Tuesday, February 9, 2010 11:37:00 AM
drop dead.
please get yourself a gun shoot right into my cerebrum and lemme die!
Thanks, & I will be very thankful! (L)


i can no longer take it anymore ):
sighed, my knee hurts today, really hurts.
i know physio is helping me, but is just that i am not helping myself ):
because i am still working approximately 8hours per shift is equally:
  • walking too much.
  • using too much strength on neither leg which hurts.
  • resulting in a lil' running & climbing when Dr. says NO LOWER LIMBS ACTIVITY.
  • the strength is not back, i get tired easily ):
  • CNY is coming no longer 8hours BUT 12hours shift for 4 consecutive days.
please tell me what to do!
cannot don't work because i need money for some reason ):
sigheddddd, i need to buy cream or whatsoever to apply when it aches.
I've finish mine, PLEASE REMIND ME TO GET ONE ON COMING FRIDAY! D:
2nd physio on Friday i hope it helps me to relax my knee :)

i'm so horrible, exam is here but i'm still working ._.
every period of exam, i've got something cock up, what's this man, fuck!
which eventually let myself down for not scoring better grades, FML please ):

talked to miss yong regarding attachment replacement.
as discussed, if I were to have my op, please pardon me,
I will only have it after my 3 week attachment, I know i am delaying but sorry I doesn't wanna do a replacement during Year2 period.
i guess it's not gonna affect much because it's just 3weeks only &
when my knee already CMI for fucking 2MONTHS 9DAYS -.-"
add another 3more weeks won't make any different okay, ROAR!

for a moment, i felt like giving up.
seriously.

counting down ...
2 days to 2nd physio session.
3 days to Chinese New Year.
4 days to Happy Valentines' Day. [awww .. not this year again]
9 days to final year papers.
15 days to freedom = HOLIDAY! :D


"Just because her eyes don't tear, doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry and just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong."