Out of a sudden, back to watch Life Transformer 2 episodes :) It's very heart-aching to watch this show. When the granny or whoever sharing about their life with Yi Feng and Christopher. Especially the granny in the last episode, her daughter have mental problem son suffering from both mental problem and diabetics. And she herself from cancerous tumor. Well, finish the episode anyway. Watching the others maybe soon :)

Was damn tired yesterday. Only manage to give guinea pig one phone call and I woke up at 1100 today :/ *Finger Cross* she's not late for her breakfast? :/ It's 1330 now, 1500 will be my appointment, an hour thirty minutes more. I am worried, I am afraid cause I am heading down alone :/ Prolly it's good for me who knows the result would turn out to be negative then I can hide myself and disappear from people around me for a moment :) *touch wood* People always say the more you worried, the more you will be fine. Yea fucking worried, maybe I will be fine right, stop worrying laaaa ALICE!

If I sms you girls means I am alright, if not I am not. This is what I told guinea pig and some of the girls. However, If I sms you all means I am alright :) If I don't, don't sms me unless I sms you all okay. Prolly needs time to settled myself. Thank you.

I still remember, the day when I first sms you. Was when the day I am out there for chalet and agreed to send food to you, heh :)