Wednesday, December 2, 2009 9:13:00 PM
bad day yesterday! .___.
sighedd! injured myself during trainig, omfg! -.-"

the first time in my life i got myself injured till i can't even move my stupid leg.
heard 2 crack sound and i've no idea how it happen seriously.
very nervous and don't what to do next.
netballers ask me to try moving it but i just couldn't have the courage ):
i am afriad i move then will affect the bone lah.
Jacq said my face was pale, am just worried ):
too stubborn to listen to their advices too, controlled my tears didn't want to cry! hate this kind of feeling please, so uncomfortable! :x
they continue with the training and i move to the back and rest my knee.
one of the sports person came to assist me but i just can't move, sighed!
coach asked me to tell sister and daddy but i just don't want to because i don't want them to worried about me lah! hesistate to call sister too.
kat saw and told me don't fake fake call, lol cause i call and hang up! LOL.
they asked for wheelchair and wanna send me to TTSH A&E upon sitting on the wheelchair, am trying to move myself to the seat, freaking no strength at all can feel bones moving, fucked!
training therefore end and all of them went together with me to TTSH.
cried because i, really damn scared ):
i don't wanna get serious injuries, i wanna play around! :/
Jacq was there to console me, thankyou so much dearest, thanks for the words! ♥
calm myself and just have to hope for the best lah! :/



thanks xps for sending me to hospital, so sorry to trouble her :/
thanks Jacq and melissa for running all the way to mac to get ice for me, thanks thanks!
thanks faizah for helping me to take my stuffs.
thanks kesh for the words too!
thanks kat for talking to me throughout the period i am in pain if not i don't know who to tell my horrible feeling lah.
thanks Jacq for talking to me, tells me not to be afraid of the outcome, advice me to go hospital and all and I have them!
thanks geri for the advice too!
thanks Coach meehong as well.
& yes i gotta be strong! :D
♥ the Netballers!


basically thanks everyone lah! ♥ without them i wouldn't have my knee secure.
went to hospital take xray, it shows no fracture no nothing, and i am fine.
neither did doctor say am i having any sprain/strain or ligament tear, the doctor abit dumb ehh? :x saw Louisa there, so coincidence lah, go hospital also can saw people one! LOL!
stay till 12am, damn late lah and insist to go school today cause i've got project to do lah.
have difficulty going to school man, holy!


today woke up in the morning couldn't even move my freaking leg, teared in the room and try to force myself to stretch to walk then went outta room.
didn't tell dad because doesn't wants him to worried for me lah, sighedddd!
told dad i was fine instead, FML it's super horrible i feels so paralyse please.
now i understand how people really feels when they are injured and in pain! :/
classmates was lovable too, all was concern thankyou so much people! i ♥ you guys too!



thanks Jaseema for carrying my bag for me.
thanks pei jiun for helping me buy food.
thanks janice for accompanying me.
thanks lina and rina too, sorry i make you both worried once again, horrible me ):
thanks joyce for being there too, sorry i make you worried ):
thanks for the messgaes too everyone! :D :D
i felt so so so bad to let many people worried for me, FML lah.
don't worry people, i'll be fine soon okay.
feeling sucks to the maxicoooooo! no more second time please, may God bless me! (:
DRINK MORE MILK ALICE, BUILD UP YOUR CALCIUM!
should I go for physio? :x