Okay, I'm finally blogingggggg already.

exactly 1 more months to my birthdayyyyyyy! HAHAHAHA! I'm not gonna have fun because as usual, I don't intend to celebrate and I don't expect any gifts too, cause I wrote on Twitter if you wanna get me something, "Get me a pair of good leg!" (:

Oh well, anyway I failed my FTT on Friday evening ): Sianxz bodoh, have to go rebook it and retake it all over again. Got 42/50 only cannot have more than 5 wrongs la! Sighsss. After that went to Kbox with the cliques over at amk. And meet up with my little girl! (:

I'm so angry that I wanna rantttttttttttttt about my work! >.<

Damn pissed off at work. Someone who always thinks highly on herself today shows her attitude. Not once not twice, always! -.-" If you aren't happy about me asking you to do any station, then say don't have to slam stuffs okay BITCH -.- Wait till you got certified, see if you ask crew to do things they will listen to you not first? Every time you are so uncooperative, if you dislike me CAN SAY, don't pretend as though you and me are so close okay?

We promoted CL together and I promoted FM earlier than you and you are not happy! C'mon la, what's with all this unhappiness? -.- Ayu promoted to CL you also unhappy, there is really something wrong with you, not us okay! -.-"

When I was a trainee like you, I don't even ask for more. I don't even shows attitude to my senior manager. I don't even fight back for anything they say. I listen to what they wants me to do. Irregardless of stations or not, I don't care I do, because I'm okay with it. But you, promoted already YOU DON'T WANNA DO STATIONS AT ALL! -.- Don't you know you have to verified stations first? Don't you know still under training? I didn't say I'm perfect, but at least I respect all of my managers who are senior than me. Even though, sometimes I say them, but it's all about work stuff. Work is work, play is play, if you really cannot take in the feedback, then I'm sorry, I won't say anymore okay. I will shut up and you do whatever you wants.

If I knows it's wrong and I tell you it's because I want you to learn, don't want you to get wrong. But your thinking is that, you thinks we doesn't respect you as a manager. If I wouldn't care, I will not even tell you what's right what's wrong already, let you wrong and get scolded by other manager. If you thinks that we are all so nasty, then sorry we really need to back-off from you career area. We wished you all the best though!

You claims we don't respect you as a manager, ask yourself, you respect us in the first place? Even you are showing attitude to your 1st Asst and 2nd Asst, don't say me. When you are only a trainee now. Think about your action before you speaks.

C'mon la, I just finish the pathway you are walking now, I was like you, do every single station to verified them one by one, one day each, not anything more than that. But you, rushed thru' 4/5 stations one day at a times, why are you rushing yourself? Rush yourself then you ownself feels stress, who the fuck is pushing you? NOBODY IS YOURSELF -.-"

Maybe service line, is not a good choice for you. Nevertheless, I wished you all the best!