i am having test in few hours time but yet i am here to blog! nice one lah ALICE! keep it up huh! -.-" mind is blank. really blank. fuckkkkk. ALICE don't blame anyone but yourself! sometimes, things are meant to be unspoken. letting nature takes its course it's the best medicine! (: thinking of what should i do. relax my mind & start studying! anyway, had training just now. i am TIRED. really TIRED, mind wasn't telling me to keep running. kept walking -.-" shitty me! & i sucks big time. how how how can i improve man? fuckkkk.. " if practice makes perfect, but nobody is perfect, why practice? " ever heard it before? oh dear! haha, what a negative vibe i have, crucial! -.-" well, forget to say, we did PYRAMID, mind you it's a killer can? can die man. i know it's good but damn tiring lah, goodness! i can jolly well enjoy the walking session? haha, as in not totally keep walking lah, i did do my sprint okay? (: followed by steps, all are crazy. haha! but yeah, i survived through the process, haha! tired but yeah worth it lah, as in good for us (: i've nothing much to say. just feeling a little pissed throughout the night though. i hoped i don't cry myself to sleep. i have promised myself no more tears ): " you won't have a better tomorrow if you kept thinking about yesterday all the times! " ALICE know what to do already not? forgettttt! (: i know you wasn't my type. i know we will never be together. i know my first step falling fall you was wrong. i know we don't clique well. i know i am stupid. tears for you was worthless. we are from the different planet, totally different. i hoped that my sixth sense wasn't right * pray, please god! & this is the reason why i chose to gave up, totally gave up. i wish that i don't wanna see you anymore, never again. but i will miss you so! how? sighedddd. |