Worn out.
Friday, August 28, 2009 12:26:00 AM
First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHEDAH!
(my lovely JUNIOR!)
Why am i feeling so tired?
When i slept the whole afternoon!
Something is wrong with me! :/
Whatever will be will be!
No proper meal today, only had honeydew milktea before training.
And i thanked GOD that i survived today! :D
Even if i faint on the street, i wouldn't be surprised either.
I sucks in playing Netball. I seriously thinks so! Why did i joined NYP Netball man? Seriously, like kinda stupid man! -.-" I do enjoy playing the game, but sometimes i hate myself for not doing well. Wtffff i am doing on court? The awareness is not there. Feeling so lazy to run. Not driving properly. Cutting people lane. Timing too fast. Whatever shit that i am having man. Fuck-ed! :/ Worse is i have no CONFIDENT in myself, where have it been to? I am tired. Really tired. Not tired of playing Netball. Tired of myself. Tired of having doubt on myself. Sighed! :(
It's time to wake up Alice!