Wednesday, May 25, 2011 9:12:00 AM
what about the day after tomorrow, and forever? will you baby? :'(

i've lost you once again, first was you fainted at home when mum gave you eat some pills. i was so afraid that i will lose you but you get back to me only after days, 3-5 days? sighs.

today, i lose you again.
how many days will i not hear from you? 10? 20? i'm sorry!
it's my bad, really my bad of losing you this time.
i'm at fault, i were to blame when things happen this time.
blame it on me, will you? let me explain, will you? :(
baby, i need you to reply my call/sms can. i really hope you are safe and sound outside because i really have no idea where you are, even your Godmother!
i'm afraid you just fainted outside on the road, while crying so hard. are you baby?
can you actually hear me talking to you, calling for you to come to me? :'(

what i can do is only wait and hope that you'll return to me.
there's nothing i can do.
i miss you. i really do. please be alright, if not i not gonna forgive myself.
i'm really sorry for everything!

I LOVE YOU BABY! :'(
CAN YOU HEAR ME?