In my previous post, I note that I will Thanks the lovelies friends ;)

Especially SRA3, I thanked them for every single thing, the card, goodies, buying food for me, giving me the HL, helping me not to miss the Bonus period, I've got tonnes to thank these people from SRA3, they are not only my great colleagues, i treat them like my beloved sisters!

Lastly, my dearest family members.

Daddy worried all day that I could not cope at home, and will call me very frequently, afraid I might not have the energy to cook, bought biscuit, and made breakfast for me before leaving for work. Sister worried I might get hungry, cook fried macaroni, or as I requested for me to last me till night time when they are back home. Applying for leave just to bring me see the doctor and etc... Too much to thanks sister!! LOVES! <3

In my next post,

I'll talk more about Christmas HEHEHEHE! ^^

Been long since I last play netball on court.

Been long since I have all the fitness training, ball training, drills training, etc..

Been long since I run for a full 15minsx4quarters game.

Been long since I stepped into the Center circle.

Been long since I last cheer for a team, *missing Zenith*.

Been long since I last watch a netball games.

Been long since I visit the netball courts, School/TP.

Been long since I last make my way to Kallang Netball Center.

Been long since I meet up with all the netball mates, catching up with them, etc..

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I miss playing netball.

I miss playing Street netball.

I miss participating in those event, Netballuxion, Leagues, etc..

I miss training. I miss doing ball drills.

I miss having the physical training.

I miss participating in all the netball event being organized.

I miss playing Center, running all over the place.

I miss shooting from the top of the Semi-D, challenging with Eder, KS & Zelin.

I miss all these, I miss training.

BOUNCE PASS. SHOULDER PASS. STRAIGHT PASS. CHEST PASS. LOOP PASS.

oh well. everything happens for a reason, that is why now i am stuck here doing noting but eating everywhere. didn't even look into how i am helping myself to get my knee get well. but just complaining and nagging i misses netball. bullshitting Alice. most of the time i sees no point getting well, because i am torturing knee very badly i guess. sighs.

BUT I DO MISS ALL THE RUNNING! :(

BEEN VERY LONG MY INJURY TILL NOW!

02 December 2009 was the day I got this fucking knee injury :(

i will never forget this particular day.

WHERE. WHEN. WHY. HOW. WHO. i remember every single thing.

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14 April 2010 operation done. the day when i supposed to go Msia with Diana and Esther ended up I am in the Operation room getting my knee fixed.

4-5 hours in the operation room.

and there goes,

Suffering for about 1.5months with both cutches and,

about 0.5month with one crutches and,

total about 3months with the knee brace.

Been thru' all these stages was really not easy. Felt really handicapped for the very first moment when I am out of the Operation Room. I cried and cried. Waking up every hour vomiting. Terrible feeling. Asking for help even with the minimal pain i am having. Asking for jabs to numb all my pain instead of medication syrup/tablet afraid i might vomit = no effect.

Back home. I need help for everything :

Getting up the bus/cab. Shower. Lifting up my knee to put the ice pack. Helping me to get food and etc.. Many many more.

Certainly know it feels. And, i DISLIKE it alot.

words to describe my feeling was : HOPELESS HORRIBLE USELESS.

But I really thanks those who showered me with care and concern. Being there for me when i needed someone, and letting me be strong once again. Those who visited me.

In my next post, I will thank all this people :)

No matter how hard life would be, life moves on........

Isn't it? :)

The colors of my life = Having the M&M's chocolate ;)

Skipped morning lecture today. Just to went for the U-weekly interview at KAP :) Cause I was afraid I will be late so ya.. But the day before had my Closing shift, and it was too hectic for me to get up for my 0800 lesson actually.

Making my way to KAP was omfg! Because I don't know where to alight, and by the time I know, actually one stop after that already. And then uh, I don't know where's the office la, as in the McDonald's Cooperate Office, as I need to change to POS card and but the Food Voucher for store. I make a roundabout like a car, and I finally found the office lol.

I went for the interview first. Was great, and the flow was smooth too. Hoping to give as much information, and as much joy, laughter and happiness I have from work to this interview ;) To bring myself up in the U-weekly magazine ^^ Had the photo-shoot too, hopefully my face doesn't look round on the magazine :/ LOL! And some group photo, was awesome, damn cool laaaa. Kitchen tour around KAP store, nice really nice, everything was really well organized and the crews there was really discipline and on task. Envy much. I see Crew Leaders everywhere in their store. Ended with a group photo with our interviewer (forgotten her name :/) but she's damn young too la, only like a year older than me can!?! Earning big money already sia.

Can't wait to see all the photos!

The photographer, Yan Yan is sending us the photos thru' email :)