It's like finally I took it :)

Woke up early, as usual wake the dear girl. However, supposed to off today but i am back to work ehh. Lol, punched in at 1100 and work end at 1930 :/ I am tired today, really tired. Runner of 2 again, which is horribly tiring i swear ): I can no longer run for a long period. Halfway through work I was clenching teeth bearing the pain and Wei Ting said my face was pale ): Asked if I was alright and nodded my head D: No worries people, I am fine. Don't treat me like a handicapped :/

Sighed, knee is getting weaker as day goes by. Idk how and what to do next, seriously I don't! :/ Knee almost gave way but down crew so continue working all the way till 1930. Sitting down also don't help, tell me how la how to heal? .___.

MDS damn a lot order, but that Teo Yong Keng siao one, damn happy one loh! Lol then from stop order we just resume and run 90mins lol. Haha just not to let Hg take the orders :) Evil us, haha! Raining damn heavily that's why.

Poor girl having headache ): ):

I've yet to tell Coaches and people who I need to tell about the report of my MRI scan :/ I don't know should I or should I not. I doesn't wants them to worried that's all. And I believe I will be fine despite having 3months plus not healing :/ What I can says about the report was

- it's not a good news to me, and it's rather worse according to my situation as what Dr. said yesterday :( But I expect it :/

I held back my tears yesterday noon in the Dr. room, i felt so lost and don't know who should I turn to :/ Feeling mood-less and didn't wanna talk to anyone at all. But thanks QAD for being there for me telling me i will be fine and all I felt better today not worrying about the result so much anymore, I need to move on this is for sure :)