About me
Hi, my name is Alice.
I love my name, it's awesome, don't you think so?
Achieving a rice-bowl in Nanyang Polytechnic,
Diploma in Nursing.
Floor Manager in McDonald's family, SRA3! :D
Proud to be a Zenith netballer.


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History
October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011

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Thursday, December 24, 2009 12:33:00 AM
I know im not fine.
I know I won't be okay for the time being.
I know im hiding feelings from people around me.
I know im just pretending to be alright.
I know things not gonna be alrights for now.
I know things are going hard on me.
I know I needs you but where are you.
( ps : thankyou QAD for being my listening ears ♥)
I know things happen for a reason.
I know I know, I really know!

& I know I need to stay strong to overcome them,
but how? :'(

Stay strong ALICE.

Saturday, December 19, 2009 12:24:00 AM
sometimes I really don't know who should I talk to :/
*
tight schedule is coming up :
- 1500words essay to be completed by schoool reopen!
- 300words reflection forgets about what.
- monday&tuesday school for HA pratice at 0900.
- upcoming test :
a. Biology practical test.
b. Lab skilled test 2.
c. Health Assessment.
d. 2 more presentation to go.
e. Final papers for Year1.
- class chalet on 29thDec09' :)
- christmas eve outing? (still deciding)
- working schedule for 2weeks after school.
oh my tian, i need better time management :/
should I go for Sinseh?
Sheryl been asking me to go since don't know when lah :)
& aunties at Mac keep saying if don't get in done now, old ler later many problem :(
*
this afternoon while walking to lecture room with Jaseema, waiting for her to get her drink at the vending machine along the walkway.
while waiting, this girl was holding her lappy bag on her right and she hit me while I was standing at the side, and fucked!
it hurts please :( knee felt no stregth and jerked and thanked God left leg was supporting well.
stop myself from walking and hold my knee tight, it's so painful.
hold back my tears and carry on moving to lecture room as lecture starting soon :/
fucked that lady please, she didn't even apologise, nbcb!
having weak knee now, what am I supposed to do? FML!
sighed, worries been on my mind these days, plus fuck the appointment which will only be next year, had asked for earlier appointment but there's no way I can shift it any nearer date :(
why should I get injured in the first place? FML please.
I feels so horrible and I felt so handicapped.
please recover asap knee, stay strong will you?
because I don't wanna trouble anyone, not anymore! :/
- PRAY HARD -
*
Siannn, I know I have been feeling sucky these days.
no idea why, moody made me talk less :/
telling everyone i am fine despite feeling terrible inside.
wtf have happen? o.O
I wanna sleep sleep sleep sleep some more!
because I loves to have dreams :)
dreams makes me happy and love to seeyou appear in my dreams :)
how I wish I can sleep forever and never be awake,
prolly this makes me feels so much better
and I can stay happy too!
no worries and everything will be fine! :D
till here,
Adios! :)

Friday, December 18, 2009 6:12:00 PM
♥ I don't wish to talk to you,
please don't talk to me :)


so many people going out of town, some back to hometown some for holiday :)

- dearest back to hometown today :) happy for her, cause she miss home! take care dearest, i'll see you 2weeks time okay! misses ♥

- pei jiun SHIFU back to hometown too! HAHA, she lamerrrrr! faster come back & don't forgets our date before chalet on 29thDec together okay!

- aunty PEIRU out to TAIWAN for work, will be back either 28th/1st lah. Been long since I last seen her, actually I last seen the Zenithians for a very long time already. Miss you sister, faster get your ass back Singapore and we'll hangout okay! ♥

- HuiLing, dearest classmate going to Japan for vacation, BON VOYAGE yo! :)

- OH YES! almost forget about dearest senior Kesh! She's going to Bali for vacation toooooo! Take care & enjoy your trip girl! Be as crazy as you can over there, and start anew 2010 when you're back :) Thankyou for the christmas gift too, love you lah! ♥ See you soon okay! Misses! :D

that's all i can think for now! LOL! :D

& HOLIDAY IS HERE, YIPEEEEE ♥

Update again soon.

Thursday, December 17, 2009 10:50:00 PM
CREW OUTING WAS AWESOME! ♥
love 09' crew outing to the max compared to the previous 2, heh heh :)
skipped an hour of lecture in the morning and went to work instead, haha.
was tired man, cause the day before work till 11pm holy mama :D
end work at 2pm, attachment manager Kim damn crap please -.-"
wore Cheryl nametag I also don't know whose lah, then make me call wrong name! -.-"
punched out at 2pm wait for lijiao then off we go to ECP chalet :)
joyce & keng waited for us, hahahahaha! :D :D
cabbed down, was raining at Serangoon praying hard there not raining lah, haha.
and thanked God there didn't rain, just on and off drizzling only :)
they played game too bad wasn't able to play, LOL.
so yeah, went bbq area to eat instead, then play music for them and everyone sing-a-long :)
FUN FUN FUN! :D
game resumed, and then followed by lucky draw session! got photo frame, haha!
but nevermind lah anything, better than never win right, LOL.
angeline came after her class :) :)
after which all went to swimming pool to swim and play water.
7plus ready to get off, shower get changed then everyone followed bus back to store.
veronica & lily staying over at the chalet while me & co. went to have our dinner :)
damn long journey please walked to mac there, ate HongKong cafe uhh?
me & co. = yongkeng joyce lijiao angeline esther & susanna.
hahaha, had fun today with them, keng with me cause her gay partner out of town, LOL!
small young boy, haha.

they've got band there singing, can dedicate song.
so yeah, dedicated songs for my dearest managers!
angeline & joyce ♥
their favourite songs and a message to them, heh heh :)
nice ideaaaa yo! damn cool lahhh :)
dinner was awesome sharing food around and singing along with the band, nice! :D
i just love dinner and hanging out with them ♥ &
the endless laughters with them around!

ANYWAY HOLIDAY SOON! :D

Monday, December 14, 2009 8:40:00 PM
I realise is my patella there it's hurting me! :(
but idk lah is it, have to wait for fucking appointment next year January :(
still long okayy, sian!
- worried -

7:52:00 PM
weekend working with Weiting, first time LOL!
butbut she's damn funny please, keep 'eeyer eeyer' one! SIAO! -.-"
haha, she very lame lah but have fun working with her though first time working with her, damn friendly please :) :)
& weiyang out of town to school trip, BON VOYAGE!
working with keng too = funfunfun! :D

woahhhhh! TODAY PRESENTATION IS OVER!
good feedback by teacher again, Hoooray.
relaxation starts for a while first lah okay? TIRED like pffffft! D:
4more days to Holiday, can I have my holiday fast?
I AM IN HOLIDAY MOOD ALREADY LAHHH! :O
my elearning week don't seems like elearning week lah please!
no electures de :( :( :( which mean everyday must go school de lah, sian 1/2.

& anyway, this Wednesday is CREW OUTING! :D :D :D
I am so gonna go for that, they say can stay overnight de leh, woah! SHUANG TTM! :)
but wonder who gonna stay man, cause it's weekday!
knowing that Joyce & Angeline not staying cause they've got something on the next day.
Lijiao got D day, but don't know staying anot.
Esther mama got PMC day i've yet to ask her staying not.
Diana M the next day no idea too, but she's the organiser.
Weiting never ask, but she's going :)
Lily I think staying cause she OFF! LOL.
Weiyang not in Singapore lahhhh :/
Crews I've no idea who, only know Belinda not going lah, the rest idk, keng say if I stay he stay, don't know real anot lah! LOL! :D
but still I wanna go cause it's chalet mah, got swimming pool can go tan in the pool, heh heh :)
regarding of staying over anot i am still thinking about it cause next day got school :(

tomorrow not going LabClass because I wanna go work.
earning more money is my next aim from today till end of the year, cause 2week break.
no money = work more, work everyday! :D :D :D
SHUANG just work make myself tired sleep early throw away the worries and yes I know I am gonna be able to do it, heh heh D:

and YEAR2010 is coming here soon, and YEAR2009 is coming to an end! :D

new resolution is coming up already -thinking in process!-
forget about 2009 and start a brand new year soon ALICE! :)
live life with positive attitude!

Saturday, December 12, 2009 9:54:00 AM
I guessed I am pretty tired of life.
regardless of anything, I am just tired of everything, i am serious! D:
I just wanna have my 2weeks break now and rest myself from school!
& meetup with whoever I needs to meet up with.
don't wanna see you = to forget you! LOL! :)
I am really tired, just wanna start working!
wanna tired myself from work wih all I can and not to think so much everyday, it's the best way for me!
work long hours and home sleep = no worries at all! :D
I prefer life this way! D:
knee is not giving any mercy to me either, fucktard knee lah! -.-"
appointment next year, sounds long but one month plus to go, 22Jan09' -.-
when reaching then see how lah huh! D:
people always say do whatever you wanna do when you're alive.
so yes, I am doing whatever makes me happy now.
am I wrong? I wonder! :/
But what do I get in return?
Ohh crap, FML!

Thursday, December 10, 2009 2:23:00 PM
Am at Polyclinic now, boringgggg siol! .____.
meeting QAD soon & prolly seeing yang&keng soon! :D :D



feeling rather moody these days :/
wtf happpen to me huh?
am I just feeling tired or am I thinking too much? arghhhhhh :/
but still, I am happy cause Im seeing QAD everyday, hahahha :D :D

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 10:18:00 PM
stupid knee almost kill me the entire afternoon, aches like wtf! -.-"
can't walk much, walk abit pain, & the stairs killing me please.
it's like i need to walk 1234567890miles everyday, nabei tengteng! -.-"
took painkiller but it doesn't reduce the pain, fcuked!

had THEORY TEST today, was easy I can say, and im able to do, LOVE IT LAH!
heh heh, starts to love studying out of a sudden, hope this stay in my mind horrrr. LOL.
& rushed to TPY sports hall with Jasmine today, pain like wtf again -.-"
wannna watch don't care about pain and chiong, arghhhhhh!
yet again they lost, 52-35 to Northern Ireland, kind of expect them to win lah, they are strong okay, they are taller faster mahhhh! Singapore team play will too, especially Defending side :)

i am so going to polyclinic tomorrow!
c'mon Alice, be independent & go yourself okay?
nobody gonna accompany you, HAHAHAHAHA! :D

ALICE, you must not have this feeling!

12:05:00 AM
Nations Cup 09' is up! :D :D
Idol PREMILA is back on court! :D HAPPPPY and also Pearline Chan, Vanessa Marie Lee too!
Except for Ting Jun, if not it'll be superbbb! :D :D
It's time for me to watch the game! HAHAH, nicenice.
Which equally means that I will get to see QAD after so long, meetup with her and all! :D :D
Chat about alot of stuffs and every little thing!
Singapore lost their first game to Canada unexpectedly! 45-30 ):
Thought they could win it sweetly for their first game but no, sigheddd.
They put up a good fight against our Neighbour, Malaysia! All time favourite! LOL.
And won them sweetly 39-33! :D Attackers side played damn good, especially Huifen! :D
& Rachel shots damn AMAZINGGGGG, Peiqin roll and Micky's JUMP!! :)
Lost today against Scotland ): Damn sad.
They could have win the game but Scotland proves to us that they were stronger and took the lead at last quarter! :/ 33-28.
Some teared as they really deserve to win the game today! Arghhh.
Huifen play was great today toooo! :D :D
Tomorrow against Northern Ireland.
Tough match but I know Singapore gonna prove them wrong putting up a good fight! :D
JIAYOU.
Rushing down tomorrow after school.
Test 5pm - 6pm ): ): Gonna miss the first quarter already lah, wtfffff! .____.
& stupid theory test gonna kill me tomorrow, arghhhh!
anyway, I cleared my Skill Test today! :D :D HAPPYYYYY.
minus one worries, heh heh!
Walking around TPY central waiting patiently (:
& it freaking makes my knee hurts big time! ): ):
FUCKED the knee, when are you gonna stand strong like you used to be? FUCKED!
useless knee of mine bucked up please, a little walk & you starts to aches like the whole day and forever ): ):
which I have to bring out the bloody lotion & 3 painkiller medications out everyday!
- irritating -
sighedddd, skip medication everyday because I doesn't wanna depends on medication too much, as much as I could bear the pain I will not take medication!
helping myself so much but kneeeeeeee is not helping me to reduce the pain, but worsen it ):
though I am recovering but I tried to do so many things I used to do but I simply do not able to do them, uselesss knee! ):
how long more must I rest? I don't know.
can everything come to an end RIGHT NOW? :/
i admit, i like you! :x

Saturday, December 5, 2009 6:37:00 AM
thursday ROLE PLAY was successful even though we didn't have any practice done! (:
good feedback was given by teacher, cooliooooo!
KS called and asked about knee, well still hurts so much ):
asked me go and checked but i doesn't want to saying don't want go alone, hahah.
suddenly received Coach Jo call & she asked what happen why never tell her :/
told her and say better go Polyclinic to check and ask for specialist.
was superb relunctant to go actually, knee hurts and needs to walk so much, fucking knee! :/
end up went to check as promised Coach Jo lerr.
but again stupid Dr. say i am fine despite having ugly swelling :/ and know what he say?
if 4-6weeks later the swelling doesn't subside go back to him, wtfffff! -.-"
if it were to swell few more days I am so going to ask again? please, still ask me wait for 4-6weeks more, it's like 1month plus, fucking shit! -.-"
Dr. are really crap nowadays, FUCKED! seriously wasting my time please! -.-"

home after that, thanks PEARLYN for accompanying me there! <3 <3 <3
thanks Coach Jo, KS and Eder concern! (:

TGIF! :D :D :D :D :D
during 2nd hour of lecture, went out to accompany Jacq for lunch, haha!
woohooo, saw Faizah too like finally, joker partner! :D :D
mac > north > cheers > mac > lecture.
LOL, spend one hour outside then back to 1088 lecture (:
meeting after school. went to check insurance coverage thingy by NYP not as Coach told to do so (: wrote 500 words essay then went to meet Sis at Clarke Quay.
to Peony Jade Restaurant for food tasting, nice siollllll, damn full! (:
well the ladies are out to town watching NEW MOON, hahahah. i am tiredddd! :x



knee hurts! ):
when it gonna recover?

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 9:13:00 PM
bad day yesterday! .___.
sighedd! injured myself during trainig, omfg! -.-"
the first time in my life i got myself injured till i can't even move my stupid leg.
heard 2 crack sound and i've no idea how it happen seriously.
very nervous and don't what to do next.
netballers ask me to try moving it but i just couldn't have the courage ):
i am afriad i move then will affect the bone lah.
Jacq said my face was pale, am just worried ):
too stubborn to listen to their advices too, controlled my tears didn't want to cry! hate this kind of feeling please, so uncomfortable! :x
they continue with the training and i move to the back and rest my knee.
one of the sports person came to assist me but i just can't move, sighed!
coach asked me to tell sister and daddy but i just don't want to because i don't want them to worried about me lah! hesistate to call sister too.
kat saw and told me don't fake fake call, lol cause i call and hang up! LOL.
they asked for wheelchair and wanna send me to TTSH A&E upon sitting on the wheelchair, am trying to move myself to the seat, freaking no strength at all can feel bones moving, fucked!
training therefore end and all of them went together with me to TTSH.
cried because i, really damn scared ):
i don't wanna get serious injuries, i wanna play around! :/
Jacq was there to console me, thankyou so much dearest, thanks for the words! ♥
calm myself and just have to hope for the best lah! :/



thanks xps for sending me to hospital, so sorry to trouble her :/
thanks Jacq and melissa for running all the way to mac to get ice for me, thanks thanks!
thanks faizah for helping me to take my stuffs.
thanks kesh for the words too!
thanks kat for talking to me throughout the period i am in pain if not i don't know who to tell my horrible feeling lah.
thanks Jacq for talking to me, tells me not to be afraid of the outcome, advice me to go hospital and all and I have them!
thanks geri for the advice too!
thanks Coach meehong as well.
& yes i gotta be strong! :D
♥ the Netballers!


basically thanks everyone lah! ♥ without them i wouldn't have my knee secure.
went to hospital take xray, it shows no fracture no nothing, and i am fine.
neither did doctor say am i having any sprain/strain or ligament tear, the doctor abit dumb ehh? :x saw Louisa there, so coincidence lah, go hospital also can saw people one! LOL!
stay till 12am, damn late lah and insist to go school today cause i've got project to do lah.
have difficulty going to school man, holy!


today woke up in the morning couldn't even move my freaking leg, teared in the room and try to force myself to stretch to walk then went outta room.
didn't tell dad because doesn't wants him to worried for me lah, sighedddd!
told dad i was fine instead, FML it's super horrible i feels so paralyse please.
now i understand how people really feels when they are injured and in pain! :/
classmates was lovable too, all was concern thankyou so much people! i ♥ you guys too!



thanks Jaseema for carrying my bag for me.
thanks pei jiun for helping me buy food.
thanks janice for accompanying me.
thanks lina and rina too, sorry i make you both worried once again, horrible me ):
thanks joyce for being there too, sorry i make you worried ):
thanks for the messgaes too everyone! :D :D
i felt so so so bad to let many people worried for me, FML lah.
don't worry people, i'll be fine soon okay.
feeling sucks to the maxicoooooo! no more second time please, may God bless me! (:
DRINK MORE MILK ALICE, BUILD UP YOUR CALCIUM!
should I go for physio? :x

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 9:12:00 AM
BAD DAY BAD DAY ; 011209! ): ): ):
explain another day okayy.