Sunday, January 17, 2010 1:25:00 AM
Idk what's on my mind recently, it seems like something have been controlling my mind.
mood swing these day and it was really a bad one.
burst out with full anger today ): end of the day I was pretty shock what had happen and what I have actually done, I don't even know what my mind is going thru'.
breaking down real soon ): ):
And I know it's really isn't easy.

I need a break.
I needs a break from everyone I guess ): I am really tired.
Wouldn't wanna get all the same shit again, not anymore ):

On the other hand, I am upset.
because I think I had disappoint guinea pig ):
I ought to give her my explanation and the reason for being not accepting her request was the other story.
I know I should't merge the number of situation I am facing.
It's different things should have sort it out one by one.
but it's not easy ): I am really sorry guinea pig! ):
Gimme some more time okay I will get back to you soon!